maths (version 1548646846)

Well, I finished my English essay. BULLDOZED THROUGH 1200 WORDS WITHIN 1-2 NIGHTS, HELL YEAH! I don't really care about the mark I get at this stage, because there are bigger things to worry about. Like the piano exam. And the practical exam. LOL, eternally screwed.

So... I'm not going to do the probability sheet because I've been discouraged enough. I mean, that first question (3 part 1) was 52, and I kept getting 34. Grr. But anyway, I'll spend the next hour finishing school maths homework, probably to exercise 2.4 for Complex Numbers and finish Challenge Exercise for Integration. SO MUCH MATHSSSS! But never the less, it's tolerable :)

OKAY BYE.

children

Okay, I like children. That may come off as open-paedophilia, but I don't mean it like that. I think they're tolerable, and even cute at times. But I have to agree with Lyanna - I don't think I'll be able to handle being a primary school teacher either. I might have some kind of mental break down due to the constant reminder of the childhood I've long since grown out of. I think it's because of the bratty side of my sister that I see probably every second hour of the day. Excluding sleeping times, because everyone knows I sleep like a log. Really, like a log. A moving one. That had got its toenails painted discreetly during its slumber on the second night of camp. Yes, that type of log.

Anyway, back to the point. I, too, dislike it when children underestimate the actual difficulty of the years to come. I'm actually too tired to continue this post and fight for what I believe in (sounded really over the top, there HAHA), so I'll just finish off my essay (900 WORDS NOW, AND COUNTING). Ta ta for now!

do you still think of me

Such a sad title. I'm currently emotionally switched off when it comes to anything beyond the boundaries of friendship right now HAHA. In saying this, I think I've succeeded in pulling my previous grades up. Hopefully it'll last until the HSC, and perhaps into university. But anyway, I came on to say that I finished my integration homework :D I suppose it wasn't that bad... but I still have probability to do. Which I'll do later. I'll go and shower now, since I postponed my beautiful period of cleansing for 3 hours. Gross LOL...

Tutor homework > showering, I suppose :( NOT THAT I DO THAT ALL THE TIME. It's just, it's going to be a hectic week this week. Oh yeah, I got my introduction for my essay out of the way.

GARGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGH. Major sigh and stab to musical ability when I know that I have the potential to get a C. Not a B, a C.

Good going, Annie.

zzz

So... I stood at school waiting for probably 35-40 minutes. Alone. I actually thought of walking home, but the idea of local gangs kinda frightened me. When I started down the street (almost to the park), my aunty's car came. I couldn't express how angry I was to even begin with. I could've been at home, finishing what was left of my 4u homework before fully immersing myself in music, but no, I was stuck there doing nothing. Would it have occurred to my aunty, to check the time, seeing as though my sister's bus was late? She could have called me/my mum to tell, but no, my sister always comes first. I'm not complaining that she always comes first (because it'd be useless and I already know that if I did, I'd have to suck it up anyway - lol, big sister role), but it would be nice to have some kind of notification, rather than the state of mind that "oh, Annie will continually wait there until forever later. So why don't we all just take our time?"

Sometimes, I really feel like I'm an easy person to manipulate into saying "yes". Oh yeah, we also got our lamb a red Russell bag :D She's so cute HAHA <33333 I seriously love my group :') I got my business studies textbook as well. It looks alright, and the content is quite comprehensive. I like it, better than our other textbook :D I'm extremely tired, and I should take a look at my Physics notification sheet. I'll be off now, goodbye!

but still i find myself asking

I curse every bit of homework I have the very pits of Hell. Like my Business homework. I really don't feel like doing it, despite how much I like our teacher. He's so dry, reminds me of my tutor teacher. Just... not as dry. And he knows my name (as well as Lamrock's, because we share the same name), so he said "Annie! ... I know there are two of you." And we just stare at him. Blankly. I have tutor homework to get through, so I'll hopefully get through the majority today and just... give up entirely on life.

No, I'm joking. I really can't wait until my piano exam is over - so bloody expensive and worthless if I get a C. Which, is perhaps impossible, because I'm certainly going to get a D.

LOLLLLLLLLL HFJKAHFKJAHFJAKL I HAVE ONE PIECE THAT ISN'T EVEN DONE YET AND MY GENERAL KNOWLEDGE IS FUCKED AND HFADHFAKHFALK. GOODBYE LIFE.

sebastian michaelis

I am in love with the anime/manga Kuroshitsuji (roughly translating to Black Butler). I love the butler so much. LOL He's so classy, to the extent where it makes me squeal like a sick fangirl. It's pathetic, really, and the butler even seduces the women in the drama. He's actually a demon, so that kinda explains why LOL! Here's a picture:

Ugh, he's so charismatic. So so classy. <3 He reminds me of Ren from Skip-Beat, but even more classy and cold. Because he's a demon.

DAMMIT ALL. I TRY ESCAPING FROM ROMANTICISM, AND IT COMES BACK TO ME IN MY MUSIC THEORY. WHY. WHY. WHY.

Why.

lamrock

You are seventeen. Needless to say, you are one of my best friends, and I don't think I can fully articulate how happy I am to know that you are one of the most important people to me. Our group, without you, will never be the same. I know you adore those Fantastic crackers I brought to camp, and I know you love cheese too ;) Your way of saying 'noodles' is hilarious, and one of a kind HAHA I LOVE YOU VERY MUCH LAMROCK, VERY VERY MUCH <3 Seventeen in reality, but seven at heart :) <33333333333

I loved lunch today. My lovely group celebrated Lamrock's birthday with a cheese cake (HAHA CHEESE) and we had a blast :D I love my friends, and I feel that no one can ever come between us. No one.