well...

Business was a miserable failure.

LOL.

Just five more, before I can frolic around in field of flowers. In my dreams.

Seriously. I'm so sleep deprived, and I keep craving sleep... Every time I sit on my bed, in the most studious fashion, I end up collapsing into a coma like nap and then waking up feeling totally drugged.

Well, that she be it! I have English tomorrow again and I have perhaps 2 hours after that to recuperate and get my game on for Physics on Friday. MAJOR SIGH RIGHT THERE LOL :(

notes

What I look forward to: formal and the completion of the HSC so I can partayeeeeeeee. With my books. And go out with my loved ones.

What I don't look forward to: sitting the UMAT, the trial exams, and the HSC.

THREE BIG MILESTONES LEFT FOR THIS YEAR.

fhajfkhasflhaa words cannot describe the sheer boredom I feel when I read about my case studies and try to make notes on them.

limit

I am at my limit for studying now LMFAO I haven't felt this filled to the brim with information in... forever. I don't think it's a good feeling, because I feel like I'm just going to develop so many of my ideas tomorrow and hopefully my fudging in the actual business paper will pull me through. I also typed a few notes for English... which I will print and study tomorrow. And I will study for maths because my studying for that exam has been the choppiest ever.

IT NEVER FEELS LIKE IT'S ENOUGH *SIGH* :(

FAR OUT

fakjhkalhfak.

I just found out that I don't have a hard copy of my Motors and Generators notes.

And I lost the electronic copy in my hard drive format.

fhdkahflahfhfl

STARTING FROM SCRATCH AGAIN. THIS IS NOT THE RIGHT TIME.

i heard you were a wild one

And I brushed it off like it was nothing.

But in reality, it was everything, and it could potentially result in nothing.

FREEDOM

FHJDSKABASKFBNSAKFSADNFDA I'M FREEEEEEEEEEEE!

Well, not really. I have a Physics topic test coming up on Monday, but meh, my half yearlies are done and out of the way. Thoughts?

• English - Alright
• Business - Alright
• 2u - Stupid trapezium question
• 3u - Stupid subbing question... did it wrong bloody. IT WAS 10 + 5 HFKAJDHFDAKLFHAKA. I did 10 minus 5 :( Goodbye one/two marks LOL
• 4u - It was so hard.

And yes. That was it.

Okay I'm going to go out and eat with my parents and favourite aunty later! :D And then come back home to fully relax and chat to my girls via Whatsapp and talk to Dono :) And perhaps in the meantime, do some Physics study.

2 down, 3 to go

So I just finished my content-filled exams (English and Business) and I must say, I feel so much lighter now! I didn't finish my last response for English because I was doing God knows what in that exam. Seriously. I kept checking the time, and I knew I had time, but I kept wasting it staring at the black dots on the exam booklet. I finished half of my little essay in Section 1, so hopefully I can scab 1-2 marks there. Hopefully.

I didn't reproduce enough pages for my Section 2 and Section 3... I only wrote a booklet on each. *sigh* The woes of an unprepared student. Oh well. And Business was... ultimate time management on my part. I rushed through the short-answers section within 30-45 minutes, and the rest of the time was spent regurgitating my case study on QANTAS and suggesting strategies for better HR management.

My hand seriously aches. I can't imagine myself doing English Extension 1 on the same day either... I miss those days and my class though :') I did nothing today. I seriously didn't. I woke up at 6AM, read a few messages before going to shower. I took my sister to school, ate breakfast, tried to study (and failed to) and then set myself on my couch. And fell asleep.

I woke up with jumper marks all over my face LOL.

And then yeah, texted some more :3 and then I did a bit of maths (only 2 questions D:) and then I set off for school. Saw Panda, called out to her and walked in with her. Saw Annie Lam, called out to her, and walked to the hall. Sat down front row and recorded my student number.

After that, I did the test and yeah. Came out, waited for mum with Jennifer and Annie, and then went home to pick up sister. I'm so tired...

OKAY, GOTTA POWER THROUGH MY BOOKLETS. HFAKJHSDFKASHFKLAA.

I think, I was given more than what I asked for. But I'm not letting go.

It's not like I do on purpose, anyway.

long day

I came home after an 8 hour school day. I am so tired, and I turned on some music to get into study mode. And it happened to be B2ST. And then, inside, I died a little because of drifting from Yo Seob. Their music was so good... and it still is! I think I just overplayed it and then got use to all their songs.

Yo Seob, I will never leave you again :( I LOVE YOU, HGFKAGHDKAHFKA.

And my exam is tomorrow. I am nowhere near prepared. After tomorrow's exam, I'm going to go and eat with my mum, come home and write notes, and sleep to my heart's content because exams are when I get the antsiest.

PLEASE, LORD, HELP ME DO WELL TOMORROW. IT'S 10% OF MY INTERNAL MARK. PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE. I'm using my dad's laptop, if you're wondering why I'm online LOL.

Okay now, bye! I have another 15 minutes of free time before I go and immerse myself in polynomials and complex numbers. I'm so sick of these topics, seriously. I need new ones in my life now.

