past year

I'll save the hassle of going into detail and writing a post about what happened this year.

I love my family and friends. I don't think I could ever live with the deprivation of both of them, and if I were to, I would be an empty shell. Literally. I tend not to look back on the year, because I still have so much more ahead of me. I'll get to that later. But even if I do look back, it won't be about the darkest moments in the year. It'll just be the good memories that I'll cherish and consequently, remember.

I think I underestimated year 11 too much toward the end of the year. I think the idea of doing well in the first few exams made me too complacent for my own good, and I really don't think I'll do that toward the end of this year. I have too much to look forward to, too much to achieve, and too much to try for.

But even so, I don't think I'll ever lose sight of what's most important to me, especially when I see the people I love 5-7 days a week, non-stop.

You all are beacons of hopeful light for me. I will never forget you. Ever.

A ring is round, it has no end - that's how long I'll be your friend.

So cheesy HAHA But yes. HAPPY NEW YEAR'S EVE :D

maverick

It's been so, so long since I've read a proper book. I suppose Paprika is a good book. It's about this woman and her alter-ego who delve into the minds of people using technology that has allowed psychologists/psychiatrists to treat mental illnesses through interacting and interpreting the patient's dreams. Very interesting, but the writing in my book is so small HAHA I like small writing though, so I suppose it's alright :) SO MANY THINGS TO DO IN SO LITTLE TIME! I haven't touched Business Studies since my great bout of depression over losing 4 marks for the extended response. Still disappointed, but just not to a great degree.

gamsat

Othilia, I'm going to be replying to your post about the UMAT :D

Well, I suppose I 'must' take it, but you know, you should be open with options. Here are my extremely broad goals for university, listed from what I want to what I'll be able to do if I don't get it.

1. Medicine - Most likely Surgery (so typical, I know)
2. Optometry
3. Psychology
4. Engineering
5. Nanotechnology/something physics related

Unfortunately, I don't see myself doing anything theory-intensive such as another extension of high school English. I'm so sorry for lampooning the interests of many English enthusiasts out there, but it's not my thing :(

So I think I'm leaning toward the idea of 'yes, I will be training intensively for the UMAT despite the cost'. I told my parents, and they don't mind about the money, but it would be appropriate to try my hardest to ACHIEVE MY DREAMS! Really, that's what I want LOL And since it fits into the idea of medicine, why not?

Anyway, moving on. The GAMSAT, as I have gathered from half an hour's worth of reading online, is extremely intense. I think it's the actual idea of 'whole day exam' and 'english, maths, biology, chemistry and physics' part, that gets me. Yes, you'll be tested on English as well. I checked Wikipedia, and it appears to be quite legitimate HAHA. I think you only take the GAMSAT if you want a transfer into a medical course, but I am not sure, and hence don't flame me about my incorrect assumption. And from this, if that is wrong, please tell me LOL If that applies to someone that has already done the UMAT, I need to brace myself for the intense exam :(

So yeah. I actually don't have much to say now HAHA But I must share with you: I FINISHED TRIGONOMETRIC FUNCTIONS YEAH! Now I'll just finish my Physics notes and read an act or two of As You Like It before immersing myself in Paprika.

hazelnuts

I didn't really know what I wanted for a title HAHA.

Anyway, update on my life so far:

• Played House of 1000 Doors: Family Secrets
• Nightmare Mysteries: Asylum Conspiracy
• Finished 5.11 of Trigonometric functions chapter (Test Yourself and Challenge exercise left)
• Still up to 'aether' section of Physics (...)
• I've not been out since Christmas Eve
• I stopped straightening my hair for what seems to be 2 weeks up until now
• I've read Act 1 for As You Like It (I will never read this aloud. To my mom. Who laughs at my poor pronunciation of Shakespearean terms)
• I had a nightmare last night that I was in one of the mystery games I was playing, unable to press 'exit' because I didn't solve the puzzle yet. I hate being trapped LOL And then I woke up and I felt terrified that something might be pulling on my leg. *shivers* Blame it on previous terror/horror films.
• I went back to Naruto fanfiction (SasuSaku or ItaSaku - more the first one, because it's more likely to be canon) because I needed something that wasn't as scary as those games

That is pretty much it. I haven't gotten my textbooks yet, but I'll do so soon. I think I might register for the UMAT practice materials next week...

I'll see how it goes. Goodbye for now!

rubik's

I'M DYING OF IMPATIENCE NOW, CYNTHIA! :( SIWON IS SOOOOOOO GOOD! :D

So yesterday I was Christmas. Being as impatient as I am, I nagged my mum to open the presents right after dinner. And I got several presents, all I'm extremely thankful for :D But there was one that had me preoccupied the entire day. The Rubik's Cube. It's so late for me to start playing it, but it's so fun. Well, to me it is. EFFECTIVE WAY TO SPEND TIME ALONE! :D

But what made me so pissed was yesterday, my cousin came over and when I just unwrapped it, he began playing with it to the extent where it was loose. LOL I was so fhakjhfalk angry after that. I literally sat there with my head down, feigning sleep because I really wanted to punch him. To make matter's worse, I actually began sleeping. Then he slapped my thigh, which hurt so much (it left a red hand print) and told me to wake up. After that, I think it was pretty obvious as to how pissed I was.

If he does that again, I will create an evident kink in his nose. I honestly don't care how close we are, he should have never slapped me, nor find the comfort in wrecking another's CHRISTMAS PRESENT. *FUMES*

And to make matters worse, my mum just laughed and said it was just for his entertainment. At the cost of mine.

merry christmas!

MERRY CHRISTMAS! It wasn't until I saw Cynthia's short post that I realised that it was Christmas. *palm to face*

I really want to watch Tin Tin. I love Tin Tin. Tin Tin was my childhood, along with Sailor Moon. FIGHTING EVIL BY MOONLIGHT!

I can't wait to open presents :D I hope my aunty likes her present, because I stood in Myers sniffing nice smelling (yet dusty) soap bars. I bought her MOR Lychee Flower soap. It's pink with a black plastic seal. LOOK IT UP, IT SMELLS SO NICE HFKAJLHFA.

skip beat v.03

Ugh, Si Won is so handsome. hfkjahfdlak. I like the opening as well :D

YES

SKIP-BEAT. COMING OUT. T-DRAMA. FHKJAFHALKFHAKF. I'M DOWNLOADING EPISODE 1 NOW. *excited omg*

That is all HAHA

MCF

Mystery Case Files. You must play all of the games. Specifically Return to Ravenhearst and Escape from Ravenhearst. The second one hfjakhfal. It scared me, when I clicked on the angel's statue to see the ghost talking to me. Like, from then on, I had muted everything and had my phone playing Levels the entire time.

WORTH THE DOWNLOAD. GOGOGOGOGO.

Do note that your eyes may not come out as good as they were before LOL And some puzzles are hard. PATIENCE, YES!?

nightmares

This has got to be one of the worst nightmares for a year 12 student.

In my dream I failed to complete one of my Business Studies extended responses. And everyone knows how low Business Studies scales.

I don't think I need to say anymore.

I'm still quite shaken.

I will start doing my Physics notes at a faster rate now. I'm so afraid of what might happen.

christmas lights

So yesterday, after dinner, I went with my aunty and sister to Chipping Norton to see Christmas lights. Let me just say, I think this will be a feastive tradition from here on. I have never been so amazed with how far people would go for Christmas! It's so WOW, in a good way. One house (I'll count it as one, but really they're two separate houses joined by Christmas lights) had an extremely flashy exterior. However, a little sign in their lawn told us to tune into a specific FM channel. We did so, and oh my gosh. fhajkhfdalkjfhak. THE LIGHTS WERE LITERALLY FLASHING TO THE BEAT OF THE MUSIC. WOW. LIKE, WOW.

And just so you know, the area we went to was close to where our Geography excursion in year 9/10 was.

Even though electricity bills are high, CHRISTMAS PREVAILS!

I will be decorating my house next year. Oh yeah, and as I was driving home yesterday (not me, my aunty LOL), I realised that only one house had Christmas lights on our street. Wow HAHAHFJKHSAKL!

And I'm going to Parramatta with my cousin in 20 minutes to shop for presents (so late). He has a work meeting at 2PM though, so I think we'll have to leave early.

I have not done anything productive this week but stretch the time to do my Physics notes. SECTION 4 OF SPACE, YES!

Okay bye :D

i need to

I need to step up to the academic plate. Seriously. I want to finish high school feeling like this:

Yes, I did take it from Google Images. It's the third from the left in the first row. Credits to the uploader.

I finished an entire trig. sketching exercise today. I could have completed more, but I was playing games whilst doing so. Now that I've snapped out of it, I'M READY. SIX WEEKS IS NOT LONG. I vowed to start driving this holidays (doubt I'll get to it since it's at the bottom of my list), and hopefully I'll do so.

I'm really looking forward to seeing my lovely best friends, because it's almost been 3 days. 'TIS TOO LONG. <3

How has everyone been?

I NEED TO GO TEXTBOOK SHOPPING. FUN FUN FUN :D

Okay, I'll be off now. I need to slave away on holiday homework and let my eyes breathe.

Yes, because contact lenses don't allow your eyes to be exposed to air.

GOODBYE! :D

SHM

I MISS YOU TOO TEEZLES :( <3

So today was the last tutor lesson for the year. In all honesty, I love tutor, and to think that it's about to end makes me feel a bit fhakhfalk. Toward the end of the lesson, we spent the last 10 minutes figuring out how sir was able to make a card appear. I SWEAR, THERE IS NO LOGIC IN HIS CARD TRICKS. NO LOGIC WHATSOEVER. I was staring at his hands, all dazed at what cards he was drawing out HAHA.

