several days late

BUT SKIP BEAT 05 IS FINALLY HARDSUBBED. I'VE BEEN WAITING FOR ITTTTTT! *REJOICES*

coddled

Just because I'm picky with my fruits does not mean I don't eat it. The only two fruits I despise would be bananas and jackfruit, but I'm fine with anything. Why am I talking about this? Because last night, before I went to bed, my cousin and mum decided to gang up on me and say that I don't eat enough fruits and I've been too spoilt. Well sorry for not going through the general hardships that you've gone through. Then my mum had the audacity to ask me this morning: are you mad about last night when we teased you? Well, no, of course not. I'm just hurt and humiliated and fucking speechless.

And I bought the UMAT package yesterday. I've started reading the guides, and becoming more and more motivated for it... I think. I really want my laptop back. I want to actually start doing stuff. I'm past half way of the Electricity topic for Physics and it's becoming more and more clear. Friday's going to rain girls! So excited :D I have tutor tonight, and I left out 3 questions. Ridiculous.

And the reason why I asked my um to stand behind me whilst I pay for my UMAT package was because I'm handling a lot of money. Money that I myself don't make. So if anything happens, we know that we haven't done anything wrong and that I was not the one to blame. Because when my sister does something wrong, I'm the one to blame. If my dad does something wrong, he blames me. If my mum does something wrong, she blames me. I'm like some kind of fucking escape goat. So don't, for one second, think that I've been too sheltered or too afraid of the fucking world because really, I don't make the money that my parents make.

And this week, Skip Beat is taking so long to get hardsubbed. I really don't like changing the format of my episodes... so I'll just have to wait for Episode 5 and pray that they don't drop the project.

poseidon... again

SPOILER ALERT - DO NOT READ IF YOU ARE GOING TO WATCH THE DRAMA

That is, unless you're really curious and you want to know what happens. But it's okay, you'll only get a very slight gist what happens.

Words cannot express my dislike for the main girl. When Si Won tells you to stay in the car, you stay in the car. Then, you call the 9th Division for back up and to hurry the hell up with that warrant. You do not sit there and complain to him about how it's not right and that he should wait, because seriously, his sunbae is injured from getting beaten up and you are stalling him.

THEN YOU GO AND EAVESDROP ON HIS CONVERSATION WITH THE OTHER MEMBERS, IN ORDER TO NOT BE 'LEFT OUT'. There's a reason why he didn't tell you (because he loves you, okay? Okay.), and there's a reason why Captain Kwon didn't either. I'm so freakin' pissed (WHITE CHICKS!). Oh my gosh, and she cries almost after each exploitation of drugs/people smuggling. And she cries when they stumble upon a dead body (that probably hasn't even gotten to undergo rigor mortis yet). Every. Single. Time.

I am trying so hard not to cringe every time I see her, and I'm trying to fast forward her parts in order to find out who the hell this elusive Choi Hee Gon is (or those who are Choi Hee Gon - Chang Gil totally confused me). No drama has ever gotten me this angry at the female lead before. Ever. Except for Cinderella's Sister, because the spoilt girl was just too much for me to handle. But she wasn't the main girl, so... I think it doesn't count.

And the Captain of the SSAT. Whose. Side. Are. You. ON?! I thought you were good. Then I realised you were bad. And then you turned out to be good. Then you made me suspect that you were bad. Make up your mind, please.

And the female lead's aunt. The flashy one. She reminds me of my own gossipy aunt. And as well as this, she blurts out so many crass things that disadvantage the main girl's mother. And then Captain Kwon. YOU ARE NOT TO HIT YOUR SUBORDINATES/TEAM MEMBERS. I KNOW THEY MAY ACT IMPULSIVELY, BUT YOU DID TOO. AT THE BEGINNING OF THE FILM. AND YOU HIT YOUR BAD GUY AS WELL, WHILST INTERROGATING. You're a good guy, but your actions may be misinterpreted by some people. People like me.

Okay. That is all. I'm so sorry that I've left you feeling like you shouldn't be watching this (or if you should, go forth and do so!). I will be off now. And tutor was cancelled today... and I have yet to make up 4 hours of 4u on Wednesday... FHAKDJFHAJLFKAH.

