lately

So... I'm re-writing my schedule right now. I realised my stays at school are either too long or too short. Really. I now have tutorials for 4u maths in the morning. During the most ungodly hours of a school day. I really pray that nothing clashes LOL Seriously. I mean the tutorials.

murderer

I killed 2 bugs today. One on Lamrock's shoulder with my wallet and one on my wall just then. I have yet to kill another fly. I HAVE PASSED THE HALF WAY MARK FOR THE COMPLEX NUMBERS QUESTIONS! Ridiculous, I feel like I've wasted so much time LOL. It's already 7:53PM... I will go off and do a bit of reading for Physics before immersing myself in Preliminary Business Studies. Ugh, business.

Okay bye :)

timetable

So... I got my timetable for the year. It's probably going to be the very last time table we'll ever get made for us. Ever. I feel old. I now have four teachers for four of my subjects, English, Maths, Physics and Business. Tuesday is the lightest day for me. Really, because I'm just attending school for Maths. Oh yeah, and I'm able to go home early on Thursdays, as well as Tuesdays now. I might actually go home and eat and do actual studying. Ugh, I need to modify everything on my existing timetable now. *insert profane passage*

Well, at least we have a fixed room for maths now. HAHA And today during Business, I had this sudden emotional plateau where I just felt hopeless. I really do blame my business results (lol, I really, really don't like Business - it's currently my weakest subject), and the fact that I have neglected it. So I should be blaming myself, but I'll just continue shaming my business paper. Lamrock, Michelle and I had a long, long talk with Miss about everything career-wise, the assessment task and work. I found it comforting, really :) I feel better and motivated now.

So... yeah. I just wanted to blog about my day. And Physics exam is on Monday, so I will slowly prep myself up for that. I feel so tired (physically). I also moved rollcalls and switched houses. I am now in what many deem to be the Gryffindor of my school. I am still a Hufflepuff by heart. Since I've been there for 5 years. Yes, five years. But nevertheless, I will now have cross country and athletics with Steph (we were always in the same age group though HAHA). What's quite funny is the fact that my old rollcall is actually right next to my new one. And my new rollcall (according to assembly lines) is in front of Jura's.

Okay, goodbye! :)

complaints

I have officially finished the first page of the Complex Numbers booklet. Some of the questions didn't provide the answers I expected? I mean, like when it says it's a conjugate, like W = A - i, they used W = A + i. I would sit there for five minutes trying to come to terms with what it should be. So yeah, 27/85 questions! Seriously, I better do well for the exam or I will feel eternally miffed when I do maths. So I have tutor tonight - sir changed the duration again, so it's only going to be 1.5 hours of 3u instead of 3 hours of 3u and 4u.

Is it normal to feel strangely disinclined to go to school? I mean, I go for the people and probably the free periods, but really, I'd rather spend my time at home. Literally at home. That's why I haven't been going out before Steph's birthday HAHA. I don't have the heart to take out my Infinite badge from its small plastic cover yet. Oh yeah, yesterday this guy in my class asked sir a question, and it was pretty funny. I'll tell you in person, because it's going to sound too crude over the internet HFJAKHFLA.

I really, really pray that we don't have English first thing in the morning tomorrow. Annie, if you're reading this, can you please send the comprehension questions for Business please? I didn't get any email :S (the activity ones). And I finished Act 5, but I left out 2 questions. But those 2 questions had 2 parts each, and I did one part in each already, so it would mathematically equate to 1 question.

Oh yeah - Othilia, do you still want to share a locker this year? We have to put the deposit in soon HAHA :) Same place? Is ours number 43? I actually don't remember the number anymore... HAHA.

Okay, I'll be off now. Much preparation is needed for the upcoming exams - I have 3 lined up in the first 2 weeks, and I can't afford to stuff any of them up. I will read over Physics a bit and then print out some Polynomial questions. Actually, I'll do the polynomials ones first. Or the other. I don't know anymore.

OKAY BYE.

no words

My sister was apparently 'hurt' when I told her to leave me in peace so I could study. I literally said "I need you to stay in your room because I need to study" because she kept complaining about not wanting to go to the barbecue with my parents. Then my mum yelled at me and said that I hurt her feelings.