He gave us a booklet (now that I think about it, it can't be that bad... I hope) on SHM and Apps of Calc. as holiday homework. So hopefully I can get that out of the way by the end of the week. I need to set up my study table as well and hunt for more textbooks. On HSC papers. Because there can be no limit on practicing HSC papers. NONE AT ALL.

I have never felt this fanatical about maths before LOL. Maybe it's because I've lost probably a lot of hope in Business Studies *CRIES A WATERFALL*. I suppose English wouldn't be my main concern, but I do know that Physics, Maths and (half-half) Business are. Then again, they should be all important considering the fact that I've been indulging in my 10 units.

OKAY BYE. I WILL PROBABLY RARELY BLOG BECAUSE AS OF NOW, I HAVE NOTHING TO SAY :( My friends are what keep my life up-beat (hopefully that's grammatically correct). I mean, I think my family does as well, but I think I'll just keep that part confidential and away from the prying claws of the internet. 'Tis a dark place out there (here).

OKAY BYE :D

bags

I'm feeling a bit on the down-side today because I wasn't able to see my best friends at night. Especially when one of my best friends has had work placement all week and the other's had a sporting injury :( I really miss them, a whole lot. I hope that our entire group will be able to go out in the holidays for some intense and quality girl-bonding time!

I've spent the past 5 hours locked in the same room with my sister so that we could watch Disney movies to our heart's content (more like to my mind's ease because I have this fear that if I walk into the kitchen, some paranormal demon might come and throw me at a wall).

I wouldn't say this is the best end to the school year, but I don't think this is the worst either. I just attended so many pointless things this week. Really.

I sound so overly emotional, but I really miss my best friends.

So, so much.

let down

In all honesty, I feel like I've let myself in the one subject I've underestimated (shouldn't have neglected it... LOL - didn't see it coming though). I mean sure, the mark of 80% would have been good on its own, but to know that ranks count more than marks, it just makes me feel a bit incompetent in comparison to my cohort. I'm hoping my portfolio is 100% so it kind of drags my ranks up.

Ugh, I don't know why I feel so fhjakhfaklj.

I will go and understand Preliminary Physics (again) and do a bit of Business Studies study. Literally. Goodbye.

School's over. I suppose I'm happy, but in a sense, sad that the year's end came in such an abrupt manner.

And as my grip unwinds

"If you all achieve band 6's for Physics, I will treat you all to dinner."

"REALLY!? WHERE?!"

"Not at McDonalds-"

"YAY!"

"-but at Hungry Jacks"

*cracks up*

"What if someone got a band five?"

"They can stand outside and watch."

"What if they were one mark away from a band 6?"

"They can have dessert."

"What if they were half a mark away from a band 6?"

"Then they can have some food."

Physics is so fun HAHA.

And the moment today when our English teacher had a boost of confidence to tell a rude kid off - we all applauded her as she walked back in. 12EAK WOOOOOOH!

this is all I ever wanted, but life got in my way

Congratulations to everybody who received awards! :D

... I'm going to school tomorrow. Words cannot explain how lazy I am for tomorrow. I'm only going because we're doing solid maths work and for Physics. Because Physics is fun. I wasn't being sarcastic, I swear HAHA

Okay, I'll be off now. I shall do some maths homework (so sad, maths still plagues me to this very moment) and sleep (again).

GOODBYE. FARE THEE WELL!

and we will never look back at the faded silhouette

I'm so sorry. I had to. Both him and his music has been plaguing my mind :( - Credits to fuckyeahavicii @ tumblr.

sko0l

I really don't want to go to school for the next 3 days - Wednesday, Thursday and Friday. I mean, I get they're actual school days, but really, my report's out, and school days for the next 2 days are perhaps just 'half-days'. Tomorrow it's just periods 1-4 for me, and then on Thursday, it'll be periods 4-5 and 7-8... CANNOT BE BOTHERED.

I'm only at school for maths.

More so, I don't want to go to school on Thursday... GRR. I JUST WANT THIS WEEK TO BE OVER ALREADY.

I'll take you high

I am so tired. Out of the five exams I've done already, I've gotten 3 back. I suppose I did relatively well in terms of marks, but not so much the rank. I have my Business back tomorrow (I think), and from what I heard, the average was 11/20. That is really, really bad. I was hoping for at least a 15 LOL... Well that is, considering the fact that the business assessment was 25% of our HSC internal assessment, I would have thought that it was pretty serious. LOL.

NO ROOM FOR FAILURE. NO ROOM AT ALL. I have to go and finish 3 exercises of maths homework and questions for English now. Goodbye! :)

LUUminary!

Teezles, I can't reply to your text :S So I'll just say that I prefer LUUminary over LUUtopia :D <3

ugh

GARGH. YOU ARE PRECISELY THE REASON WHY I APPEAR OFFLINE.

NEVER EVER BADMOUTH ONE OF MY BEST FRIENDS, BECAUSE I WILL HIT YOU. I really, really really want to unfriend you. Literally.

I hope we never talk again.

grr

WHY CAN'T THEY JUST UPLOAD WORKED SOLUTIONS FOR THE HSC PAPERS, RATHER THAN DO EXAMINATION NOTES HFKAHLAKH. I can't find solutions for papers 1995 - 1998, and for 1999 and 2000, I had to hunt for them. So ridiculous. Ugh, I'm seeing Mathwally tomorrow, and hopefully he'll give us the answers...

Will he? I don't know. It is an exam after all... LOL

Ugh, waste of my time. hfjdakhfkaj.

I really should find a book that has actually compiled past HSC exams, because honestly, the internet has resources everywhere, but not the ones I need.

I've been listening to Levels by Avicii for the past day.

Best track ever :')

LE7ELS v.02

Steph, I don't have credit D:

Goodnight, sweet dreams to you too! (L) :D INDEED, MATHS PLAGUES US EVEN OVER THE WEEKENDS. And tutor was alright. It was fun, as always HAHA Though sir did ask us how we went for 3u... which was (N) And in Juliana's post, I agree with how you feel like you're letting your tutor teacher down if you don't do well D: fhakjhflak.

Anyway, I'm off! MUST FINISH OFF 4.3 TONIGHT :@

LE7ELS

HFAKJHLKA TIM BERG (AVICII) FKJAHFAKJHLA <3

I really don't want to go tutor :( So lazy... Especially since exams are over! I don't remember when our last holiday was, but I'm pretty sure it was in July or thereabouts.

I sincerely hope this is our last week, but I doubt it. He'll probably give us next week as well *CRIES A RIVER*. I was trying to find the Pentel rubber today, but I couldn't find it. So I'll just settle for another Staedtler rubber (that cracks).

I have cleaned up my room. Looks the same. HAHA

Anyway, I'll be off now, since my table's clean, I can finally do Polynomials... HAHA

avicii

I don't normally listen to this type of music, but I have found a new love for Avicii and his music. fhkalhfakjh NEW RINGTONE, YEAH!

macbook air

I would really like one for university. I know I'm thinking too far ahead, but it's so beautiful. I'll actually be motivated to work.

Whoever thought of polynomials... I wish you knew how hard it is for us 4u students to catch up on your discoveries. Damn polynomials to the ends of the Earth.

So tired right now. I'M UPTO EXERCISE 4.2 WOOOOH

banh canh

I HAVE NOT DONE ANYTHING TODAY. NOTHING.

Actually, I came up with an 'in-semester' timetable for myself to keep to, and tried (but failed) to colour-code it, but that's nothing. I will now sit and do solid Polynomials work... ARGH. REALLY, REALLY, REALLY HATE BEING BEHIND FOR MATHS. NEVER AGAIN. NO MATTER WHAT, ONE EXERCISE PER NIGHT.

I actually do feel like I'm on holidays (officially). My brain fails to notify my body that I actually have one more week to go (fail).

Since tutor homework is out of the way, I might as well slip into Mathdom again. Yes, again.

GOODNIGHT GUYS!

fade into darkness

I am so sick of being pulled out of class because I was marked absent by my roll call teacher. They even called home today to ask if I was even at school.

And today I was told that my choice of words was extremely harsh. Is the phrase "turn around" really that cutting?

I don't know if it's just me or not, but I'm being increasingly annoyed by those who interrogate me/cross-examine what I do.

I really don't like socialising with my extended family, much less talking about them with my parents.

Ugh, the woes of an Asian child.

tired v.02

I am beyond wiped out. Well, I feel better now, but just then for the past 2 hours I've been home, I slept. I have never felt such a glorious feeling before, sleeping after the end of all exams for this year. I suppose, today's Business Studies exam was alright. I don't want to say anymore in case I stuff up and seem like a sore loser. Really, it has happened. It was humiliation times ten when you think the exam was easy and end up stuffing up. Especially theory exams, because I can't bullshit to save my life. I can only do so and scrape half marks LOL...

In any case, I still have tonnes of work to catch up with (MATHS, DAMN YOU. SLOW DOWN.) and I really need to eat and sleep healthily again. And to those who have exams next week - many thumbs up to you for good luck :D! <3

I will now frolic in Mathdom before settling down with a handwritten sheet of Probability for tutor. Not bad. Because that's my only homework this week. MUAHAHAHAHA. My jaw is so stiff from sleeping. I actually planned to just sleep for half an hour, but oh well... LOL :D

I think I also postponed my hunger for 2 hours.

OKAY BYE :D

P.S. I love my best friends. Lunch today was so fun :D <333333

it's okay

It's okay. I think that's the phrase I keep telling others. And myself.

IT'S OKAY. BECAUSE I'LL ONLY SIT THROUGH 35 MINUTES OF HELL. AND IN EXAMS, TIME FLIES. AND IN EXAMS, NO ONE THINKS ABOUT TIME AS SOMETHING TO BE DREADED. THEY THINK OF IT AS BEING PRECIOUS. IT'S OKAY.