Okay that is all. BYE! :D I will see my lovelies in exactly 1 week. YESSSSSS.

ughhhhhh

ARGH. TUTOR. IN LESS THAN 3 HOURS.

I am not mentally prepared for this. And I didn't end up buying anything online yesterday because my mum decided to postpone it for the 5th time this week. I might as well not get my hopes up and just carry on with whatever the hell I normally do. Oh, and I finished reading the Great Gatsby - with was a worthwhile endeavour. Gatsby/Nick will always be the characters that come out at the top for me.

Anyway, I'm going to continue watching Poseidon whilst drying my hair and hopefully feel a teensy, weensy bit motivated to actually go to tutor. LOL I'm so tired.

poseidon

Love for Si Won in all dramas has gotten to a new high. fhakdfhjkadh. I don't want to put any obsessive terms on this blog, but just to be fair: wow. Especially in the police uniform. LAMROCK, AND YUNHO IS IN IT TOO LOL! I was staring at him and asking myself 'where have I seen him before...?' and then I went on drama wiki or whatever it's called and realised that he was from your number 1 band!

So... yeah. I have done nothing yesterday. Literally nothing. I just downloaded, watched and drooled over Poseidon. The girl plays hard-to-get at first, a bit cliche, and slightly bothersome, but she's alright nonetheless. I shall start on writing my conics notes and start actually revising for Physics. Correction: Preliminary Physics. Basics first, then the complex stuff.

Okay, I shall be off now. Today's the day where I purchase, for the first time in half a year, stuff online. That means I have to go to the bank to deposit money with my mum. Lazy times ten :( But in any case, the first thing I'll buy is the package, because the holds the key to my eternal happiness.

That sounded so sad, considering my eternal happiness can only be obtained through academic means.

Okay, bye :D

TUTOR HOMEWORK IS TAKING TOO LONG. I think I'll start a new book for 4u tomorrow...

rubik's

I'M DYING OF IMPATIENCE NOW, CYNTHIA! :( SIWON IS SOOOOOOO GOOD! :D

So yesterday I was Christmas. Being as impatient as I am, I nagged my mum to open the presents right after dinner. And I got several presents, all I'm extremely thankful for :D But there was one that had me preoccupied the entire day. The Rubik's Cube. It's so late for me to start playing it, but it's so fun. Well, to me it is. EFFECTIVE WAY TO SPEND TIME ALONE! :D

But what made me so pissed was yesterday, my cousin came over and when I just unwrapped it, he began playing with it to the extent where it was loose. LOL I was so fhakjhfalk angry after that. I literally sat there with my head down, feigning sleep because I really wanted to punch him. To make matter's worse, I actually began sleeping. Then he slapped my thigh, which hurt so much (it left a red hand print) and told me to wake up. After that, I think it was pretty obvious as to how pissed I was.

If he does that again, I will create an evident kink in his nose. I honestly don't care how close we are, he should have never slapped me, nor find the comfort in wrecking another's CHRISTMAS PRESENT. *FUMES*

And to make matters worse, my mum just laughed and said it was just for his entertainment. At the cost of mine.

skip beat v.03

Ugh, Si Won is so handsome. hfkjahfdlak. I like the opening as well :D

YES

SKIP-BEAT. COMING OUT. T-DRAMA. FHKJAFHALKFHAKF. I'M DOWNLOADING EPISODE 1 NOW. *excited omg*

That is all HAHA

plans

I thought these last three days were meant to be free (ish). I have my sister and dad's birthday dine-out to attend, and I'm going DFO soon. That leaves no time for piano or tutor. At all. I have around 3 half-finished questions and 2 questions I cannot be bothered to solve. So... yeah. No time tonight. Then tomorrow, I have a BBQ at 1PM with a chance that I'll have piano during the BBQ as well as tutor at 6:30PM - 8:30PM. So I'll be popping up here and there at the BBQ. So no time for studying any time soon. Then I have Sunday, which is normal Sunday where everything becomes dread.

I thought my holidays would be something more, but really, I realised how shitty they were and how little I have accomplished. I really haven't even been cleaning up my table nor looking into Permutations and Combinations. ARGH. WHYWHYWHY. Oh yeah, I finished 49 Days just a few minutes ago. OMG, I CANNOT FATHOM HOW INTENSE I FELT AT THE CLIMATIC MOMENTS. I reduced me to a sloppy mess. But I know it's a drama whose emotional peaks will help me rise against everything. I'm kidding, I'm just emotional.