What's funny was the fact that my mum immediately sided with my sister when I tried explaining. Ugh, I really cannot be bothered anymore.

In all honesty I couldn't find anything for my sister. And she told my mum that I didn't buy anything for her because I don't love her. Then my mum yelled at my for not loving my sister.

I don't even want to show them anything I buy anymore.

This was posted in another blog post because I didn't want to tarnish Stephanie's birthday post :D

stephanie

I love you. Happy birthday girly! :D <3 I have known you since 2002, and I admit, we have had some rocky times, but I am so, so proud that we have gotten over those moments. I'm so happy that we're friends, and that we both belong to a group that sticks together no matter what. Here's where I list out what I love about you, but there's too much to list out, so I'll just say: "I love every bit about you" :) You're one of my best friends, and I can honestly say that I hold you and the other girls closest to my heart. You've been alive for 17 years, and don't ever, for one moment, think that you are not needed - don't even imagine us without you.

Happy birthday dear, I love you and I know you will do great things. Great things. *MANY HEARTS AND HUGS*

Today was the best. Honestly, we went out as a group, had the greatest fun, and someone please send me those photos of us. Tanya and I ran up and down the karaoke bar stairs and that totally killed our legs. But it was all worth it :D I hope you love your presents Steph! <3

And I found out Sally had the wrong number the whole time. She's been texting the wrong number the whole time. And I laughed HAHAHAHA

Quotes of the day:

Lamrock: It's name should be Cherry!
Panda: Cherry? That's my friend's/cousin's friend's/cousin's dog's name. And I hate it.

Lamrock: My hair is black. Why is your hair the same colour as your clothes?

FHKJADHFDKASLHFALSKFA. It was one of those "in that moment" kind of things.

I came home with blistered feet. No matter - it was much worse last time. I'm going to quickly cram Preliminary Physics before starting HSC Core Topic 1.

This day was too short.

OH YEAH, AND I BOUGHT AN INFINITE (THE KOREAN BAND) BADGE. Myung Soo, I love you. Especially when you have that half smile/smirk in your music videos. I keep replaying those.

groggy

So... Tutor was at 11AM this morning. I woke up 20 minutes or so before the actual start of tutor. I thought I was late, until I came into the waiting room that was filled with only 3 people HAHA So yeah, we chatted and then right on the dot, at 11, my entire class came. It goes to show how lazy we are.

In all honesty, I didn't sleep well last night. It was hot and cold, and even though I slept until 10:40AM, I was still so, so tired. Throughout tutor, I was trying not to let my stomach grumble because I didn't eat breakfast (for the first time ever - I think) and when I got home, I was too mentally exhausted to go and microwave some food, so I slept from around 1:30 until just half an hour ago. And now I'm eating. What would you call the mix between 'dinner' and 'lunch'? Luncher? Probably. So yeah, I am eating 'luncher' now.

I am so sosososososo excited for tomorrow! :D I MISS MY GIRLIES SO MUCH! And it's someone's special day tomorrow as well! ;D I actually haven't seen them all (as a group) since... forever ago :( I don't know what to wear for tomorrow, considering the weather's a bit here and there lately. So yes, that is all! :D I will be on again... tomorrow. I think. Right after I get home from the fun.

JULIANA, IF YOU SEE THIS, TEXT ME WHEN YOUR SCHEDULE ALLOWS YOU AT LEAST 30 MINUTES ON MSN SO WE CAN LOOK FOR THE POLYNOMIALS QUESTIONS. PLEASE. I BEG YOU. You are so busy, seriously HAHAHA

fudge

fhakjfhakha. So I just talked to Lamrock and Steph, and Lamrock has just informed me that the Physics topic test is first day back. I... am utterly speechless. ARGH, PREP TIME CUT SHORT FUFLKADHFKLAHFA.

several days late

BUT SKIP BEAT 05 IS FINALLY HARDSUBBED. I'VE BEEN WAITING FOR ITTTTTT! *REJOICES*

knowledgeable!

I feel more and more refreshed after tutor. I feel like I'm back on track, and I'm not doing purposeless things. I FEEL PURPOSEFUL. I finished tutor homework for this coming Sunday and I'm beginning get back into study mode.

