peeta

PEETA. PEEEEEEETA. MY HEART GOES OUT TO YOU, PEETA MELLARK :( FHJKADHFKLAFHAJL. The ending made my heart wrench, that is was all for the audience. ALL FOR THE AUDIENCE. If the protagonist had acted any differently without feeling confused herself, I would have surely lashed out. But when Katniss began to question her own feelings, she's off the hook.

Ugh, let me go and drown myself in sorrow as I re-imagine the novel. *CRIESSSSS*

I am so sucky for unrequited feelings. Like how Snape loved Lily. Oh, and here's when I die all over again. *wraps self in blanket and lies in fetal position*.

the hunger games

I have no words. Nothing to say. IT'S SO THRILLING. FKJAHDFJLKAHK.

No words.

bookshops

I bought a box set of a book series, 3 textbooks and Hungry Jacks. My careers adviser was nice, and has probably made me realise that yes, it is possible, with effort.

Today was a good day. And I'll finish maths homework now. Okay bye :)

testemonials

Tutor was fun, but draining at the same time. I'm so sick of coming home to late nights. I'm pretty sure Sir and the rest of the class don't like it either, but hopefully this will be the very last time we have to make up for it. I have to do that English belonging thing that miss told us to do, and finish off the last inverse functions exercise before starting on Integration homework.

I continued to read J-Horror and K-Horror on Wiki. Wikipedia-ing horror movies is the best. You still get scared, but not to a scarring degree. 'TIS MORE EPIC IF YOU MAKE IT OUT TO BE. I'm going to get my next batch of contacts soon. I'M STILL ON THE SAME DEGREE. YAY!

I... am still eating. I don't think I can mentally cope with English tomorrow morning. Nor Mr M's droning. No tutorials tomorrow morning either, from what I heard from Cindy and Juliana... so I'm not going early. Oh yeah, I have Physics homework.

I need to make Business notes.

The woes of a HSC student. Version zero point one (thus far).

long day

I came home after an 8 hour school day. I am so tired, and I turned on some music to get into study mode. And it happened to be B2ST. And then, inside, I died a little because of drifting from Yo Seob. Their music was so good... and it still is! I think I just overplayed it and then got use to all their songs.

Yo Seob, I will never leave you again :( I LOVE YOU, HGFKAGHDKAHFKA.

And my exam is tomorrow. I am nowhere near prepared. After tomorrow's exam, I'm going to go and eat with my mum, come home and write notes, and sleep to my heart's content because exams are when I get the antsiest.

PLEASE, LORD, HELP ME DO WELL TOMORROW. IT'S 10% OF MY INTERNAL MARK. PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE. I'm using my dad's laptop, if you're wondering why I'm online LOL.

Okay now, bye! I have another 15 minutes of free time before I go and immerse myself in polynomials and complex numbers. I'm so sick of these topics, seriously. I need new ones in my life now.

And today we were talking about horoscopes. Let me just say, that the most 'sensitive' spot, determined by the zodiac website Steph used, ones for two of my lovelies, was quite funny and will never be mentioned in a mindless conversation. Unless it needs to be brought up between my friends for the sake of laughing. Which is all the time. I love my best friends.

"there was a special link that no mathematical calculations could have derived"

I'm texting my two girls right now, and yes Tanya, I can imagine it. I might die from over-exposure to adorableness. fhajdkfhakjlfs. :D I love my girlies! Steph, heavy breathing. HAHAHAFJHSDLJFKDAH. *DIES*

I'm kind of panicking now. I have a math exam on Thursday and I don't feel prepared. And I stuffed up my Physics test. Why did I have a random brain fart and began talking about the Doppler Effect. It didn't even fit. GOODBYE 80%+ SCORE. DAMMIT.

out of my league

I feel like I can never stop studying maths. You're probably going to roll your eyes and laugh and tell me that of course, because I'm dedicated to the subject, but that's not the case this time! I actually don't know if I'm studying enough or not D: I remember last year, when I did my second assessment task, I sat back after a study session and claimed that I was ready and I had prepared enough. I just feel like I have prepared nothing for the 10% maths exam, and it's something that counts. I haven't even touched the Polynomial questions either, because I had trouble with them.

I feel like I'm at a loss with everything, ever since I came back to school. ARGH, I HOPE BUSINESS DIES A PAINFUL DEATH NOW, AND THAT PHYSICS WILL BE LESS ABSTRACT. And that English wouldn't be so repetitive. And that the Maths tutorial would be in the afternoon. Okay, I shall be off now. I will now go and immerse myself in the heavy readings about the aether and revise my practicals. Again.

I really like our new topic for Physics. It's a manly topic from what I've heard LOL. Nevertheless, I think learning about it today made me feel like I can actually do something and understand it. And work it out.

Okay bye :)