this could be paradise

Oh my gosh, I have not been that productive today.

I came on to share this:

So I was reading my textbook when I found the 'objectives' of the Volumes chapter of my maths textbook. It says that "students will develop an appreciation of the scope, usefulness, beauty and elegance of mathematics". I choked on my spit when I saw that and guffawed.

Oh, the maths syllabus uses such eloquent language to describe something so numerical LOL.

today

Today's exam drained me so much.

The past few days have as well, and all the assignments piling up will too.

I TOTALLY FORGOT ABOUT 4U TUTOR HOMEWORK.FHAKJHFAKLFHAKFHAK.

Okay bye :(

i'm living a nightmare

Suddenly, I came to an epiphany (epiphANNIE would've been a good jersey name, like my current one). I realised that maths has totally changed since year 7; not in the level of difficulty, but its transition from numbers to letters. Letters belong in English. So technically, I'm doing English in a more logical way. In any case, Mechanics is doing my head in because I'm so tired right now and I'm not feeling fine and dandy as I appear to be anymore.

I feel so drained and I feel like I should be panicking because exams are so close.

Sometimes I feel so sad, for no apparent reason.

Well, productivity has been moderate today. Finished section 3 of M&G notes for Physics and finished English homework with Jura before 12PM. And then I showered. And now I have another 2 questions before I finish my mechanics revision.

Then I'll do Conics notes. And then I'll probably revise for the maths exam at the end of this week.

Sigh.

bugger

I just read Lyanna's post on the 2u exam. Which I almost, almost forgot about. I did a solid one and a half hours of sleeping, and then trying to do UMAT (which I failed to concentrate on) and now I'm about to go and study my arse off for tomorrow's assessment. I don't think I'm going to get very far because I started this late.

Ugh, I feel so... inadequate.

And plus my jaw's still hurting because the tooth-holes are closing up and it's pulling back my other teeth.

Woe is me.

PRODUCTIVITY LEVELS AT ITS PEAK

So I did my work today. Solely dedicated to maths. I did the first exercise from my Fitzpatrick textbook, finished a part of the Cambridge exercise (hell yeah) and I finished off Resisted Motion from the tutor sheet. I'm still stuck on the last part though.

I've never felt so... motivated? Okay, maybe I have, but I'm talking about how motivated I feel this year. I know it's a little late to be saying "hey, it's time to be pulling yourself together", because really, I only have 2 terms left before I sit the exams that probably determine my Asian life.

I need to sit down and reorganise everything.

Okay, since I had a productive afternoon... ish? I'll go online and talk to Donovan LMFAO :D

Funny how when I talk about work on my blog, it always has the "maths" label HAHAHAHA

lessons in love - headhunterz remix

Mechanics is so not my thing. Sometimes I get it, sometimes I don't.

I actually haven't blogged for a long, long time. I had my orthodontist appointment today, and the lady took a study impression of my teeth (ugh, that gross pink moulding gel) and took photos of my teeth for before and after. I scheduled my next appointment on my birthday *face palm*

I think on Saturday I might be going for another x-ray to have images taken on the sides of my jaw for further observation or something. Nothing much has happened these past few weeks, actually. I received most of my results, and I'd say they're... mediocre. In retrospect, I think I should've put a lot more effort into all my subjects (just four LOL).

So yeah, um, I'll get back to resisted motion. Because the algebra and integration is too intense for me. Too intense. I thought conics was messy (it's still the worst topic though - can't agree with Dono that it's the best topic in the universe), but this gets so bad :( IT'S EVEN EXTENDED OUR TUTOR TIME (I'm not complaining for the most part - just the fact that I'm going to starve to death for 2.5 hours in a cold room).

Okay, bye HAHA.

mechanics

So... I was just thinking about tutor tomorrow. And then I remembered Dono saying that he was reading about the mechanics part to prep-up. And then I had the urge to look at it too. Then now I have one question:

What did I get myself into?

LMFAO. But seriously LOL I honestly am not prepared to go to tutor tomorrow. I love tutor, and I love holidays, but seriously, those two don't mesh well. At. All.

*sigh* I'll go do something more productive with my time LOL...

yes

Othilia, yes I did know! :D I already finished reading the novel in the holidays, but I really liked it, so I bought it :)

I'm off to see the dermatologist tomorrow, so hopefully I can get some ideas on what kind of crappy skin I've been blessed with. Really.

I am also one and a half chapters behind for maths. fhdakfhajklfhafka. FGKSADHUADHFASKLFHADK. I have no words. I don't think anyone expected my maths teacher to fly through the bloody 4u course like this. Which reminds me: "how about we do it like this: trial and no error" fhadkjfhak  gets me every time.

I'm so tired. I feel like I'm running out of fuel. I need to get back into shape... so I'm downloading Zumba. WOOOH! Motivation!

Okay bye :( I have so much to do.