Yesterday, we had this maths game that was really, really stressful. Okay, maybe not that stressful, but it's pretty shameful considering the fact that we couldn't recognize multiples of three and numbers with the number three in it. After that, I went church with my cousin, mum, sister and aunty and yeah. Went home, did some more reading and then ate, and slept. I woke up this morning and went for Maccas drive-thru and came home to do tutor homework and read more of the guides.

So far, day well spent.

Before I leave, I shall leave readers with HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR! :D May everything good be bestowed upon you, and I hope you all achieve what you set out to do - especially this year.

practicals

For the HSC, are we supposed to know our pracs back to front as well? o_o Because holy crap, if that's the case, there's going to be so much to remember and understand. DOOOOOOMED. Anyway, I'm going to go off and mentally prepare for Maths now. Goodbye! I'll study more after tutor/church.

coddled

Just because I'm picky with my fruits does not mean I don't eat it. The only two fruits I despise would be bananas and jackfruit, but I'm fine with anything. Why am I talking about this? Because last night, before I went to bed, my cousin and mum decided to gang up on me and say that I don't eat enough fruits and I've been too spoilt. Well sorry for not going through the general hardships that you've gone through. Then my mum had the audacity to ask me this morning: are you mad about last night when we teased you? Well, no, of course not. I'm just hurt and humiliated and fucking speechless.

And I bought the UMAT package yesterday. I've started reading the guides, and becoming more and more motivated for it... I think. I really want my laptop back. I want to actually start doing stuff. I'm past half way of the Electricity topic for Physics and it's becoming more and more clear. Friday's going to rain girls! So excited :D I have tutor tonight, and I left out 3 questions. Ridiculous.

And the reason why I asked my um to stand behind me whilst I pay for my UMAT package was because I'm handling a lot of money. Money that I myself don't make. So if anything happens, we know that we haven't done anything wrong and that I was not the one to blame. Because when my sister does something wrong, I'm the one to blame. If my dad does something wrong, he blames me. If my mum does something wrong, she blames me. I'm like some kind of fucking escape goat. So don't, for one second, think that I've been too sheltered or too afraid of the fucking world because really, I don't make the money that my parents make.

And this week, Skip Beat is taking so long to get hardsubbed. I really don't like changing the format of my episodes... so I'll just have to wait for Episode 5 and pray that they don't drop the project.

poseidon... again

SPOILER ALERT - DO NOT READ IF YOU ARE GOING TO WATCH THE DRAMA

That is, unless you're really curious and you want to know what happens. But it's okay, you'll only get a very slight gist what happens.

Words cannot express my dislike for the main girl. When Si Won tells you to stay in the car, you stay in the car. Then, you call the 9th Division for back up and to hurry the hell up with that warrant. You do not sit there and complain to him about how it's not right and that he should wait, because seriously, his sunbae is injured from getting beaten up and you are stalling him.

THEN YOU GO AND EAVESDROP ON HIS CONVERSATION WITH THE OTHER MEMBERS, IN ORDER TO NOT BE 'LEFT OUT'. There's a reason why he didn't tell you (because he loves you, okay? Okay.), and there's a reason why Captain Kwon didn't either. I'm so freakin' pissed (WHITE CHICKS!). Oh my gosh, and she cries almost after each exploitation of drugs/people smuggling. And she cries when they stumble upon a dead body (that probably hasn't even gotten to undergo rigor mortis yet). Every. Single. Time.

I am trying so hard not to cringe every time I see her, and I'm trying to fast forward her parts in order to find out who the hell this elusive Choi Hee Gon is (or those who are Choi Hee Gon - Chang Gil totally confused me). No drama has ever gotten me this angry at the female lead before. Ever. Except for Cinderella's Sister, because the spoilt girl was just too much for me to handle. But she wasn't the main girl, so... I think it doesn't count.

And the Captain of the SSAT. Whose. Side. Are. You. ON?! I thought you were good. Then I realised you were bad. And then you turned out to be good. Then you made me suspect that you were bad. Make up your mind, please.

