conical pendulum

It's the only part of mechanics I feel comfortable doing.

I lost all my files in a compulsory hard-drive reformat. Bloody :@ Words cannot explain how completely and utterly stressed I feel. I finished (re)typing Human Resources for Business Studies, but what concerns me the most would have to be my Physics dot points. So much effort went into those dot points.

Anyway, ciao for now, I need to go and finish my tutor homework before I could clean my room, continue writing my notes and hopefully go out. To buy whipped cream for Monday's Business lesson. We're making pancakes.

So yeah, bye!

lessons in love - headhunterz remix

Mechanics is so not my thing. Sometimes I get it, sometimes I don't.

I actually haven't blogged for a long, long time. I had my orthodontist appointment today, and the lady took a study impression of my teeth (ugh, that gross pink moulding gel) and took photos of my teeth for before and after. I scheduled my next appointment on my birthday *face palm*

I think on Saturday I might be going for another x-ray to have images taken on the sides of my jaw for further observation or something. Nothing much has happened these past few weeks, actually. I received most of my results, and I'd say they're... mediocre. In retrospect, I think I should've put a lot more effort into all my subjects (just four LOL).

So yeah, um, I'll get back to resisted motion. Because the algebra and integration is too intense for me. Too intense. I thought conics was messy (it's still the worst topic though - can't agree with Dono that it's the best topic in the universe), but this gets so bad :( IT'S EVEN EXTENDED OUR TUTOR TIME (I'm not complaining for the most part - just the fact that I'm going to starve to death for 2.5 hours in a cold room).

Okay, bye HAHA.

mechanics

So... I was just thinking about tutor tomorrow. And then I remembered Dono saying that he was reading about the mechanics part to prep-up. And then I had the urge to look at it too. Then now I have one question:

What did I get myself into?

LMFAO. But seriously LOL I honestly am not prepared to go to tutor tomorrow. I love tutor, and I love holidays, but seriously, those two don't mesh well. At. All.

*sigh* I'll go do something more productive with my time LOL...

shoot myself in the foot

I feel like I've done nothing today, really. I haven't walked around the house, I haven't done any chores - I feel like a slob. I need to clean up the back of my door for clothes that I need to put in the wash, vacuum my room and probably change my bed sheets. I need to do all this before 8:30PM, so wish me luck LOL.

I'm also going to finish off this section for Physics and hopefully do a bit of UMAT. It's been precisely one month since I touched it. This is so bad. I feel that everything's slipping from my fingertips now LOL. GOTTA MAN UP AND FINISH NOTE-TAKING AND WHATNOT.

I'm going to sleep early tonight. If early means 11:30PM HAHA

Tutor's back on Saturday.

abc

Okay. Here's the thing.

We have tutor tutors in one building. Disputes were bound to happen.

Well, basically, our tutor teacher started a campaign - starting with our class, and it will follow on for the other classes as well. He called it "ABC 2012", and you'd all know where the "2012" came from.

Anyway, long story short, FOCUS COLLEGE PRIDE WOOOOOOOH!

Seriously.

JUST 13 QUESTIONS LEFT

Before I finish tutor homework. I'm so tired, it's ridiculous. I don't plan to sleep at 12 again tonight...

I went to my dermatologist and he prescribed like, three different drugs. Let's just say, I'll be loading up on water before my skin dehydrates and shrivel up. I kid, but really, dehydration will happen. I hope we don't have a topic test tomorrow. I hope I have enough time to do my English speech. I hope for so many things and I just delaying what I have right now. I really really want to start the Great Gatsby tomorrow. I prefer studying novels over everything. Seriously.

Okay, bye. I'm so out of itttt.

testemonials

Tutor was fun, but draining at the same time. I'm so sick of coming home to late nights. I'm pretty sure Sir and the rest of the class don't like it either, but hopefully this will be the very last time we have to make up for it. I have to do that English belonging thing that miss told us to do, and finish off the last inverse functions exercise before starting on Integration homework.

I continued to read J-Horror and K-Horror on Wiki. Wikipedia-ing horror movies is the best. You still get scared, but not to a scarring degree. 'TIS MORE EPIC IF YOU MAKE IT OUT TO BE. I'm going to get my next batch of contacts soon. I'M STILL ON THE SAME DEGREE. YAY!