There were potential Reaper + Main Girl moments, but I'll leave it that Main Girl would have been better off with Han Kang. And Reaper... HE LOVED YI KYUNG SO MUCH FHAFJKLAHFAKH. Emotional roller coaster, seriously. The first 9 episodes were full of laughs and then bam, it hits you how much time she has left, and then I became frantic and then... she wakes up. I'm not even going to talk about the end, because it was too cruel :( WHYFU HFAKHFALK.

Okay, that's it. I doubt you guys will be seeing me for a long, long, long while now. Goodbye :)

my life

What is it now? I'll start from the beginning. Today, I read a manga that had a very... weak heroine. Seriously, I was going to close it, but I persevered. Until the beginning of the 4th chapter. WHY WOULD YOU GO FOR A GUY THAT BRINGS YOU TO POTENTIAL RAPISTS?! I have never come across such a... ridiculous character before. RIDICULOUS. AND THE GUY THAT REALLY DOES LOVE HER, HER CHILDHOOD FRIEND, OMG. *CHUCKS MANY HEARTS*. She was basically swinging between both the guys because she wants to love the childhood friend (so she says) but she goes for the other guy. PREPOSTEROUS :@!

But then again, I read another manga where the love actually didn't appear at first, but it grew. That manga is a one-in-a-million case, because it wasn't rushed. It was pretty real. Then there was this other manga where a girl beat up the school's gang leader by accident and continually gained subordinates. It's hilarious, I think HAHA. Now, 49 days. Episode 15. IT'S BEGINNING TO KILL ME. CHUNK BY CHUNK.

And Steph, the blonde guy in that mv. He's pretty cute HAHA. And the third guy from the beginning. *dies*

49 Days

MY GOD. REAPER BOY + MAIN GIRL. WHY NOT?!

poseidon

*stares at Lamrock* I just read your blog. POSEIDON FDAHFKJAHFLJAK CHOI SI WON *MAJOR DROOL*. And yeah, that's all I want to say HAHA <3 :D

I miss my besties very much :( I have seen them since Friday :(

skip-beat again

I'm currently upto Chapter 46 since yesterday's blog post about this manga, and I can say that I am head-desk material. Why did I ever give up on this manga?! But then again, it's still updating pretty slowly... so that's probably the most important reason. Anyway, as I was first caught by Si Won's drama "Poseidon", I went onto Drama-Wiki and discovered EXTRAVAGANT CHALLENGE. THE ACTUAL DRAMA OF SKIP-BEAT. THAT IS GOING TO BE AIRING SOON. MY GOD. Words cannot explain how overjoyed I feel. ESPECIALLY SINCE SI WON WILL BE CASTED AS TSURUGA REN. Tsuruga Ren, fhdakfhakfha. Here's a picture.

Now here's where I insert my incessant fangirling. Even in this picture, he's so charismatic. SI WON. YES. Oh, and I think Ivy Chen is a suitable pick as Kyoko Mogami. She's so pretty *MESMERISED*

I can't wait for this drama, and really, this is probably the only drama I've actually known before it's about to air. 'Tis a sign! I hope this isn't old news to some of my viewers... IT'S STILL NEW NEWS TO ME! I think after I watch Poseidon, I might convert myself into a Si-Won fan, omg. I HAVE NO TIME FOR THIS.

skip-beat

I remember this manga that Mai got Panda and I into. I gave up after the slow updates. Theresa was going to tell me what happened from where I left off during Physics, but I kept delaying it because I wanted to listen to Sir :( Exam prioritising D: Anyway, guess what... SKIP-BEAT IS GOING TO BE A DRAMA OMG. Si Won's drama wiki kinda led me to this. I think this is old news to the virtual world though :(

I'll continue Skip-Beat tonight or something. I think tutor homework was from 1.4 and 1.6 only (please correct me if I'm wrong) and I've finished that... So I'll just go over complex numbers before school actually starts. And cleaning my room and my notes for this year has gotten nowhere. Major face palm, because I have those flappy folders where you have to hole-punch to file everything away. Once more, major face palm.