And the female lead's aunt. The flashy one. She reminds me of my own gossipy aunt. And as well as this, she blurts out so many crass things that disadvantage the main girl's mother. And then Captain Kwon. YOU ARE NOT TO HIT YOUR SUBORDINATES/TEAM MEMBERS. I KNOW THEY MAY ACT IMPULSIVELY, BUT YOU DID TOO. AT THE BEGINNING OF THE FILM. AND YOU HIT YOUR BAD GUY AS WELL, WHILST INTERROGATING. You're a good guy, but your actions may be misinterpreted by some people. People like me.

Okay. That is all. I'm so sorry that I've left you feeling like you shouldn't be watching this (or if you should, go forth and do so!). I will be off now. And tutor was cancelled today... and I have yet to make up 4 hours of 4u on Wednesday... FHAKDJFHAJLFKAH.

Okay that is all. BYE! :D I will see my lovelies in exactly 1 week. YESSSSSS.

ughhhhhh

ARGH. TUTOR. IN LESS THAN 3 HOURS.

I am not mentally prepared for this. And I didn't end up buying anything online yesterday because my mum decided to postpone it for the 5th time this week. I might as well not get my hopes up and just carry on with whatever the hell I normally do. Oh, and I finished reading the Great Gatsby - with was a worthwhile endeavour. Gatsby/Nick will always be the characters that come out at the top for me.

Anyway, I'm going to continue watching Poseidon whilst drying my hair and hopefully feel a teensy, weensy bit motivated to actually go to tutor. LOL I'm so tired.

poseidon

Love for Si Won in all dramas has gotten to a new high. fhakdfhjkadh. I don't want to put any obsessive terms on this blog, but just to be fair: wow. Especially in the police uniform. LAMROCK, AND YUNHO IS IN IT TOO LOL! I was staring at him and asking myself 'where have I seen him before...?' and then I went on drama wiki or whatever it's called and realised that he was from your number 1 band!

So... yeah. I have done nothing yesterday. Literally nothing. I just downloaded, watched and drooled over Poseidon. The girl plays hard-to-get at first, a bit cliche, and slightly bothersome, but she's alright nonetheless. I shall start on writing my conics notes and start actually revising for Physics. Correction: Preliminary Physics. Basics first, then the complex stuff.

Okay, I shall be off now. Today's the day where I purchase, for the first time in half a year, stuff online. That means I have to go to the bank to deposit money with my mum. Lazy times ten :( But in any case, the first thing I'll buy is the package, because the holds the key to my eternal happiness.

That sounded so sad, considering my eternal happiness can only be obtained through academic means.

Okay, bye :D

TUTOR HOMEWORK IS TAKING TOO LONG. I think I'll start a new book for 4u tomorrow...

watching you stand alone

I still feel so restless... Am I really cut out to do what I want to? People say that when you want something really, really bad, you tend to go all out and somehow, get there. I feel that no matter what I'm doing right now, I can't do anything right and I'm running out of time fast. *inserts profane passage filled with curses directed to year 12*

I miss my bestiessssssss so much. So, so much. I honestly don't mind where we're going, as long as it's together and it's fun :D But then being together is fun already. I also miss my cousin. I called him a few nights ago and he said he might come over (yes).

I actually don't have much to say.

Good day to you all :)

Re: I hope I'm doing the right thing

Honestly, Othilia, I hope I am too.

No matter. Blood, sweat and tears :'D

training

So Lamrock just called and we had a short catch up and discussion about the umat. I was just about to go to sleep and she called, so I wouldn't have passed up the opportunity to talk to her :)

So... the umat. I've actually been dreading this event for quite some time now. It's not that I fear it, it's just something that stands in the way between what I want and what I need to do to get there. I feel that declining her invitation (please don't berate yourself, Lamrock - I love you very much, and I would have loved to be with you every step of the way to that exam <3) was one of the hardest decisions I've come to confront in my very short and boring life. Would I leave the opportunity where I would be able to have human guide through the course of the exam? All in all, yes. I asked my mum, and it wasn't the fact that she didn't let me go to it, it's the question she asked that had me caught up and question myself.

She asked me, "what do you want?"