I... am still eating. I don't think I can mentally cope with English tomorrow morning. Nor Mr M's droning. No tutorials tomorrow morning either, from what I heard from Cindy and Juliana... so I'm not going early. Oh yeah, I have Physics homework.

I need to make Business notes.

The woes of a HSC student. Version zero point one (thus far).

murderer

I killed 2 bugs today. One on Lamrock's shoulder with my wallet and one on my wall just then. I have yet to kill another fly. I HAVE PASSED THE HALF WAY MARK FOR THE COMPLEX NUMBERS QUESTIONS! Ridiculous, I feel like I've wasted so much time LOL. It's already 7:53PM... I will go off and do a bit of reading for Physics before immersing myself in Preliminary Business Studies. Ugh, business.

Okay bye :)

complaints

I have officially finished the first page of the Complex Numbers booklet. Some of the questions didn't provide the answers I expected? I mean, like when it says it's a conjugate, like W = A - i, they used W = A + i. I would sit there for five minutes trying to come to terms with what it should be. So yeah, 27/85 questions! Seriously, I better do well for the exam or I will feel eternally miffed when I do maths. So I have tutor tonight - sir changed the duration again, so it's only going to be 1.5 hours of 3u instead of 3 hours of 3u and 4u.

Is it normal to feel strangely disinclined to go to school? I mean, I go for the people and probably the free periods, but really, I'd rather spend my time at home. Literally at home. That's why I haven't been going out before Steph's birthday HAHA. I don't have the heart to take out my Infinite badge from its small plastic cover yet. Oh yeah, yesterday this guy in my class asked sir a question, and it was pretty funny. I'll tell you in person, because it's going to sound too crude over the internet HFJAKHFLA.

I really, really pray that we don't have English first thing in the morning tomorrow. Annie, if you're reading this, can you please send the comprehension questions for Business please? I didn't get any email :S (the activity ones). And I finished Act 5, but I left out 2 questions. But those 2 questions had 2 parts each, and I did one part in each already, so it would mathematically equate to 1 question.

Oh yeah - Othilia, do you still want to share a locker this year? We have to put the deposit in soon HAHA :) Same place? Is ours number 43? I actually don't remember the number anymore... HAHA.

Okay, I'll be off now. Much preparation is needed for the upcoming exams - I have 3 lined up in the first 2 weeks, and I can't afford to stuff any of them up. I will read over Physics a bit and then print out some Polynomial questions. Actually, I'll do the polynomials ones first. Or the other. I don't know anymore.

OKAY BYE.

groggy

So... Tutor was at 11AM this morning. I woke up 20 minutes or so before the actual start of tutor. I thought I was late, until I came into the waiting room that was filled with only 3 people HAHA So yeah, we chatted and then right on the dot, at 11, my entire class came. It goes to show how lazy we are.

In all honesty, I didn't sleep well last night. It was hot and cold, and even though I slept until 10:40AM, I was still so, so tired. Throughout tutor, I was trying not to let my stomach grumble because I didn't eat breakfast (for the first time ever - I think) and when I got home, I was too mentally exhausted to go and microwave some food, so I slept from around 1:30 until just half an hour ago. And now I'm eating. What would you call the mix between 'dinner' and 'lunch'? Luncher? Probably. So yeah, I am eating 'luncher' now.

I am so sosososososo excited for tomorrow! :D I MISS MY GIRLIES SO MUCH! And it's someone's special day tomorrow as well! ;D I actually haven't seen them all (as a group) since... forever ago :( I don't know what to wear for tomorrow, considering the weather's a bit here and there lately. So yes, that is all! :D I will be on again... tomorrow. I think. Right after I get home from the fun.

JULIANA, IF YOU SEE THIS, TEXT ME WHEN YOUR SCHEDULE ALLOWS YOU AT LEAST 30 MINUTES ON MSN SO WE CAN LOOK FOR THE POLYNOMIALS QUESTIONS. PLEASE. I BEG YOU. You are so busy, seriously HAHAHA

knowledgeable!