I think I've revised relatively enough... I hope. I just know key terms and hopefully I can expand. Major fuck you to Business, because I can't do anything properly lately. Now it's just case studies studying. LOL repetition of words. OKAY BYE.

no words

I cannot comprehend how fast the Maths department marks our exams. We did our Extension 1 exam on Monday and we already had ours returned today... THIS NEVER HAPPENS WITH TOPIC TESTS. AND THEY'RE PRETTY IMPORTANT TOO :(

I was kinda taken by surprise by how immediate our marks were handed out. Sir gave me 2 piles to give out, but I only ended up giving out 1 because I got too lazy to walk around in our new room.

My eyes are extremely itchy. I haven't started studying properly for the core parts of my exam tomorrow. I am a bit hungry. I think salsa and Cheese and Bacon flavoured shapes taste nice when you're dying from hunger. Okay, I'll go off and drown in a spiral of business terminology before I call it a night and watch my family come how with big smiles on their faces and proclaim: "IT WAS SO FUN!". Yes, they do that. Yes, they are normal.

But honestly, I think they'll be temporarily deaf from now until tomorrow morning.

OKAY BYE :(

unreliable

And to think, she's getting mad because we don't turn to her as a teacher... Okay, that sounded extremely disrespectful but I myself, cannot rely on her. I asked her if she was able to send a powerpoint to the entire class by today, and she agreed. This was, of course, for our twenty-five percent assessment task that counts towards our HSC. Thanks Miss, because I checked my studywiz every single hour and you have NOT sent that powerpoint. If I fail business studies, I will not make it into Optometry. If I fail Business Studies, I will give up all hope on doing Optometry. If I fail Business Studies, I will literally break down in class. I only have ten fucking units, and honestly, this self-study shit is bullshit.

DAMMIT. I CAN'T RELY ON MATHS ALONE.

On a happier note - JULIANA! UMAT! I KNOW RIGHT. I KNOW.

I actually don't have much to say to you online, but we can discuss this in maths tomorrow or something HAHA

I'm almost done with my articles. I just need to cut out 200 words, and finish my notes and then tomorrow I will do intense revision. FUCK YES. I HOPE I GOT THIS.

I won't be attending my sister's concert (for which she rehearsed for today at our high school)... SO SAD.

And I won't be going to the Advanced English excursion to the theatre because I need to babysit my sister on Friday night. And upon this note - STEPH, PLEASE TEXT ME. I AM SOOOOOO SORRY FKJAHFAKHAKL :( <333 :(

academics

I have five more questions of 4.1 of Polynomials. Bad idea to leave that... I'm still getting the hang of multiplicity.

I cannot fathom how much that exam has killed me. I believe it wasn't as bad as my Preliminary (no correction tape = no way - pretty much why I failed LOL...), but it was still, really really bad. How can I even get that t-formula question wrong...? Sure, it's 'just' one question - BUT IT WAS A THREE MARK QUESTION. Three marks would equate to probably a ninth of the exam. Do not tell me it was 'just' a three mark question. I would probably say I lost around 6-7 marks (leeway, of course).

Oh well. No matter!

I HAVE MY BUSINESS ASSESSMENT SOON. IT WILL BE 25% OF MY HSC, SO IF I STUFF THIS UP, I WILL LITERALLY STUFF MY ATAR. LOL... I'm going to rightfully blame this loss of marks on my teacher. I honestly have learnt nothing from her. She's probably a nice person in reality, but in terms of teaching - lol...

I'm sorry, that was a slight to her reputation and teaching methods, but I cannot say it without stabbing.

I just hope I can do well in my portfolio. Just... please. If I get 10% for that, I will be extremely happy. So happy.

check, check, check

I have 1.5 topics left to revise on. And I am done. I cannot be fucked to finish anything anymore.

I'm going to revise on trig at 1PM. I finished parametrics *FIST PUMP*. I'll just do a few more questions from Perms and Coms and then do some logs and exponentials before I go and drown myself in the first dot point for Business. Then when I get home, a bit more revising, do a bit of the portfolio for business and read some SHAKESPEARE (MAJOR UGGGGGGGGH RIGHT THERE). I've been eating a lot of Whittaker's Peanut Slabs (milk chocolate) and I suppose it'll be a ritual from now until the HSC. Thunder thighs, here I come LOL

I am beyond tired. I hope our Polynomials exam is on Week 10 or something LOL

finished

I'm currently doing Polynomials (again LOL... This is my worst topic) and I've basically completed all my homework. There were several P&C questions I left out for tomorrow's tutor homework, and one question I left out to night, but I'm over it. I cannot be bothered anymore.

Goodbye for now.

fjakfhakjfhklj

Major fuck you to Business Studies.

I have Strategies of HRM left, and I don't want to leave it hanging. Miss is taking so long to go over our work, it's such a drag. hfkahflajkha. I have too many notes, but then I wrote in comprehensive paragraphs so I could highlight what I need and have thoughts around it. I shall put diagrams on the side and print them out to study tomorrow. DOING PAST PAPERS FROM JIMMY NOW :( OKAY BYE.

I'm so nervous for my 3u exam.

business

It is currently my least favourite subject. I have a few more dotpoints to cover now, but after that, hopefully I should be done by tonight. I think 4u homework was to just finish off the Complex Numbers questions in the 3 past papers (thank God) and do another 3 sheets for three unit. REVISION TIMES INFINITY, SERIOUSLY. I suppose yesterday's 2unit exam was alright - there was room for a lot of silly mistakes.

I have to finish strategies of effective HRM and indicators of effective HRM for business. I think it's because of the class environment that I don't like business anymore? The teacher's alright, but sometimes she doesn't... control the class. If you get what I mean. I mean, she's a good person, good teacher in her own ways, but maybe it's because we're not suited for her? Too mischievous LOL.

Tonight, I will try and cover a whole chunk of Physics (reading over this hfakjhfakljh - I'm so tired of having mini heart attacks when sir picks on people LOL)

GARGH, TUTOR TOMORROW! I don't know about you guys but I dread tutor and then when I get there, I enjoy it. I don't think that made any sense LOL.

ANYWAY, GOTTA PREPARE FOR PHYSICS AND CLEAN TABLE. CIAOOOOO.

maths v.0urio274893

I didn't end up studying properly. Argh, imminent failure.

I don't like it when people assume that I always do well. It's like, they're not giving me permission to fail or something lol.

so

I already handed my jersey nick and receipt in. I asked Nita if I could add any changes to it afterward and she said yes, so thanks! :D

I have one question - how do you even study for maths LOL... I get that practice makes perfect, but really, I don't know how to do it o_o. I suppose our lesson today in maths kinda paid off :D In any case, I needa be off. I finished an entire dot point today for business! :D I don't know if my notes are extremely comprehensive or if they're just full of bluff. Either way, that should have implied that my notes are extremely long. HAHA

Anyway, I'm going off now. Ciao!

i just realised

How common the Physics-Chem combination is amongst most students and their cohorts.

I feel so behind with everything. I'm going to finish writing notes for enterprise agreements and other contracts before studying maths. My maths teacher wants us to have a topic test on Polynomials after the 3u exam. LOL Stuff you, I hope we can do that like... in week 10 or something. I now 'slightly' regret moving our date to next term because we have so much to study for. Now that I think about it, if we had the assessment, I doubt we'd even have the Polynomials exam that close to the 4u exam.

The woes of a student.

Major FML right now. I don't think I'm going to study intensely for English. Sadly, it does count to our HSC... but Physics did too. And I didn't prepare properly for it. I don't think any Physics students did HAHA. GARGH, I'M WASTING TIME. GOODBYE!

business

I FOUND 4 ARTICLES! Well, I think. I'm really secure with my separation one, but not so sure with my other ones because they only have a paragraph on what each process is. I'm beyond tired right now.

I have decided. I must do well.

No seriously LOL.

I don't know if there's any Physics homework... I'll do that during free period HAHA

partying, partying, YEAH!

SIR CANCELLED HALF (YES HALF) OUR TUTOR LESSON. SO NO 4U TUTOR TODAY. FHAKSFHADJKFHALJKFHAL. Life is so good at the moment. So, so good. Favourite tutor teacher :') It's weird how I jump for joy when he cancels our lesson, and he becomes my favourite teacher LOL. Anyway, back to the point. I am recovering from an intense fever/food poisoning (I believe) and am now finishing my 3u homework. I am exhausted, but nevertheless happy. XUAN'S COMING OVER IN 2.5 HOURS!

I need to continue with business and study hard. MUST DO WELL FOR HSC AND UMAT. MUST MUST MUST.

Oh, and Sir can play tennis again tomorrow LOL

oh that's alright

Don't tell me I don't study. Don't tell me I don't help out.

Don't tell me I'm not enough.

STEPH!

Steph, you don't need to save those chocolates for me. Thank you though :D I hope you see this too HAHA

teezles

I'll keep HUYNHer :D Thank you to your friend! :) I still think Fruit LUUps is cute, but LUUminous sounds good from your list :D

PHYSICS

FAR OUT. I'VE BEEN DOING THIS KEPLER'S THIRD LAW SHEET FOR PROBABLY AN HOUR NOW. IT'S TAKING TOO LONG HFKAJHFAJKLHFAKJL.

severus snape, awowowow

YOU HAVE TO WATCH THIS. CREDITS TO JURA WHO LINKED ME HAHFAHDSKJFAHKJFHAL.