It was a simple question, at first, but I realised the depth of the question and the impact it would have on perhaps my overall career choice. I'm not going to reason with you as to why I chose to do what I did (unless of course, you ask me in person - I don't mind, really HAHA, but I won't be able to give you the answer you'd like/expect), because it would be unnecessary. I feel that... I may have passed up the chance to do what could have given me a potential 'fast-track' into Medicine, but seeing as though I feel it near impossible, I feel like I'm giving into the pressure of the HSC. Not. Good.

I now ask myself - what do I really want? It's not about the money or the prestige. I know for sure. And I've known this, despite my constant career deviations through my life, that there has been one thing I've kept turning back to - medicine. I don't think it guarantees anything such as a position in university or not; I just think it tells me what might suit me and what I might enjoy. Because heck, I don't think being a business woman is my type of thing, despite my choice of subjects. Really, I lack variety.

So... there you have it. My mental turmoil for the past day or two. Yes, I've heard about the tuition when Oth called me a few days ago :) I just... kind of put that away at the back of mind until I had a better time to think. Seriously, I just wish life was just a dream. That way everyone wouldn't have to fight tooth and nail for a 95+ percentile to get into medicine. I would chuck a Naruto-joke here, but you all would have just cracked up at my dry attempt. So yes. 2012 has arrived (excuse my mental belatedness), and I am perfectly unnerved.

I will go to sleep... after I finish reading fanfiction. Why am I getting addicted to this unhealthy habit again? *grim face* GOODBYE! :D And I can't wait to see my girls. I miss them so very much, and I want to confide in them my thoughts as well. GOOD NIGHT!

perfect

SHORTLY AFTER I BLOGGED, I FOUND A HIDDEN LINK WHERE I WAS ABLE TO RESET MY PASSWORD AND FIND MY UNBLOCKED EMAIL. YAY. I can now email my lovelies again. *fist pumps*

curse thee

I cannot fathom the amount of horrible emotions and thoughts I have kept to myself for the past few days. I haven't had a good night's sleep in 6 days, I feel that my source of nightly comfort (that is, my cone shaped light) has been taken away for a younger, more fearless person without my consent. Of course, this came with the excuse that I was the older sibling and it was my duty to give whatever my sister wants/needs without going against the idea.

Pathetic domestic stereotype, really. I've been loading up on Naruto fanfiction when suffering this extremely long bout of insomnia - I have established that my 'one true pairing', otherwise known as OTP, is ItaSaku. Not that you need to know the completely bookish tendencies I have LOL. In any case, I've been quite irritable lately because of my current circumstance - my hotmail is blocked, as you are aware from my previous post, and now, my computer has totally gone into completely blue, flashy chaos. So adios Dell Inspiron. You were loved.

I'm currently using my dad's old Toshiba laptop as a getaway from my laptop's failure. I have so many questions left to finish for tutor and I honestly am not in the appropriate state of mind to finish. I left out 1.5 questions in Level 1 and so, SO MANY MORE in Level 2. And I'm unsure about the SHM questions at the back. Can someone please confirm that we don't have any 4 unit homework. Please? *stares at Juliana* HAHA

In any case, I should be getting back to... reading my fanfiction, then doing some more tutor homework, then reading the Great Gatsby. THE WOES OF A STUDENT, I SHALL SAY ONCE MORE! And Othilia, I shall be awaiting your call!

blocked again

My hotmail is blocked. Again. WHY IS THIS HAPPENING. I CANT EVEN SEND A NORMAL EMAIL TO MY BEST FRIENDS. So yeah... girls, I can't send you emails/receive them right now.

is it really okay

Is it really okay to grab the lamp that I use to read at night, from my room, to give it to my younger sister? HAHA no. I use to lamp to diminish my fears of the dark and through reading, and you take the one thing that I feel protects me at night.

Another 3 hours of sleep for the third day. Hoo-fucking-ray.

I've been so moody lately, I don't even find it amusing anymore. I feel so edgy lately - not in a good way.

I'm off now, goodnight. Going to finish another third of tutor homework.

fhakjdfhakleewe

I AM SO FRUSTRATED WITH VODA'S METHODS OF BILLING. I had to make an account for my dad, then try and download the bill to realise that I cannot download the bill. It simply won't detect. FARGFAFHKSAHFLUSDHUF. SO ANGRY RIGHT NOW. WHY. WHY WHY WHY. WHY DID WE GO WITH THIS SERVICE. I'M SO ANGRY.

