past papers

I swear I almost tasted freedom. Until I remembered tutor homework.

limit

I am at my limit for studying now LMFAO I haven't felt this filled to the brim with information in... forever. I don't think it's a good feeling, because I feel like I'm just going to develop so many of my ideas tomorrow and hopefully my fudging in the actual business paper will pull me through. I also typed a few notes for English... which I will print and study tomorrow. And I will study for maths because my studying for that exam has been the choppiest ever.

IT NEVER FEELS LIKE IT'S ENOUGH *SIGH* :(

this could be paradise

Oh my gosh, I have not been that productive today.

I came on to share this:

So I was reading my textbook when I found the 'objectives' of the Volumes chapter of my maths textbook. It says that "students will develop an appreciation of the scope, usefulness, beauty and elegance of mathematics". I choked on my spit when I saw that and guffawed.

Oh, the maths syllabus uses such eloquent language to describe something so numerical LOL.

maths assignment

Omg, I actually don't know if it was an assignment or not. Donovan tried sending it to me but I couldn't open it... So I checked studywiz and found a document titled exactly that and I was like, oh, okay, what's this? IS OUR TEACHER SERIOUSLY EXPECTING US TO SEND IT BACK TO MARK!? LMFAO I never knew he was this technologically savvy... If that's a way to put it. Phrasing was a bit awkward there. MUST FINISH LAST 2 DOT POINTS FOR BUSINESS UGHHHH I'M SO SICK OF OPERATIONS. I don't enjoy this topic because there are no numbers :( Woes of a math student HAHA

So yeah, gotta finish studying this within 20 minutes and then move onto doing that... assignment. I'll start English notes tomorrow or something. My subjects are everywhere lately LOL JUST THREE MORE TO GO. JUST THREE MORE *CRIES A RIVER*

away

Omg, Away We Happened is so good. Though in episode 5, I think Jean's acting was a tiny bit forced. Anyway, I'm off to do some studying for Business. Major sigh right here.

cc day

All I can say is wow. I have never been so tired in my life. But all the fun has ended :( I want to do all those things again, I want to be up there again, I want to relive it again. And also, thank you Maliney for those papers!!! <3

I may be back with photos of the day, if I am bothered. Or I might just hog them all to myself and look at them myself and cringe at my fringe. Or lack thereof. HAHA I had fun, I really did!

all for this

I would like to dedicate this post to the most important thing in my life right now.

We've had our ups and downs, and right now, I really don't feel like doing anything about it. I feel like giving up, I feel like taking back everything. I want to start again, I want to savour each moment and break our relationship down, piece by piece. I would like to understand you, to get a second chance, just do do everything right. I've messed up pretty badly in the past, and I just want to re-live all those moments where I had the potential to change whatever I did. HSC, you suck :( Seriously...

THIS IS ALL FOR MY HSC FAR OUT I DON'T WANT TO STUDY ANYMORE BECAUSE I'M SO MENTALLY EXHAUSTED FROM THIS MONOTONY AND THIS RIDICULOUS AMOUNT OF INFORMATION I NEED TO ABSORB BY MY TRIALS UGHHHHHH.

And UMAT too. I've neglected you.

GARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

And my orthodontist appointment is on the 2nd of July. I'm getting my braces tightened, so pray I can actually come back without having shocks of pain jolting toward my brain. I'm handing in my assignment tomorrow too - I don't want to see my work anymore, it's been five weeks and I don't like work sitting there.

Effort, hopefully, will pay off.

And I'm disappointed (ish) for my exams LOL. Well, I suppose I did alright, but it's not enough to pull my average up. Pray that the actual external exam (especially the trial) will not stuff up my ATAR.

I'm freezing to death, and I'm so lazy to do anything.