Cynthia, this was what I was talking about during free period HAHFKAJHSAJKFHAKFHA

SEVERUS SNAPE, AWOWOWOWOWOW!

it started so fast

That's nice. I mean, I did just pass my Physics quiz. So I told my mum about it, feeling light-hearted because I knew I needed to up my game. A lot. Then she asked who got full marks (no surprise here) and I told her. So rather than nodding and leaving the matter there, she decided to slice me.

"You're beginning to fail in all other areas except for Maths."

I tried to reason with her that it was entirely sprung on us. "You should have always been prepared. Like I said, you're neglecting Physics". "If you keep going on like this, you won't be able to be consistent for the HSC".

And she proceeded to compare me to the person who came first for the little pop quiz in my class and asked if she did maths with me. My mum then said that "since she's consistent for Physics, she'll slowly be ready for maths. How will you deal with it?"

And that was the last straw. I broke down fhuahfkjahfa. Embarrassing? Yes. I honestly contemplated on walking home or to Cabramatta library myself while I was on the car.

She then noticed I was crying and said "pretend I never said anything".

LOL. Is that it? As much as I love you mum, never, ever insult my school work/school effort. NEVER.

acceptance

I love Acceptance. So much. hfkjahfkahfkahfkajhfkjahfakjfhnakj. Acceptance.

spring rolls

So I got my Extension 1 Maths notification today. I have never been bombarded with such ridiculousness in my life. I honestly thought we'd only be examined on what we've learned so far for maths, but I guess not considering the full-on nature of their assessment notification. I MEAN, REALLY? 9 TOPICS, REALLY?! I cannot fathom the craziness of this.

Ugh. Many, many ughs.

Okay bye. I need to immerse myself in my maths exercises and finish my revision paper for tomorrow. Yes, it's for maths, if you're curious. But then again, it should be automatic that I only complain about maths. And on rare occasions, Business and Physics and English. TA TA FOR NOW!

if those lips aren't speaking my name

So wiped out. Lamrock called me before to ask where to buy the Australian Financial Review (which I too, bought after school ended), and I told her I bought it at the Newsagents. She panicked and asked if they sold it at Woolies, but I wasn't sure D: SORRY LAMROCK <3 :( If you can't find it, I'll photocopy the article for you too! :D Text me if you want me to photocopy it for you :) That is, if you read this. If not, I'll ask you tomorrow morning :)

I also bought the Daily Telegraph and the Sydney Morning Herald, and I'm probably going back to the Newsagents on Wednesday/Friday. I'm so sick and tired of hunting for news articles. I'm beginning to dislike Business Studies more and more now.

WELL, TIME TO FINISH MY HOMEWORK. Oh yeah, for maths, we got 4 textbooks today. I re-covered two of them (the Fitzpatrick one) and they look better :) Except for the 2 unit one. It was yellow with so much black stuff on it. Will the school bother with buying new textbooks...? I'm also planning to cover my Cambridge 4u one as well. fhajkfhakjha my textbooks. They're all ugly. Zzz...

Oh well. Life goes on. SO YEAH, ANNIE LAM, MESSAGE ME IF YOU CAN'T FIND THE ARTICLE. I have the AFR, so I can photocopy it for you too :D

piano 101

So I've officially ended my lessons (again). I will continue to practice, just not under the pressure I've been under for the past year. Hopefully I'll be able to maintain a spot at that academy (more like a convent, but academy nonetheless) in 2013. Yes, I'll be doing my AMEB exam again in a year's time. Or two. I actually don't know... But I do know that I want to do really well for my HSC and UMAT.

OKAY BYE. :D I'm off to do more Physics notes :) and then, after that, Business. I really should look at my outline as well...

if i throw you

I'm giving up on tutor homework. I'm beyond exhausted, I've finished my four unit homework, and most of my three unit. I DESERVE ICE CREAM. But I'm too lazy to eat. Yes, there's such a case when I'm actually lazy. I actually... don't know the purpose of going to piano lessons today, considering the fact that I actually didn't do my exam and I'm planning to quit for another year. I feel so lazy...

I'm planning to finish another 2 syllabus dot points for Physics before carrying on and kinda do some piano practice. I've been too lenient with myself this week. Ugh, Year 12 is honestly such a drag. Okay. Goodbye for now. I'll hunt for some newspaper articles like... when I get the time. I'M SO FUCKING LAZY/UNMOTIVATED. I honestly don't want to fail, and maybe that's why I'm procrastinating. *CREDITS TO YEAR 11 STUDY SKILLS BOOKLET WE GOT DURING CAMP. Yes, I read that green booklet. I ended up with 2. Anyone want theirs back?

GARGH. MUST. FORCE SELF TO DO WORK. MUST MUST MUST. I have one more exercise for Complex Numbers left and I am free from that horrible booklet. I hate booklets. Sometimes, I don't even know where the answers are in those booklets :( Apparently we're getting 4 textbooks. Absolutely ridiculous LOL I don't like carrying extra baggage to school.

OKAY BYE. WASTING TIME. Blogging for me will become a rarity during the next few weeks due to exams. Especially math ones. Three of them.

any itch

HAHAHA I like that one, Cynthia!

I feel like I've been accomplishing nothing this past week. Honestly, I don't even think I'm doing that well in maths anymore. I feel like I need to man the fuck up and move forward. Which reminds me, I have a whole bunch of books to read over the holidays (Bronze Horseman, as recommended by my English teacher, and the Book Thief). I realised that the books she's recommended have been reviewed by Lyanna HAHA! :O Her reviews have influenced me to go hunt for Anna Dressed in Blood. I suppose English isn't too good or too bad now. I'm just really tired of reading texts in class about the same event. No offence intended to the victims, but honestly, you'd get tired of rereading your own phrases. History. Memory. Collective memory.

Maths, I can't say that I'm doing well. I'm just doing maths casually. I think I should man up and up my game. Operation: DO ONE HOUR OF CONDENSED STUDYING OF MATHEMATICS PER NIGHT. Business, I don't really care... Well, I do, but my teacher's a bit fhajfha. She's not a bad person, but she's just not right for teaching our class? Especially how uproarious we normally are. Physics... HAHA I LOVE PHYSICS AS A WHOLE. However, the idea of homework just puts me off. But what happened today was hilarious. Quote: "SHAME ON YOU! SHAME ON YOUR FAMILY!" Says my Physics teacher, who, mind you, loves to pick on our Theresa. Oh, and this all stemmed from not doing our homework. And laughing while we got told off. Rebellious? Nay.

Ugh, okay. Back to intense 4u studying for tomorrow's topic test. That doesn't count. I think doing well is a thing I want to do in order to keep m academic esteem up. If I don't try, if I don't acquire satisfying results for myself, I'll feel close to a failure. Note, I did say myself.

HUYNHer & LUUzer

My goodness.

I love my besties so much :) <3

I came on just to say that. I'm beginning to plan Christmas presents for my family, because I honestly don't have the discreetness to buy the presents. Does anyone want to come shopping with me? :D Of course, this'll only happen after exams :D

nom nom

I am falling behind work. A lot. I realised I'm only up to 2.4 for Complex Numbers, and the exam's this Friday and fahjfkahflaha. I don't think I'll be going to the textbook sale. I'm trying to save up, and I already have textbooks... I'm looking into that Terry Lee textbook though. But I'll buy it outside, because I like new books and I tend to write side notes when I study... LOL

MUST. ADVANCE FORTH. IN ACADEMIC STUDIES.

B2ST + 200TH POST

Much like Cynthia's Taemin post, I will dedicate this blog entry to B2ST. Here's a picture of my boys. Or two. Or ten million.

In any case, why did I ever stray from B2ST? I don't know who my bias is anymore, because I love them all. Sometimes a little more love for one than another, but the love ebbs about evenly and they're all on equal grounds.  NO ONE CAN BEAT THEM, NO ONE. *SCREAMS* I can't believe I can place any other boyband before you guys fhkjahfkadhfa. Seriously, why. WHY. I mean, Infinite is great, but I think B2ST will always be in my heart. Always. The time spent studying and away from the internet hasn't done our one-sided relationship (spazzing) any good, because I started to look more into other bands. I feel as though I've betrayed you (so dramatic, I admit). Even though I might not be the outwardly spastic fan to the extent where I'd faint, I will still love B2ST. NO MATTER WHAT. I think it's true that, you don't know what you have until it's gone. Much like the time I had searching up B2ST. When I left you boys aside, I was nonchalant. ARGH, MY HEART ACHES. MUST GO AND KEEP LOOKING AT PICTURES OF YOU. HFAKJHFALKFHA All in all, I don't know why I even left B2ST. Did I even leave though? Or did I just pack those spastic feelings of mine in a small chest within my heart and save them until after the HSC (at least, that's what I planned, anyway)? Perhaps the latter. I love B2ST so much :( GARGH, MY BOYS.HFJKAHFAKJLH. <3333333333333333333333333333

Anyway, I gotta tell you something. Best friends share the same line of thought right? Well, most of the time anyway :D Well I told Teezles my pun and omg, she thought of the same one as well HFKJAHFJAKHFAKL BFFLS! I sound like a little girl HBAHAH But I love her :D <33333333333 (even more than B2ST - yes, even more than B2ST)

I feel so fhakjfhalk after that probability exam. Stupid stupid, I lost 4 marks or so. Ugh... ANYWAY :D BYEEE! Oh yeah, my internet's back. But I'm going to minimise my internet surfing to perhaps an hour per day.

And mum, I love you. Happy birthday. I love you so much, more than you think I do. I can't thank the Lord for a better mother - then again, I can't think of having any other mother. I love you so, so much. I will never be embarrassed of you, I will always hold your hand so then I'll never lose you. :D

There is so much love in this post, seriously. HAHHAHA :D

THANK YOU EVERYONE

But I actually didn't do my piano exam. I had to call in sick because my thumb was slightly dislocated during my restless sleep. True story. So I went to my doctor and he just pushed it back and said that it was okay not to have anything placed on it. And since it's my left hand, I probably won't use it a lot anyway. I'm so fhkjadfhadklhfa about using up that $90.00 for a piano exam that I didn't take. STUPIDNFSDHFJDKAHFAKL. Argh. I panicked for an entire week to get a stuffed up thumb.