No. NO. NOFHAJDKFHAKLFHA.

So I was looking at stainless steel whiteboard. It's not a whiteboard, but it has its functions LOL. And I realised I wrote in very small smudged writing "tutor on 20/01/2012". And I checked my calendar, thinking I have ages left.

It's next week on Friday.

Oh shit, that means I need to get tutor homework done. OH NOOOOOOO.

spread sheets

I give up. I've been at it for 2 hours, trying to type Kepler's Third Law into the function box of Excel and it's been killing me. WHERE AM I GOING WRONG, MY GOSH. I have another 3 spreadsheets to do and I really can't be bothered :( This is the last practical I have for Physics as well... ARGH.

the great gatsby v.01

So... I'm upto Chapter 4. I stumbled onto my favourite Naruto fanfiction writer's tumblr and I found this. Credit goes to the owner - this image was too true not to pass up. Especially from what I've gathered from reading the background stuff of the book HAHAHA. In any case, I found it amusing.

insomniac

I'm scared of the dark.

I seriously am. I miss camp, because those days were the days I can actually sleep in peace without fearing anything, because my friends would be there. I think I'm afraid because of what might suddenly pop up or what might pull my leg. LOL, thank Paranormal Activity. In any case, I don't think I'll be sleeping until 3 in the morning today, or perhaps until I finish some work.

I really need to set myself up for the year ahead, and this insomnia has got to stop. I hate not being able to sleep. I tried sleeping at 10PM because I normally do, and my sleep was so fragmented. Anyway, I'm going to continue reading The Great Gatsby and then I'll do some... work on my Physics practicals or I'll sort out my stuff. The joys of having your own room. Yet, the fears associated with having your own room as well. Why can't it be sunny all the time? :( The word 'sunny' reminds me of camp. And this then leads onto my toenails. Long story short - I got knocked out when my head hit the pillow on the second night of camp and my best friends had nail polish. HAHA <3

2 hours

I spent 2 hours, just now, rummaging through 3.5 folders of maths work to match up dates, solutions, exam papers and categorise them. I NEVER KNEW I WAS THIS UNORGANIZED :( I'm also wondering why Skip-Beat is taking so long to download. Not enough seeders? I will take a photo of my revamped room because I really can't be bothered describing it. I also took the mirror out of my room, because I was afraid of what might come out of it. Hopefully that was a big enough hint for you guys.

I was thinking of buying that flip clock at Typo because it looked cool, then decided against it because I know I'll get bored of it very, very soon. I'm off now, I have church in an hour and 6 minutes and I need to finish going through my folders and sorting them out. GOODBYEEEE

window seats

I told my mum I would like a window seat. She told me to work hard. HAHA Anyway, yeah, I think what I would be looking for in the future would be some sort of window seat. Or I can take a picture of a window seat and put it on my laptop's background and sit in front of the window. So homey indeed. Here are some pictures. Or one. Credit goes to Google images and whoever I took this off.

 or

3AM

So I couldn't sleep and I was awake since 3AM until 3PM, where I got knocked out for 3 hours of beautiful sleep. Bad idea. Not only did I postpone reading The Great Gatsby, I left my laptop on, and I'm currently typing with very hot palms. I also found this smidgen of grey in my eye's bottom lid, and when I gently run my fingertip along my waterline, I feel a bit of a lump. A painful lump. I don't know what it is, but it has gotten my paranoid all morning.