I feel more and more refreshed after tutor. I feel like I'm back on track, and I'm not doing purposeless things. I FEEL PURPOSEFUL. I finished tutor homework for this coming Sunday and I'm beginning get back into study mode.

Yesterday, we had this maths game that was really, really stressful. Okay, maybe not that stressful, but it's pretty shameful considering the fact that we couldn't recognize multiples of three and numbers with the number three in it. After that, I went church with my cousin, mum, sister and aunty and yeah. Went home, did some more reading and then ate, and slept. I woke up this morning and went for Maccas drive-thru and came home to do tutor homework and read more of the guides.

So far, day well spent.

Before I leave, I shall leave readers with HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR! :D May everything good be bestowed upon you, and I hope you all achieve what you set out to do - especially this year.

practicals

For the HSC, are we supposed to know our pracs back to front as well? o_o Because holy crap, if that's the case, there's going to be so much to remember and understand. DOOOOOOMED. Anyway, I'm going to go off and mentally prepare for Maths now. Goodbye! I'll study more after tutor/church.

ughhhhhh

ARGH. TUTOR. IN LESS THAN 3 HOURS.

I am not mentally prepared for this. And I didn't end up buying anything online yesterday because my mum decided to postpone it for the 5th time this week. I might as well not get my hopes up and just carry on with whatever the hell I normally do. Oh, and I finished reading the Great Gatsby - with was a worthwhile endeavour. Gatsby/Nick will always be the characters that come out at the top for me.

Anyway, I'm going to continue watching Poseidon whilst drying my hair and hopefully feel a teensy, weensy bit motivated to actually go to tutor. LOL I'm so tired.

poseidon

Love for Si Won in all dramas has gotten to a new high. fhakdfhjkadh. I don't want to put any obsessive terms on this blog, but just to be fair: wow. Especially in the police uniform. LAMROCK, AND YUNHO IS IN IT TOO LOL! I was staring at him and asking myself 'where have I seen him before...?' and then I went on drama wiki or whatever it's called and realised that he was from your number 1 band!

So... yeah. I have done nothing yesterday. Literally nothing. I just downloaded, watched and drooled over Poseidon. The girl plays hard-to-get at first, a bit cliche, and slightly bothersome, but she's alright nonetheless. I shall start on writing my conics notes and start actually revising for Physics. Correction: Preliminary Physics. Basics first, then the complex stuff.

Okay, I shall be off now. Today's the day where I purchase, for the first time in half a year, stuff online. That means I have to go to the bank to deposit money with my mum. Lazy times ten :( But in any case, the first thing I'll buy is the package, because the holds the key to my eternal happiness.

That sounded so sad, considering my eternal happiness can only be obtained through academic means.

Okay, bye :D

TUTOR HOMEWORK IS TAKING TOO LONG. I think I'll start a new book for 4u tomorrow...

curse thee

I cannot fathom the amount of horrible emotions and thoughts I have kept to myself for the past few days. I haven't had a good night's sleep in 6 days, I feel that my source of nightly comfort (that is, my cone shaped light) has been taken away for a younger, more fearless person without my consent. Of course, this came with the excuse that I was the older sibling and it was my duty to give whatever my sister wants/needs without going against the idea.

Pathetic domestic stereotype, really. I've been loading up on Naruto fanfiction when suffering this extremely long bout of insomnia - I have established that my 'one true pairing', otherwise known as OTP, is ItaSaku. Not that you need to know the completely bookish tendencies I have LOL. In any case, I've been quite irritable lately because of my current circumstance - my hotmail is blocked, as you are aware from my previous post, and now, my computer has totally gone into completely blue, flashy chaos. So adios Dell Inspiron. You were loved.

I'm currently using my dad's old Toshiba laptop as a getaway from my laptop's failure. I have so many questions left to finish for tutor and I honestly am not in the appropriate state of mind to finish. I left out 1.5 questions in Level 1 and so, SO MANY MORE in Level 2. And I'm unsure about the SHM questions at the back. Can someone please confirm that we don't have any 4 unit homework. Please? *stares at Juliana* HAHA

In any case, I should be getting back to... reading my fanfiction, then doing some more tutor homework, then reading the Great Gatsby. THE WOES OF A STUDENT, I SHALL SAY ONCE MORE! And Othilia, I shall be awaiting your call!

is it really okay

Is it really okay to grab the lamp that I use to read at night, from my room, to give it to my younger sister? HAHA no. I use to lamp to diminish my fears of the dark and through reading, and you take the one thing that I feel protects me at night.