On a brighter note, I started writing my notes for Physics and Business Studies. MOTIVATION TRANSFERRED: SUCCESS. It feels weird having my thumb elevated from the keyboard (if that made any sense at all). I have tutor today. Yesterday it was cancelled (COOKIE TO CYNTHIA FOR HAVING THE KPOP CONCERT). I think Teezles went to the concert as well :D OH YEAH, TANYA, REMIND ME TO TELL YOU MY NEXT PUN FOR YOUR JERSEY. I keep forgetting to tell you. I hope no one told you yet :( Because I kinda spent long hard minutes trying to think of it HAHA

context

I am so tired of hearing this word. I'm almost done with my English homework. Right now, English has been my last priority (sadly, it doesn't seem like it because I was trying to keep up with the workload), and I guess I'm on top of it. I think piano practice wasn't as productive today because I still have 2 pages left to learn (DAMMIT. LESS THAN A WEEK LEFT NOW. FML FMLFMLFMLFMSADLFNDSAFKJAHFKJLA).

ARGH, I AM SO FRUSTRATED. I feel like I'm going through a monthly female phrase when really, I'm not.

tired

LOL. SADNESS PUSHED BACK. I don't know whether it's the strong (weak, actually) will I have for maintaining my happiness on the outside, or maybe it's a defence mechanism for stress and pessimism during exam periods.

P.S. CYNTHIA, ONCE YOU LEFT, METWALLY MOVED OUR MATHS LESSONS TO WHEN YOU HAVE EXTENSION 1 ENGLISH. *CRIES* We miss you in class, though :( <3 And I honestly think we can't finish it by tomorrow, at the rate we're going HAHAHA

here, have a clap

I feel so frustrated with myself lately. It's not the normal frustration either. I'm afraid that I might break or mentally/emotionally implode due to the supposed 'stress' I currently am under. Am I stressed? I'm not quite sure anymore. I don't know what to do anymore. I was planning to call Xuan after my piano exam for dinner out after tutor on the coming Sunday after 7:30PM, but it seems the plans have been cancelled before they were even made. I really do miss him. I wonder how my cousin's been doing, 'tis all.

maths (version 1548646846)

Well, I finished my English essay. BULLDOZED THROUGH 1200 WORDS WITHIN 1-2 NIGHTS, HELL YEAH! I don't really care about the mark I get at this stage, because there are bigger things to worry about. Like the piano exam. And the practical exam. LOL, eternally screwed.

So... I'm not going to do the probability sheet because I've been discouraged enough. I mean, that first question (3 part 1) was 52, and I kept getting 34. Grr. But anyway, I'll spend the next hour finishing school maths homework, probably to exercise 2.4 for Complex Numbers and finish Challenge Exercise for Integration. SO MUCH MATHSSSS! But never the less, it's tolerable :)

OKAY BYE.

children

Okay, I like children. That may come off as open-paedophilia, but I don't mean it like that. I think they're tolerable, and even cute at times. But I have to agree with Lyanna - I don't think I'll be able to handle being a primary school teacher either. I might have some kind of mental break down due to the constant reminder of the childhood I've long since grown out of. I think it's because of the bratty side of my sister that I see probably every second hour of the day. Excluding sleeping times, because everyone knows I sleep like a log. Really, like a log. A moving one. That had got its toenails painted discreetly during its slumber on the second night of camp. Yes, that type of log.

Anyway, back to the point. I, too, dislike it when children underestimate the actual difficulty of the years to come. I'm actually too tired to continue this post and fight for what I believe in (sounded really over the top, there HAHA), so I'll just finish off my essay (900 WORDS NOW, AND COUNTING). Ta ta for now!

do you still think of me

Such a sad title. I'm currently emotionally switched off when it comes to anything beyond the boundaries of friendship right now HAHA. In saying this, I think I've succeeded in pulling my previous grades up. Hopefully it'll last until the HSC, and perhaps into university. But anyway, I came on to say that I finished my integration homework :D I suppose it wasn't that bad... but I still have probability to do. Which I'll do later. I'll go and shower now, since I postponed my beautiful period of cleansing for 3 hours. Gross LOL...

Tutor homework > showering, I suppose :( NOT THAT I DO THAT ALL THE TIME. It's just, it's going to be a hectic week this week. Oh yeah, I got my introduction for my essay out of the way.

GARGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGH. Major sigh and stab to musical ability when I know that I have the potential to get a C. Not a B, a C.

Good going, Annie.

zzz

So... I stood at school waiting for probably 35-40 minutes. Alone. I actually thought of walking home, but the idea of local gangs kinda frightened me. When I started down the street (almost to the park), my aunty's car came. I couldn't express how angry I was to even begin with. I could've been at home, finishing what was left of my 4u homework before fully immersing myself in music, but no, I was stuck there doing nothing. Would it have occurred to my aunty, to check the time, seeing as though my sister's bus was late? She could have called me/my mum to tell, but no, my sister always comes first. I'm not complaining that she always comes first (because it'd be useless and I already know that if I did, I'd have to suck it up anyway - lol, big sister role), but it would be nice to have some kind of notification, rather than the state of mind that "oh, Annie will continually wait there until forever later. So why don't we all just take our time?"

Sometimes, I really feel like I'm an easy person to manipulate into saying "yes". Oh yeah, we also got our lamb a red Russell bag :D She's so cute HAHA <33333 I seriously love my group :') I got my business studies textbook as well. It looks alright, and the content is quite comprehensive. I like it, better than our other textbook :D I'm extremely tired, and I should take a look at my Physics notification sheet. I'll be off now, goodbye!

but still i find myself asking

I curse every bit of homework I have the very pits of Hell. Like my Business homework. I really don't feel like doing it, despite how much I like our teacher. He's so dry, reminds me of my tutor teacher. Just... not as dry. And he knows my name (as well as Lamrock's, because we share the same name), so he said "Annie! ... I know there are two of you." And we just stare at him. Blankly. I have tutor homework to get through, so I'll hopefully get through the majority today and just... give up entirely on life.

No, I'm joking. I really can't wait until my piano exam is over - so bloody expensive and worthless if I get a C. Which, is perhaps impossible, because I'm certainly going to get a D.

LOLLLLLLLLL HFJKAHFKJAHFJAKL I HAVE ONE PIECE THAT ISN'T EVEN DONE YET AND MY GENERAL KNOWLEDGE IS FUCKED AND HFADHFAKHFALK. GOODBYE LIFE.

sebastian michaelis

I am in love with the anime/manga Kuroshitsuji (roughly translating to Black Butler). I love the butler so much. LOL He's so classy, to the extent where it makes me squeal like a sick fangirl. It's pathetic, really, and the butler even seduces the women in the drama. He's actually a demon, so that kinda explains why LOL! Here's a picture:

Ugh, he's so charismatic. So so classy. <3 He reminds me of Ren from Skip-Beat, but even more classy and cold. Because he's a demon.

DAMMIT ALL. I TRY ESCAPING FROM ROMANTICISM, AND IT COMES BACK TO ME IN MY MUSIC THEORY. WHY. WHY. WHY.

Why.

lamrock

You are seventeen. Needless to say, you are one of my best friends, and I don't think I can fully articulate how happy I am to know that you are one of the most important people to me. Our group, without you, will never be the same. I know you adore those Fantastic crackers I brought to camp, and I know you love cheese too ;) Your way of saying 'noodles' is hilarious, and one of a kind HAHA I LOVE YOU VERY MUCH LAMROCK, VERY VERY MUCH <3 Seventeen in reality, but seven at heart :) <33333333333

I loved lunch today. My lovely group celebrated Lamrock's birthday with a cheese cake (HAHA CHEESE) and we had a blast :D I love my friends, and I feel that no one can ever come between us. No one.

co chau

IT'S OKAY STEPH <3 :D Yeah, I did get your text :D! By the way, tell me tomorrow ;)

AND CONGRATS TO OTH FOR DOING EXTREMELY WELL FOR HER CHEM YEARLY @ HER TUTOR :D I am so proud of your ownage in Chem, now that I'm gone HAHA I hope you're staying away from powerpoints, because it's extremely lethal. But of course, you already know that. I mean, we have had near death experiences in that lab before HAHA

And Teezles, your braiding skills. It's so pretty fhajdkfdhalk :DDDDD... and then you tied the ends together and made a hairy necklace for me LMFAO HAHA It reminds me of this woman from Bleach (Captain Unohana):

and she's all that i see

The title of the post has nothing to do with the actual entry LOL. My left eye is so swollen that I'm unconsciously closing it now. Like... Roronoa Zoro's eye after the timeskip in One Piece. Okay, I'll stop talking about manga :( I suppose tutor today wasn't so bad. We did go back to Permutations and Combinations (... WHY) and he cracked unintentionally funny jokes. I finished filling in the second page of the table for English already. From tomorrow onward until the exam, I'm doing solid 3 hours of piano. No breaks, nothing. Well, may be one or two 5 minute breaks, but that's all. I can't afford to lose to grade 6.

I CANNOT EXPLAIN HOW ITCHY MY EYEBALL IS. I CAN'T EVEN ABSTRACTLY MEASURE HOW SWOLLEN MY EYEBALL/EYE SOCKET/EYE LID IS.

take 2

Integration isn't so bad... I guess. I still have 3 more questions from the Focus College sheet and the Geometrical Applications of the Derivative left before I go and frolic about on the internet. Well, I am currently using the internet, but I'm not actually doing anything aside from blogging. Yesterday, I truly felt that I was drowning in information that I couldn't absorb. Conics has perhaps slaughtered Complex Numbers for me. I no longer find Complex numbers the most dreadful topic. This may be change, though.