And today we were talking about horoscopes. Let me just say, that the most 'sensitive' spot, determined by the zodiac website Steph used, ones for two of my lovelies, was quite funny and will never be mentioned in a mindless conversation. Unless it needs to be brought up between my friends for the sake of laughing. Which is all the time. I love my best friends.

let down

In all honesty, I feel like I've let myself in the one subject I've underestimated (shouldn't have neglected it... LOL - didn't see it coming though). I mean sure, the mark of 80% would have been good on its own, but to know that ranks count more than marks, it just makes me feel a bit incompetent in comparison to my cohort. I'm hoping my portfolio is 100% so it kind of drags my ranks up.

Ugh, I don't know why I feel so fhjakhfaklj.

I will go and understand Preliminary Physics (again) and do a bit of Business Studies study. Literally. Goodbye.

School's over. I suppose I'm happy, but in a sense, sad that the year's end came in such an abrupt manner.

I'll take you high

I am so tired. Out of the five exams I've done already, I've gotten 3 back. I suppose I did relatively well in terms of marks, but not so much the rank. I have my Business back tomorrow (I think), and from what I heard, the average was 11/20. That is really, really bad. I was hoping for at least a 15 LOL... Well that is, considering the fact that the business assessment was 25% of our HSC internal assessment, I would have thought that it was pretty serious. LOL.

NO ROOM FOR FAILURE. NO ROOM AT ALL. I have to go and finish 3 exercises of maths homework and questions for English now. Goodbye! :)

grr

WHY CAN'T THEY JUST UPLOAD WORKED SOLUTIONS FOR THE HSC PAPERS, RATHER THAN DO EXAMINATION NOTES HFKAHLAKH. I can't find solutions for papers 1995 - 1998, and for 1999 and 2000, I had to hunt for them. So ridiculous. Ugh, I'm seeing Mathwally tomorrow, and hopefully he'll give us the answers...

Will he? I don't know. It is an exam after all... LOL

Ugh, waste of my time. hfjdakhfkaj.

I really should find a book that has actually compiled past HSC exams, because honestly, the internet has resources everywhere, but not the ones I need.

I've been listening to Levels by Avicii for the past day.

Best track ever :')

banh canh

I HAVE NOT DONE ANYTHING TODAY. NOTHING.

Actually, I came up with an 'in-semester' timetable for myself to keep to, and tried (but failed) to colour-code it, but that's nothing. I will now sit and do solid Polynomials work... ARGH. REALLY, REALLY, REALLY HATE BEING BEHIND FOR MATHS. NEVER AGAIN. NO MATTER WHAT, ONE EXERCISE PER NIGHT.

I actually do feel like I'm on holidays (officially). My brain fails to notify my body that I actually have one more week to go (fail).

Since tutor homework is out of the way, I might as well slip into Mathdom again. Yes, again.

GOODNIGHT GUYS!

tired v.02

I am beyond wiped out. Well, I feel better now, but just then for the past 2 hours I've been home, I slept. I have never felt such a glorious feeling before, sleeping after the end of all exams for this year. I suppose, today's Business Studies exam was alright. I don't want to say anymore in case I stuff up and seem like a sore loser. Really, it has happened. It was humiliation times ten when you think the exam was easy and end up stuffing up. Especially theory exams, because I can't bullshit to save my life. I can only do so and scrape half marks LOL...

In any case, I still have tonnes of work to catch up with (MATHS, DAMN YOU. SLOW DOWN.) and I really need to eat and sleep healthily again. And to those who have exams next week - many thumbs up to you for good luck :D! <3

I will now frolic in Mathdom before settling down with a handwritten sheet of Probability for tutor. Not bad. Because that's my only homework this week. MUAHAHAHAHA. My jaw is so stiff from sleeping. I actually planned to just sleep for half an hour, but oh well... LOL :D

I think I also postponed my hunger for 2 hours.

OKAY BYE :D

P.S. I love my best friends. Lunch today was so fun :D <333333

it's okay

It's okay. I think that's the phrase I keep telling others. And myself.

IT'S OKAY. BECAUSE I'LL ONLY SIT THROUGH 35 MINUTES OF HELL. AND IN EXAMS, TIME FLIES. AND IN EXAMS, NO ONE THINKS ABOUT TIME AS SOMETHING TO BE DREADED. THEY THINK OF IT AS BEING PRECIOUS. IT'S OKAY.

I think I've revised relatively enough... I hope. I just know key terms and hopefully I can expand. Major fuck you to Business, because I can't do anything properly lately. Now it's just case studies studying. LOL repetition of words. OKAY BYE.

no words

I cannot comprehend how fast the Maths department marks our exams. We did our Extension 1 exam on Monday and we already had ours returned today... THIS NEVER HAPPENS WITH TOPIC TESTS. AND THEY'RE PRETTY IMPORTANT TOO :(

I was kinda taken by surprise by how immediate our marks were handed out. Sir gave me 2 piles to give out, but I only ended up giving out 1 because I got too lazy to walk around in our new room.

