ah shoot

I realised the subject I've been neglecting the most is the one that requires extensive preparation. I'm talking long notes filled with ridiculous quotes that demonstrate the concept of belonging and its many aspects. Ah, time well spent, Annie. Time. Well. Spent.

Fudge cakes. :(

forget it

That phrase is so sharp, so cutting.

It's like I'm not even worth their time in explaining something.

Thanks.

secrets

And... maybe I should've just kept everything to myself and hopefully one day, someone would be able to hear the screams of my heart even without a single sound escaping my lips.

And then I realised.

Emotions are heavy burdens to carry.

frustration

I'm sorry I irritate you so much.

trials fmlfmlfmlfmlfadjfahfksala

I believe when my marks come back for every exam I've sat for, since the umat until my Physics trial yesterday (30% goodbye...), I will be so hollow.

GOTTA KEEP FIGHTING ON FAHJFKSADHKLJFAHKFAHKA

I think after trials are over, I need to sit myself down and deconstruct every subject I've done and write heaps of extended responses for English and Business, and also actually finish a past paper for Physics LOL. And maths... let's just say, I need to keep practicing LOL

I want a high ATAR, and it's not going to happen if I don't up my game.

well...

Business was a miserable failure.

LOL.

Just five more, before I can frolic around in field of flowers. In my dreams.

Seriously. I'm so sleep deprived, and I keep craving sleep... Every time I sit on my bed, in the most studious fashion, I end up collapsing into a coma like nap and then waking up feeling totally drugged.

Well, that she be it! I have English tomorrow again and I have perhaps 2 hours after that to recuperate and get my game on for Physics on Friday. MAJOR SIGH RIGHT THERE LOL :(

and then

Once my walls fell, so did everything else.