FAIRYTAIL IS LAGGGGGGGGING. It's like a day and a half late. I can't live without my manga LOL... I'm planning to buy denim shorts. I only have a pair of formal shorts and it seems I'm wearing the same pair all the time LOL I must finish hw within 2 hours. If not, well... I don't really know how to punish myself LOL!

hw

So... I left out questions 4-8 for exercise 3.3 for tutor. I feel so incompetent, and I feel that my goal is getting further and further away from me. I also left out question 9 for exercise 3.2.

piano exam

I have the date. LOL I believe it's on a Saturday. On Verena's BBQ day. On 4u tutor day. ARGH, MANY FUCK MY LIFE'S HERE. MANY MANY FUCK MY LIFE'S. SO MANY FUCK MY LIFE'S. I cannot afford to settle for a C nor a B. A B+ should be minimum, but I have 2 weeks to prepare. JUST TWO WEEKS. MAJOR FUCK. Okay, gotta finish writing notes for general knowledge. Must finish 2 pieces tonight and the last tomorrow or something. Then tutor hw.

LOL. I don't want to crack now. And I'm considering putting piano on hold for the HSC for a year, and after it, go back to intense piano training. I thank Julie for her input during free period.

conicsz

I added a 'z' for a more stylised feel. But that's beside the point of this post. My mum's been reminding me about my upcoming piano exam and how she thinks I'm not ready for it. Thank you for having this much faith in me mum. I crammed in 4 arpeggios in 3 different progressions within 1.5 hours, and I've yet to perfect them. So you can say, my left hand (my weakest one, and thus the one I work with most on the piano) has been internally ripped to shreds. I could feel the muscles at the base of my knuckles rippling and the veins pop up.

Good work out for the mind, fingers and mood.

Oh, and Julie, my fellow May baby HAHA she's so funny. We had this sudden realisation that she was behind the filled out word-unjumblings. Here's what happened HAHA:

Me: You're doing those word unjumblers?
Julie: Yeah, I am
Me: You know yesterday, someone wrote MILFY in the newspaper-
Julie: OMG, THAT WAS ME

*both cracks up*

And then I told her that Steph came across that page and showed me, and we cracked up too HAHAH HFKJAHFLJAKH MILFY. And then we told Steph and she cracked up as well HHAHAHHFHAL

I will never forget it. Milfy. It was actually meant to be 'filmy' but she didn't think of it at that time HAHAHA So that's pretty much it for today :) I should finish writing my general knowledge... I'm not really sure what to talk about LOL. My other piano teacher always spoon-fed me, that's why.

integration #2

MANY HEARTS TO YOU TOO CYNTHIA! I hope it was enough (or at least close to) motivation for you to finish your integration homework and bulldoze through your HSC. I will send more gifs flying your way if you are ever doubtful/low in spirit! :D

Overall, surprisingly good day today :D!

what i should be learning

I laughed at Cynthia's rendition of our Math's teacher's graph of 4u effort. I laughed really hard. And I'll add another 2 cents to that jar of hers, and say that he's putting more effort into quietening down our class rather than teaching. He quiets down our class when we barely even whisper. So yes, I did laugh quite hard at the picture HAHA. Gif for you, Cynthia, for putting up with his unintentional droning!

Yes, I know how much you adore Doctor Who. (credits to fuckyeahdavidtennant @ tumblr)

So... I'll just go off and read a bit of manga before drowning myself in Physics homework.

mauve

I think I just kinda died and gone to heaven. Several times after looking at this formal dress.

http://www.forevernew.com.au/Edith-Floral-Prom-Dress.aspx?p10640&cr=074251

I think I might go for a mauve to cream dress for formal. I don't go for peachy-ish, nor will I go for any actual block colour. I might go for a shade like the above. I think it's a bit sad on first sight, but I think it's pretty cute :$ POSSIBLE FORMAL DRESS.

brownies

Verena, I'm sorry I left you in the library at free period :(

The challenge exercise is killing me, bit by bit. CHUNK BY CHUNK, ACTUALLY. And reading Othilia's post makes me feel extremely wary when I'm now going to be confronted by the actual HSC (with the inclusion of the preparation to this actual exam period). For the past two years, it's been: "your school certificate results is the most important, it shows you how well you'll do in actual HSC" or "the preliminary year - nothing counts" that kind of crap. Those statements might not actually be accurate, but those are the ones that caught me the most. Now that the start to the HSC year has begun, I can't help but feel that Optometry/Medicine is, once more, too far for me to grasp.

Honestly, though I've had many divergences to various occupations (such as being a psychologist, pharmacist or teacher), I think from the very beginning I've always stuck to medicine deep, deep down. Or at least the concept of 4u maths (so sad). I remember sitting in my GP's office and telling him I wanted to become a doctor. He actually laughed at that idea and said one thing: "4u maths is hard. You need that to become a doctor." LOL I actually had the audacity to say that I'll do it. But that was 10 years ago. I suppose I have achieved the 4u aspect of that, but now I realise that it's only the beginning.

I really, really want to do Optometry/Medicine. I have never wanted anything so badly. I don't see myself doing Business in university, nor do I see myself doing any sort of industrial science (nanotechnology was a long forgotten and short-lived ambition). I don't think I can even perceive my future self to be donned in a white coat and carrying a writing pad as a psychologist (maybe they don't actually do that...).

I have re-evaluated why I wanted this so badly, and I came to two distinct reasons: the idea of injecting (sounds bad LOL) people with life once again and also because of the interesting nature of the actual occupation. Yes, I did not omit my own selfish reasons. I honestly don't carry a particular passion for sciency-science (though I know Steph does, and I know she's good at it), but I do enjoy it. I am willing to commit myself to it. I think, I've come to this conclusion because I've probably dipped a foot in most faculties in my school, choosing a variety of subjects and all. Looking back, I actually can't find a reason why I chose both Physics and Chemistry. Was it a fad? I hope not. I honestly do love Physics (yes, I love it), and I did like Chemistry. NOTE THE PAST TENSE. But I think after that pharmaceutical dream, I kind of lost it. I put so much effort into Chemistry, it became tedious. I did the homework, but I didn't study. I think it's also because of the teacher I had.

I'm not saying she's bad, or she can't channel her knowledge to us students, but it's just... I think I needed a fresh start to year 11. I've been taught by her over a great span of years, and I suppose her teaching methods have gotten mundane. I do miss her though. I also miss my year 11 maths teacher. Such a cute little woman. Reminds me of little Gekko. They both get angry over the most trivial things, it's laughable. She is, perhaps, the best maths teacher I've had at this school. Ever.

So yeah. Though my checklist of 4 subjects and the idea of 10 units sounds like a piece of cake, I don't think it is. I'm beginning to think that though I'm taking this risk, I can't score an ATAR above 95. I know, I aim too high and it's almost too unrealistic. And maybe it is. But I suppose I'm willing to put the time and effort into this, because I'm not willing to repeat this year.

I SHALL SHOOT FOR THE MOON, AND PROBABLY LAND AMONG THE STARS. Of course, the stars that are the closest to the moon. And the UMAT. I really need to purchase practice materials. Anybody have any idea where to get them? I'm not too sure about some of the ones I've been seeing.

depp

Steph, I totally agree. JOHNNY DEPP.

Anyway, I think my piano exam will be after the 5th of November (oh shoot), so hopefully I'll have tonnes of time to practice. I just had 1.5 hours ago and I'm wiped out. Mentally. I left out the volume questions for inverse functions because they were too tedious. I feel extra weird today for some reason. I had to peel myself off my tutor seat today because of the prolonged exposure to a sticky leather seat. All the girls had to peel themselves off their seats HAHA

did you know

"And when diep uses chalk, there's no one beside me wincing in preparation for the inevitable screeching sound", and to you: "and there's no one who turns around to share the most trivial yet fascinating facts that is never relevant to the subject we're normally in. You always learn something new everyday, and I suppose my knowledge pool has dropped exponentially"

FULL ON WEEK. Anyway, I'll be off now, I need to practise piano and complete my work. CIAO!

waffles

So I had five periods of maths today. Productive, I suppose. Theresa said I was a brick wall in maths, and that I probably only talked to Othilia that's why it's loud. I'm sorry Panda :( <3 I think I kinda quietened down because I realised how screwed I was for maths, considering we have Mr M as our teacher until the end of high school. Once again, 4 maths periods were spent on 4 do-able examples. If it was Miss D, we would have done 3-4 exercises within those 5 periods. I may be exaggerating, but you get the gist of it.

I'm beyond tired, and I'm going to start and finish tutor homework now. Then I'll do piano once my sister's done with the TV. Oh, woe is me.

P.S. Not that I don't like my class now, I just really, really, really miss 11MXB1. I hope I got the class right, because it'd be embarrassing if I didn't LOL! I would post a picture of our class, but I'll probably do that some other time. Okay, bye.

correction tape

My dad just chucked an entire roll of correction tape in the bin because he didn't like it and because the tape broke. He. Chucked. It. In. The. Bin. I COULD HAVE TIED IT UP AND USED IT! HFJAKHFLAJK. And there he goes, misunderstanding me that I always sit and complain that I don't have anything, wasting his money. FHKJAFHAKLJFHA.

lol-tastic

ARGH. SO MUCH SHIT TO CLEAN UP FOR THE BEGINNING OF YEAR 12. Yes, free period tomorrow after recess, I think :D I can finish tutor homework in that time, I suppose. I feel so wiped out :( Already! After I clean my room (I should finish by 1), I'll sit down and revise for whatever I need tonight and then start my 3u revision book or something. Ugh, integration, how you stuff me up every time. Thank God I finished cleaning up my Physics notes/book, I only need to write out the rest of my practical and I suppose I'm done for that. Then I have Business Studies to organise, and I'm done for that too. OH, THE LIFE OF A 4-SUBJECT STUDENT :D! Oh yeah, I'll also do intense studying for music as well.

