no words

I cannot comprehend how fast the Maths department marks our exams. We did our Extension 1 exam on Monday and we already had ours returned today... THIS NEVER HAPPENS WITH TOPIC TESTS. AND THEY'RE PRETTY IMPORTANT TOO :(

I was kinda taken by surprise by how immediate our marks were handed out. Sir gave me 2 piles to give out, but I only ended up giving out 1 because I got too lazy to walk around in our new room.

My eyes are extremely itchy. I haven't started studying properly for the core parts of my exam tomorrow. I am a bit hungry. I think salsa and Cheese and Bacon flavoured shapes taste nice when you're dying from hunger. Okay, I'll go off and drown in a spiral of business terminology before I call it a night and watch my family come how with big smiles on their faces and proclaim: "IT WAS SO FUN!". Yes, they do that. Yes, they are normal.

But honestly, I think they'll be temporarily deaf from now until tomorrow morning.

OKAY BYE :(

unreliable

And to think, she's getting mad because we don't turn to her as a teacher... Okay, that sounded extremely disrespectful but I myself, cannot rely on her. I asked her if she was able to send a powerpoint to the entire class by today, and she agreed. This was, of course, for our twenty-five percent assessment task that counts towards our HSC. Thanks Miss, because I checked my studywiz every single hour and you have NOT sent that powerpoint. If I fail business studies, I will not make it into Optometry. If I fail Business Studies, I will give up all hope on doing Optometry. If I fail Business Studies, I will literally break down in class. I only have ten fucking units, and honestly, this self-study shit is bullshit.

DAMMIT. I CAN'T RELY ON MATHS ALONE.

On a happier note - JULIANA! UMAT! I KNOW RIGHT. I KNOW.

I actually don't have much to say to you online, but we can discuss this in maths tomorrow or something HAHA

I'm almost done with my articles. I just need to cut out 200 words, and finish my notes and then tomorrow I will do intense revision. FUCK YES. I HOPE I GOT THIS.

I won't be attending my sister's concert (for which she rehearsed for today at our high school)... SO SAD.

And I won't be going to the Advanced English excursion to the theatre because I need to babysit my sister on Friday night. And upon this note - STEPH, PLEASE TEXT ME. I AM SOOOOOO SORRY FKJAHFAKHAKL :( <333 :(

academics

I have five more questions of 4.1 of Polynomials. Bad idea to leave that... I'm still getting the hang of multiplicity.

I cannot fathom how much that exam has killed me. I believe it wasn't as bad as my Preliminary (no correction tape = no way - pretty much why I failed LOL...), but it was still, really really bad. How can I even get that t-formula question wrong...? Sure, it's 'just' one question - BUT IT WAS A THREE MARK QUESTION. Three marks would equate to probably a ninth of the exam. Do not tell me it was 'just' a three mark question. I would probably say I lost around 6-7 marks (leeway, of course).

Oh well. No matter!

I HAVE MY BUSINESS ASSESSMENT SOON. IT WILL BE 25% OF MY HSC, SO IF I STUFF THIS UP, I WILL LITERALLY STUFF MY ATAR. LOL... I'm going to rightfully blame this loss of marks on my teacher. I honestly have learnt nothing from her. She's probably a nice person in reality, but in terms of teaching - lol...

I'm sorry, that was a slight to her reputation and teaching methods, but I cannot say it without stabbing.

I just hope I can do well in my portfolio. Just... please. If I get 10% for that, I will be extremely happy. So happy.

check, check, check

I have 1.5 topics left to revise on. And I am done. I cannot be fucked to finish anything anymore.

I'm going to revise on trig at 1PM. I finished parametrics *FIST PUMP*. I'll just do a few more questions from Perms and Coms and then do some logs and exponentials before I go and drown myself in the first dot point for Business. Then when I get home, a bit more revising, do a bit of the portfolio for business and read some SHAKESPEARE (MAJOR UGGGGGGGGH RIGHT THERE). I've been eating a lot of Whittaker's Peanut Slabs (milk chocolate) and I suppose it'll be a ritual from now until the HSC. Thunder thighs, here I come LOL

I am beyond tired. I hope our Polynomials exam is on Week 10 or something LOL

finished

I'm currently doing Polynomials (again LOL... This is my worst topic) and I've basically completed all my homework. There were several P&C questions I left out for tomorrow's tutor homework, and one question I left out to night, but I'm over it. I cannot be bothered anymore.

Goodbye for now.

fjakfhakjfhklj

Major fuck you to Business Studies.

I have Strategies of HRM left, and I don't want to leave it hanging. Miss is taking so long to go over our work, it's such a drag. hfkahflajkha. I have too many notes, but then I wrote in comprehensive paragraphs so I could highlight what I need and have thoughts around it. I shall put diagrams on the side and print them out to study tomorrow. DOING PAST PAPERS FROM JIMMY NOW :( OKAY BYE.

I'm so nervous for my 3u exam.

business

It is currently my least favourite subject. I have a few more dotpoints to cover now, but after that, hopefully I should be done by tonight. I think 4u homework was to just finish off the Complex Numbers questions in the 3 past papers (thank God) and do another 3 sheets for three unit. REVISION TIMES INFINITY, SERIOUSLY. I suppose yesterday's 2unit exam was alright - there was room for a lot of silly mistakes.

I have to finish strategies of effective HRM and indicators of effective HRM for business. I think it's because of the class environment that I don't like business anymore? The teacher's alright, but sometimes she doesn't... control the class. If you get what I mean. I mean, she's a good person, good teacher in her own ways, but maybe it's because we're not suited for her? Too mischievous LOL.

Tonight, I will try and cover a whole chunk of Physics (reading over this hfakjhfakljh - I'm so tired of having mini heart attacks when sir picks on people LOL)

GARGH, TUTOR TOMORROW! I don't know about you guys but I dread tutor and then when I get there, I enjoy it. I don't think that made any sense LOL.

ANYWAY, GOTTA PREPARE FOR PHYSICS AND CLEAN TABLE. CIAOOOOO.