And I found this manga colouring tutorial. Hopefully I'll have time and play around with Photoshop and colour it :') Ah, those good ol' photoshop days :D I actually don't have much to say in this post, so I'll go now. I really can't be bothered to download the torrent for Skip-Beat! episode 3, so I'll just leave it for next week or whenever I'm bored out of my mind. For which I am. For the past 3 weeks. But I do enjoy my stay at home, because it's with my beloved family! But still, I really, really miss my friends. REALLY MISS MY FRIENDS. (L) I feel so socially detached ever since the last day of school :(

Oh yeah, last thing. ENCARTA DICTIONARY. I LOVED YOU. YOU WERE MY FRIEND, MY TRUSTED LITERARY ASSISTANT. And then I searched on Google as to why you weren't on my school laptop and I saw a very misleading, for which I am now going to take as true, title: Microsoft ends Encarta production line. EVERY STUDENT'S WORST NIGHTMARE. Well at least mine, because my portable electronic dictionary is no more. I can't even lie on my bed and have something small beside me to assist the reading of classic texts. Life is hard. I have to read sitting up now. For long hours.

modern family

"Honey, you're folding napkins-"
"And you're folding my dreams!"

I love Modern Family so much HAHA

SURE JULIANA!

I'll read the msn message now HAHAHAH

space

I finished my dot points for Core Topic 1: Space. I cannot comprehend the amount of relief I feel right now.

ONE TASK DOWN, AN INFINITE AMOUNT LEFT TO GO!

paprika

I think it's pretty obvious that I forgot to mention that I didn't end up going to Jenolan Caves as planned. My immense fear for staying in a car for over an hour kind of got to me. Yeah, it's true, I suffer from pounding headaches when I go on long road trips. Instead, we went to Rockdale to watch planes fly in and out. It was so pretty at night hfjkahla :D

But yeah. I finished Paprika. It was... surreal. I suppose the novel was alright, and the plot was memorable, but there were some elements in the novel that I wasn't comfortable with/that were sprung on me. I think it was an alright novel though, as I've said before. Now, I'll do some Graphs and start The Great Gatsby after I finish my Physics dot points. PRODUCTIVITY IS AT ITS PEAK NOW!

i will

Probably have a grammatical (is this the right word for it?) backlash, but I was searching up Infinite's songs, and I read one comment that made me choke on my saliva and laugh. Hard. It wasn't even that funny, now that I think about it.

"Thanks! I was listening to the radio and I saw this song!"

I cannot fathom how awful I feel, but it was quite funny.

shakespeare

Finally, after long, laborious hours of reading 'thee's and 'thou's, I have finished the play. It was, at various points, quite funny. But then again, we should all consider the fact that I read with an English accent in my head and over-dramatise everything. But even so, I found it quite enjoyable :)

NOW THAT THAT'S OUT OF THE WAY, I CAN PEACEFULLY READ PAPRIKA AND DO OTHER STUFF. Achievement + 1. I think I have too many notes for Physics... And I'm considering going back to Twitter, but I'm too lazy to make another one and get distracted. Again. Also, Pottermore has been in Beta for quite a while now. I'm not here to complain, but... I'm getting a bit antsy because I felt a twinge of regret for not signing up earlier this year due to exams. Yes, exams over Pottermore - SO SAD.

I feel so, so lazy when I look at my pile of maths homework. It's not even a pile. It's a self-inflicted amount of practice in order to achieve the highest possible marks this term, and the next, and the next. Well, that's what I keep telling myself. Today, I realised how much I need to exercise and my dire need to go shopping for decent singlets/tops. Not so much spaghetti strapped singlets, but ones that look... decent? I'm not too sure as to how I'm meant to say it HAHA.

I've also been noticing a great amount of fat accumulating at my thighs. I'm not fat, just to set the record, but it would be nice to have lighter, more athletic legs. I have bad stretch marks too, so hopefully Bio-Oil will suffice. Hopefully. So... yeah, that's about it. I'll get back to reading now. Goodbye! :D

new years

Thank you so, so much for the New Years text messages, despite the fact that I don't even have credit to reply! :D

I love you all as well, and I'm glad we have each other. I don't really know what to say, because you guys have stated everything in your text messages. But one thing's for sure: "Thank you for everything, and for making me the person I am today."

On a side note, I have finshed Queen of Death. It wasn't as scary as I thought it would have been... HAHA Okay bye :) I'm going to finish reading As You Like It and finish my Physics notes. I'M GOING JENOLAN CAVES TOMORROW. I'm actually looking forward to it, but then the car trip... I can't actually sit on a car for over 1 hour, because then I'll have a pounding headache and die from dizziness.

SO UNTIL THEN, MY LOYAL BLOG READERS!