You know, all this talk makes me sound so busy. But really, I barely achieve any of this LOL. OKAY BYE

possible

MAYBE THE EXAM IS POSSIBLE AFTER ALL! *throws confetti* What I've noticed with my past examiners are: (as sexist as it seems) females are picky, whilst males aren't. I hope I get a male examiner :') And I stumbled upon this:

His voice.

yes

I cannot agree more with Stephanie's full-on post about what happened this morning. I too, agree with the "it's all about the marks", but not about the "you don't have to like the subject". I think she was probably implying a stereotypical view of asians when she said the latter, because some of us were forced to do the subjects we chose. Sad, sad life. And I love the spunkiness of the last few lines HAHA TEN UNITS, YEAAAAH! And with the idea of talking to Miss P, I do think that we should give her a proper goodbye and tell her our reasons for leaving. On my part, because I have zero intentions of keeping it.Once more, I'll return to this time last year, where I heard Extension 1 English helps you with Advanced English. Safe to say, it has. A lot. But I'm just not cut out for the work this year, and I'm enjoying my freedom of not caring about Chemistry nor that one unit course.

I finished my Projectile Problems 1 (YESSS) and now I'm planning to fix up my weekly timetable and write a few notes/sort out work before sleeping. Then tomorrow morning will be dedicated to fixing up my List pieces and actually starting on my extra list pieces. I feel so screwed for this exam. I have never been this under prepared, and I suppose I have no one to blame but myself. Scratch that, I do have no one to blame but myself.

Tutor tomorrow night, and the night after. I'm so glad I finished homework last night :') Okay, I'll be off now. I have places to be and people to see! (I'm joking, I'm actually a lonely person at home who is a slave to self-inflicted bouts of homework).

fare thee well, indeed

Once again, I face the dark tunnel of dropping a subject. It actually started this morning, when the head teacher came into our Extension English class to talk about keeping the subject. Despite her being naturally sarcastic and cutting, it seemed she was genuinely displeased. But then again, we all have our reasons, just suck it up. I refuse, and I definitely won't, put that much time and effort into the one-unit HSC course called English Extension 1. WHY DO I NEED TO SLAVE AWAY TO LONG HOURS OF POTENTIAL HISTORY-RELATED WORK WHEN I'VE TRIED SO HARD TO AVOID IT?!

So yeah, that's what happened. Recess was spent... doing things that we don't actually remember HAHA And then I had Chemistry, where we headed to E38 to go to the computer lab. It was my last Chemistry lesson with this class (a close one, I think) and I do miss everyone. Especially the atmosphere we make. Oh, and in Chemistry today, Danny C had a unicorn/horse wallpaper. It was so manly. And I sat around talking to my fellow Chem-droppers. Quote: I chose Legal Studies because I watched Autumn's Concerto and there was this hot-shot lawyer. He inspired me.


I have never, ever, heard of someone who picked up a subject because of a drama. And how they said it made it all funny HAHHAHAHFAHFLA. So yeah, spastic moments in Chemistry, which I won't forget. Then I had Maths. LAST MATHS PERIOD WITH OTH, ELYN AND MISS D. Many heartbreaks here :( Indeed, fare the well, as Cynthia has said! Really, we'll miss picking on everyone. HAHA, but on a serious note, I really do love our maths class. I can safely say that I've never felt this comfortable with a class other than my C-class (YAY! C!) before. I did maths and it was very, very productive. I only have 2 more questions left from the exercise, and I think from now until Monday, I'll be aiming to finish the booklet off.

Then I had Physics, and Panda asked Sir for free-time, to which he said that if we finished the first 3 questions, we get free time. Panda and I worked together and got them right (HI FIVE PANDA - it reminds me of the shirt we got you HAHA), and after we checked, we realised that there were 2 minutes left. He tricked us. HAHA So yeah, we had lunch. Our group had so sososo much fun. No sarcasm; I really meant it HAHA Like how we were sitting in "couple's lane". Fun fun fun :D (I feel like everyday is something worth waking up for HAHA)

Then Annie and I had Business... and we didn't really do much. We got our marks back for Business, and yeah. It was our last lesson with Miss Ibz (HAHAHA) too :( I then got picked up by my aunty to go McDonalds, and yeah :D Came home and here I am. I should make notes and revise on my subjects before I sleep. And I should fit in General Knowledge revision somewhere in there... ARGH, PIANO EXAM IN AROUND 3 WEEKS TIME AND I HAVE 2 PIECES LEFT UNDONE. I feel impending doom. Note the 'd'. It means the grade I could get.

MYUNG SOO, I LOVE YOU

MYUNG SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO.

4 subjects

I feel so light with only 4 subjects. Sure, it's going to be pretty heavy from now on, but it's so... MY MENTAL CHECKLIST CONSISTS OF ONLY FOUR MAIN SUBJECTS. AWESOMEEEEEE.

eating out

I LOVE MY FRIENDS. DONG BA WAS GREAT. Well, it was fun :D And the library (Y) We didn't have as much time as last time, but it was great. The people that were there included: Tanya, Annie, Stephanie, myself, Jura, Theresa, Andrew, Michael, Jacky, Kenny, Jenny and Sally! :D I shared a plate of combination noodles with crispy noodles and chicken with Steph, as well as a can of Coke. We then walked to the library, but not before buying some dried fruits. We then went into a beauty store, and then went to the library. I tried doing my maths homework (PROGRESS, I TELL YOU!) and the girls left for Woolies whilst I did so. Sally and Jenny left before they came back, and when they did, Steph and I left. Should have given Teezles a hug :( It'll be another few hours until I see her again D: HAHA <3 Gave Lamrock a hug and walked home with Steph :D! Waited for mum at Steph's house and she offered me a mango yoghurt flavoured mint. Omg, so yum.

And then went to Gospel pianos to find dad an A-frame for guitar. And then after that, I finished maths homework and I've been on msn since then. I'm going to skip piano practice today, because I'm really busy and not in the mood. Tomorrow morning, I'll practice and in the afternoon? :D I love my friends, and today made it extra fun :D HAHA Oh yeah, conversation today:

"You're ordering rice again?!"
"Yeah, I am"
"Don't you eat rice everyday?"
"Yeah, but this is orange rice"

Omg LOL.

nothing's over

Infinite.Their music, hfkjadhfkajh. ESPECIALLY MYUNG SOO. OMG. I LOVE YOU. Here's a picture.

Here's the video that probably sustained my obsession (sounds like a bad word - fan-spazzing?): Click here. Myung Soo's the one with the red blazer.

can u smile?

FHAFHAKL I'M GOING OUT WITH FRIENDS TO EAT TOMORROW. I'll be on later tonight to ask/discuss details with them, but school ends at 12:03 for the first (and last) time! I'm feeling really iffy about dropping Chemistry. I mean, the filling-in-the-form aspect of abandoning the subject. I can wait until next week, because that's when I'll experience how awesome it would feel without Chemistry. Sure, I'll feel really empty and obviously hazard-free, but I will miss it. I finished maths homework, now I'll do around 1.5 hours of solid technical work before doing a bit of Physics. Then going on MSN. THERESA, PLEASE SEND ME THE PHOTOS OF FRIDAY! PLEASE?! If you don't see it, please? *telepathic messages that I believe Steph will receive, rather than Theresa* I saw my best friends today: Tanya, Annie, Stephanie, Theresa, Jura, Jenny and Sally! <333333333 :D

oh shoot

I don't... actually know if that Graph sheet was for homework. Sir never actually said anything about it, so I'll just say "I woke up late" or something :( RIDICULOUS. DOUBLE LESSON TODAY. I just called Brenda and she said she's doing the homework. Oh the urges of not being the odd one out when it comes to homework HAHA. Don't deny it, you've felt this way too. I guess I've cleared half the mess on my table. I realised why my desk was so high: rather than placing my laptop in the case, I placed it on the case.

I kind of like Infinite - Can U Smile.

OKAY, TIME TO CRAM GRAPH SHEET IN BEFORE CHURCH, FML.

oh, that's nice

"You'll fail the HSC, just like you'll fail the music exam. Don't get your nose out of joint, I'm just saying."

That's nice. It shows how much faith you have in me this year and how much impact my counterattack will have on you. Ha, counterattack. But I'm still hurt.

omg

I found it pretty funny. I don't think it was meant to be funny though LOL...
Tutor tomorrow and school the day after. Ah joy.

boyfriend

I just realised from Steph's MV, and through constant youtubing of the Boyfriend members, that the guys that have caught my eyes (the ones I pointed out in my previous post), were twins. And to think, I was wondering why they looked a bit similar HAHA

ARGH, TUTOR TONIGHT. TUTOR TONIGHT. FHUAIFHAKFHALK. No free time whatsoever, anymore. TIME TO GEAR UP AND MOVE INTO HSC MODE.

plans

I thought these last three days were meant to be free (ish). I have my sister and dad's birthday dine-out to attend, and I'm going DFO soon. That leaves no time for piano or tutor. At all. I have around 3 half-finished questions and 2 questions I cannot be bothered to solve. So... yeah. No time tonight. Then tomorrow, I have a BBQ at 1PM with a chance that I'll have piano during the BBQ as well as tutor at 6:30PM - 8:30PM. So I'll be popping up here and there at the BBQ. So no time for studying any time soon. Then I have Sunday, which is normal Sunday where everything becomes dread.