Another 3 hours of sleep for the third day. Hoo-fucking-ray.

I've been so moody lately, I don't even find it amusing anymore. I feel so edgy lately - not in a good way.

I'm off now, goodnight. Going to finish another third of tutor homework.

No. NO. NOFHAJDKFHAKLFHA.

So I was looking at stainless steel whiteboard. It's not a whiteboard, but it has its functions LOL. And I realised I wrote in very small smudged writing "tutor on 20/01/2012". And I checked my calendar, thinking I have ages left.

It's next week on Friday.

Oh shit, that means I need to get tutor homework done. OH NOOOOOOO.

SHM

I MISS YOU TOO TEEZLES :( <3

So today was the last tutor lesson for the year. In all honesty, I love tutor, and to think that it's about to end makes me feel a bit fhakhfalk. Toward the end of the lesson, we spent the last 10 minutes figuring out how sir was able to make a card appear. I SWEAR, THERE IS NO LOGIC IN HIS CARD TRICKS. NO LOGIC WHATSOEVER. I was staring at his hands, all dazed at what cards he was drawing out HAHA.

He gave us a booklet (now that I think about it, it can't be that bad... I hope) on SHM and Apps of Calc. as holiday homework. So hopefully I can get that out of the way by the end of the week. I need to set up my study table as well and hunt for more textbooks. On HSC papers. Because there can be no limit on practicing HSC papers. NONE AT ALL.

I have never felt this fanatical about maths before LOL. Maybe it's because I've lost probably a lot of hope in Business Studies *CRIES A WATERFALL*. I suppose English wouldn't be my main concern, but I do know that Physics, Maths and (half-half) Business are. Then again, they should be all important considering the fact that I've been indulging in my 10 units.

OKAY BYE. I WILL PROBABLY RARELY BLOG BECAUSE AS OF NOW, I HAVE NOTHING TO SAY :( My friends are what keep my life up-beat (hopefully that's grammatically correct). I mean, I think my family does as well, but I think I'll just keep that part confidential and away from the prying claws of the internet. 'Tis a dark place out there (here).

OKAY BYE :D

LE7ELS v.02

Steph, I don't have credit D:

Goodnight, sweet dreams to you too! (L) :D INDEED, MATHS PLAGUES US EVEN OVER THE WEEKENDS. And tutor was alright. It was fun, as always HAHA Though sir did ask us how we went for 3u... which was (N) And in Juliana's post, I agree with how you feel like you're letting your tutor teacher down if you don't do well D: fhakjhflak.

Anyway, I'm off! MUST FINISH OFF 4.3 TONIGHT :@

business

It is currently my least favourite subject. I have a few more dotpoints to cover now, but after that, hopefully I should be done by tonight. I think 4u homework was to just finish off the Complex Numbers questions in the 3 past papers (thank God) and do another 3 sheets for three unit. REVISION TIMES INFINITY, SERIOUSLY. I suppose yesterday's 2unit exam was alright - there was room for a lot of silly mistakes.

I have to finish strategies of effective HRM and indicators of effective HRM for business. I think it's because of the class environment that I don't like business anymore? The teacher's alright, but sometimes she doesn't... control the class. If you get what I mean. I mean, she's a good person, good teacher in her own ways, but maybe it's because we're not suited for her? Too mischievous LOL.

Tonight, I will try and cover a whole chunk of Physics (reading over this hfakjhfakljh - I'm so tired of having mini heart attacks when sir picks on people LOL)

GARGH, TUTOR TOMORROW! I don't know about you guys but I dread tutor and then when I get there, I enjoy it. I don't think that made any sense LOL.

ANYWAY, GOTTA PREPARE FOR PHYSICS AND CLEAN TABLE. CIAOOOOO.