My eyes are extremely itchy. I haven't started studying properly for the core parts of my exam tomorrow. I am a bit hungry. I think salsa and Cheese and Bacon flavoured shapes taste nice when you're dying from hunger. Okay, I'll go off and drown in a spiral of business terminology before I call it a night and watch my family come how with big smiles on their faces and proclaim: "IT WAS SO FUN!". Yes, they do that. Yes, they are normal.

But honestly, I think they'll be temporarily deaf from now until tomorrow morning.

OKAY BYE :(

unreliable

And to think, she's getting mad because we don't turn to her as a teacher... Okay, that sounded extremely disrespectful but I myself, cannot rely on her. I asked her if she was able to send a powerpoint to the entire class by today, and she agreed. This was, of course, for our twenty-five percent assessment task that counts towards our HSC. Thanks Miss, because I checked my studywiz every single hour and you have NOT sent that powerpoint. If I fail business studies, I will not make it into Optometry. If I fail Business Studies, I will give up all hope on doing Optometry. If I fail Business Studies, I will literally break down in class. I only have ten fucking units, and honestly, this self-study shit is bullshit.

DAMMIT. I CAN'T RELY ON MATHS ALONE.

On a happier note - JULIANA! UMAT! I KNOW RIGHT. I KNOW.

I actually don't have much to say to you online, but we can discuss this in maths tomorrow or something HAHA

I'm almost done with my articles. I just need to cut out 200 words, and finish my notes and then tomorrow I will do intense revision. FUCK YES. I HOPE I GOT THIS.

I won't be attending my sister's concert (for which she rehearsed for today at our high school)... SO SAD.

And I won't be going to the Advanced English excursion to the theatre because I need to babysit my sister on Friday night. And upon this note - STEPH, PLEASE TEXT ME. I AM SOOOOOO SORRY FKJAHFAKHAKL :( <333 :(

academics

I have five more questions of 4.1 of Polynomials. Bad idea to leave that... I'm still getting the hang of multiplicity.

I cannot fathom how much that exam has killed me. I believe it wasn't as bad as my Preliminary (no correction tape = no way - pretty much why I failed LOL...), but it was still, really really bad. How can I even get that t-formula question wrong...? Sure, it's 'just' one question - BUT IT WAS A THREE MARK QUESTION. Three marks would equate to probably a ninth of the exam. Do not tell me it was 'just' a three mark question. I would probably say I lost around 6-7 marks (leeway, of course).

Oh well. No matter!

I HAVE MY BUSINESS ASSESSMENT SOON. IT WILL BE 25% OF MY HSC, SO IF I STUFF THIS UP, I WILL LITERALLY STUFF MY ATAR. LOL... I'm going to rightfully blame this loss of marks on my teacher. I honestly have learnt nothing from her. She's probably a nice person in reality, but in terms of teaching - lol...

I'm sorry, that was a slight to her reputation and teaching methods, but I cannot say it without stabbing.

I just hope I can do well in my portfolio. Just... please. If I get 10% for that, I will be extremely happy. So happy.

check, check, check

I have 1.5 topics left to revise on. And I am done. I cannot be fucked to finish anything anymore.

I'm going to revise on trig at 1PM. I finished parametrics *FIST PUMP*. I'll just do a few more questions from Perms and Coms and then do some logs and exponentials before I go and drown myself in the first dot point for Business. Then when I get home, a bit more revising, do a bit of the portfolio for business and read some SHAKESPEARE (MAJOR UGGGGGGGGH RIGHT THERE). I've been eating a lot of Whittaker's Peanut Slabs (milk chocolate) and I suppose it'll be a ritual from now until the HSC. Thunder thighs, here I come LOL

I am beyond tired. I hope our Polynomials exam is on Week 10 or something LOL

business

It is currently my least favourite subject. I have a few more dotpoints to cover now, but after that, hopefully I should be done by tonight. I think 4u homework was to just finish off the Complex Numbers questions in the 3 past papers (thank God) and do another 3 sheets for three unit. REVISION TIMES INFINITY, SERIOUSLY. I suppose yesterday's 2unit exam was alright - there was room for a lot of silly mistakes.

I have to finish strategies of effective HRM and indicators of effective HRM for business. I think it's because of the class environment that I don't like business anymore? The teacher's alright, but sometimes she doesn't... control the class. If you get what I mean. I mean, she's a good person, good teacher in her own ways, but maybe it's because we're not suited for her? Too mischievous LOL.

Tonight, I will try and cover a whole chunk of Physics (reading over this hfakjhfakljh - I'm so tired of having mini heart attacks when sir picks on people LOL)

GARGH, TUTOR TOMORROW! I don't know about you guys but I dread tutor and then when I get there, I enjoy it. I don't think that made any sense LOL.

ANYWAY, GOTTA PREPARE FOR PHYSICS AND CLEAN TABLE. CIAOOOOO.

maths v.0urio274893

I didn't end up studying properly. Argh, imminent failure.

I don't like it when people assume that I always do well. It's like, they're not giving me permission to fail or something lol.