Sunday, January 22, 2012

coddled

Just because I'm picky with my fruits does not mean I don't eat it. The only two fruits I despise would be bananas and jackfruit, but I'm fine with anything. Why am I talking about this? Because last night, before I went to bed, my cousin and mum decided to gang up on me and say that I don't eat enough fruits and I've been too spoilt. Well sorry for not going through the general hardships that you've gone through. Then my mum had the audacity to ask me this morning: are you mad about last night when we teased you? Well, no, of course not. I'm just hurt and humiliated and fucking speechless.

And I bought the UMAT package yesterday. I've started reading the guides, and becoming more and more motivated for it... I think. I really want my laptop back. I want to actually start doing stuff. I'm past half way of the Electricity topic for Physics and it's becoming more and more clear. Friday's going to rain girls! So excited :D I have tutor tonight, and I left out 3 questions. Ridiculous.

And the reason why I asked my um to stand behind me whilst I pay for my UMAT package was because I'm handling a lot of money. Money that I myself don't make. So if anything happens, we know that we haven't done anything wrong and that I was not the one to blame. Because when my sister does something wrong, I'm the one to blame. If my dad does something wrong, he blames me. If my mum does something wrong, she blames me. I'm like some kind of fucking escape goat. So don't, for one second, think that I've been too sheltered or too afraid of the fucking world because really, I don't make the money that my parents make.

And this week, Skip Beat is taking so long to get hardsubbed. I really don't like changing the format of my episodes... so I'll just have to wait for Episode 5 and pray that they don't drop the project.

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