I thought my holidays would be something more, but really, I realised how shitty they were and how little I have accomplished. I really haven't even been cleaning up my table nor looking into Permutations and Combinations. ARGH. WHYWHYWHY. Oh yeah, I finished 49 Days just a few minutes ago. OMG, I CANNOT FATHOM HOW INTENSE I FELT AT THE CLIMATIC MOMENTS. I reduced me to a sloppy mess. But I know it's a drama whose emotional peaks will help me rise against everything. I'm kidding, I'm just emotional.

There were potential Reaper + Main Girl moments, but I'll leave it that Main Girl would have been better off with Han Kang. And Reaper... HE LOVED YI KYUNG SO MUCH FHAFJKLAHFAKH. Emotional roller coaster, seriously. The first 9 episodes were full of laughs and then bam, it hits you how much time she has left, and then I became frantic and then... she wakes up. I'm not even going to talk about the end, because it was too cruel :( WHYFU HFAKHFALK.

Okay, that's it. I doubt you guys will be seeing me for a long, long, long while now. Goodbye :)

my life

What is it now? I'll start from the beginning. Today, I read a manga that had a very... weak heroine. Seriously, I was going to close it, but I persevered. Until the beginning of the 4th chapter. WHY WOULD YOU GO FOR A GUY THAT BRINGS YOU TO POTENTIAL RAPISTS?! I have never come across such a... ridiculous character before. RIDICULOUS. AND THE GUY THAT REALLY DOES LOVE HER, HER CHILDHOOD FRIEND, OMG. *CHUCKS MANY HEARTS*. She was basically swinging between both the guys because she wants to love the childhood friend (so she says) but she goes for the other guy. PREPOSTEROUS :@!

But then again, I read another manga where the love actually didn't appear at first, but it grew. That manga is a one-in-a-million case, because it wasn't rushed. It was pretty real. Then there was this other manga where a girl beat up the school's gang leader by accident and continually gained subordinates. It's hilarious, I think HAHA. Now, 49 days. Episode 15. IT'S BEGINNING TO KILL ME. CHUNK BY CHUNK.

And Steph, the blonde guy in that mv. He's pretty cute HAHA. And the third guy from the beginning. *dies*

49 Days

MY GOD. REAPER BOY + MAIN GIRL. WHY NOT?!

personal reference

Major slap to face once more, when you realise that the book you use for personal reference cannot be understood by yourself LOL. What the hell did I mean by "Z - A"? I don't remember, and I think this is why I should write my notes out in comprehensive words when it's still fresh.

homework

Major slap to the face when I realised I only had another 5 days left until tutor (again). I'm almost done with 1.10, just question 7 and 8 left (how do you get the decimal?) and the further questions left to do. I think we might be continuing with graphs on Saturday (good thing, of course), but we're going to start our third topic pretty soon. I don't have long before my piano exams, so I'll dedicate tomorrow to just piano. Solely, piano. And then after that, more note-taking for 4u before I study Complex Numbers all over again until I'm fully secure with it. Then onto graphs. Then after that, rearranging my room to look "study-friendly". I'm trying to follow the steps of that study skills booklet by having more work-space and all, so hopefully it'll be effective!

I downloaded 8/20 episodes of 49 Days already, and I don't think I'll be able to finish everything this week. I have this pounding headache, but I must persevere with my studying! I haven't actually gone out... and I was planning to call Xuan, but he seems to have a busy life, so I'll just hold onto that thought until the Christmas holidays. I can tell him about my year, then HAHA. I think he should be finishing his degree (or finished, by now), so I'm wondering where he'd go next.

losing my mind

So. Tutor was alright. I came a few minutes late because mum had to withdraw money. I'm currently cleaning up my music folder(s) on my hard drive and cleaning up my folders on my actual laptop. I'm also downloading more OST's from dramas and other music. Oh, and I have tutor next weekend. On both Saturday and Sunday. 5 hours next week fhajkfhakfha. I think I get too emotionally attached to dramas/novels/music. It's ridiculous, because one slight emotional shift can push those saline tears down my cheeks :(

I think I have this growing obsession with downloading. And yeah, that's kinda it for tonight. I'm really tired.

composite

Composite graphs. fhkjfhalk. I don't think I need to say anything else. I have the Diagnostic test left to finish... so hopefully that can be done by 5PM this afternoon. After that, I'm going to restock on grid books (this has got to be the nth time I've said this, this year) at Officeworks, and probably more correction tape. My mum has taken on a new role of convincing me to keep Chemistry for the HSC. No way Jose D: I feel my imminent failure. I need to make the most out of my holidays by staying home HAHA.

leopard print

In response to Tanya's leopard-print post, "sure, why not?" HAHA :D I made an effort to rub off the nail polish, seriously I don't even know how many layers you girls put on my toenails because it took me 2 hours to take it off. With methylated spirits (no nail polish remover). These girls HAHA <3 I'll stick by you guys, even longer than the nail polish on my toes. Much longer (inserts overused infinity sign).

Sir has made it official. My weekends are gone, because our 4u class will be from 6:30PM - 8:30PM on Saturdays, and the 3u class will be on Sunday 5:50PM - 7:30PM (most likely). GOODBYE WEEKENDS. So yeah, I just wanted to share that with you guys. And many thanks to Cynthia for the drama website and torrent help! :D

woe

Louis says (9:31 PM):
*4u beter not be stressful tmr
*cause so far it's been fun drawing those retarded looknig gaphs
*and i know how sad taht sounds..
*rofl

4u is indeed, very, very sad. I have tutor tomorrow, if you didn't get the hint from that LOL SO MANY CATCH UP LESSONS (actually, it's the first one these holidays, but it signals the half-way mark... ish)

poseidon

*stares at Lamrock* I just read your blog. POSEIDON FDAHFKJAHFLJAK CHOI SI WON *MAJOR DROOL*. And yeah, that's all I want to say HAHA <3 :D

I miss my besties very much :( I have seen them since Friday :(

kuon

HFAKFHAKLJFHS SKIP BEAT. I HOPE YOU UPDATE SOON :( I finished the already existing chapters LOL 2.5 days is a record! Anyway, my sister's bedridden with chickenpox. The day before her birthday. So sad. I'm not being sarcastic, but really, it's pretty sad. She was planning to go swimming tomorrow as well! Oh well, that'll have to wait until she gets better. I will now sort out everything and probably study for 4u. Goodbye!

skip-beat again

I'm currently upto Chapter 46 since yesterday's blog post about this manga, and I can say that I am head-desk material. Why did I ever give up on this manga?! But then again, it's still updating pretty slowly... so that's probably the most important reason. Anyway, as I was first caught by Si Won's drama "Poseidon", I went onto Drama-Wiki and discovered EXTRAVAGANT CHALLENGE. THE ACTUAL DRAMA OF SKIP-BEAT. THAT IS GOING TO BE AIRING SOON. MY GOD. Words cannot explain how overjoyed I feel. ESPECIALLY SINCE SI WON WILL BE CASTED AS TSURUGA REN. Tsuruga Ren, fhdakfhakfha. Here's a picture.

Now here's where I insert my incessant fangirling. Even in this picture, he's so charismatic. SI WON. YES. Oh, and I think Ivy Chen is a suitable pick as Kyoko Mogami. She's so pretty *MESMERISED*

I can't wait for this drama, and really, this is probably the only drama I've actually known before it's about to air. 'Tis a sign! I hope this isn't old news to some of my viewers... IT'S STILL NEW NEWS TO ME! I think after I watch Poseidon, I might convert myself into a Si-Won fan, omg. I HAVE NO TIME FOR THIS.

skip-beat

I remember this manga that Mai got Panda and I into. I gave up after the slow updates. Theresa was going to tell me what happened from where I left off during Physics, but I kept delaying it because I wanted to listen to Sir :( Exam prioritising D: Anyway, guess what... SKIP-BEAT IS GOING TO BE A DRAMA OMG. Si Won's drama wiki kinda led me to this. I think this is old news to the virtual world though :(

I'll continue Skip-Beat tonight or something. I think tutor homework was from 1.4 and 1.6 only (please correct me if I'm wrong) and I've finished that... So I'll just go over complex numbers before school actually starts. And cleaning my room and my notes for this year has gotten nowhere. Major face palm, because I have those flappy folders where you have to hole-punch to file everything away. Once more, major face palm.

sparky sparky boom man

Does anyone know any torrent download sites for korean dramas? My direct downloads from MegaUpload keep stuffing up :(

what beautiful stars

YIRUMA. I AM CURRENTLY DOWNLOADING HIS ENTIRE ALBUM. And I forgot to add to my line-up of dramas: "My Princess". I feel like I'm switching between B2ST and UKISS, because they're just on par with each other in my heart all the time :( Sure, sometimes I'm leaning more toward one band, but it kinda depends on my mood? I don't know if it goes according to my 'mood' though. But I digress. I started listening to "Because Of You" the My Princess OST because Yoseob sang it.

So yeah, lots to download! Oh, and tutor was fun (as always)! It was really random, because when we were graphing these graphs (obviously), it was dead silent. Then out of nowhere, one of the guys at the back let out a really high0pitched and silent "la la la" HAHA

I don't really have much to say, but yeah :) I'll be back soon :)

"aren't monks from China?"

Quote from Extension English. The party on Friday was a bit pointless because we still have a week with her... but yeah :) I have church in an hour's time, and I've just finished tutor homework. I left out the trapezoidal question and question 4 from 1.1 for 4u. I can't be bothered doing anything right now, and I really hate going to church at 10:30AM. This is when I actually feel like I need to get my P plates soon because having my mum twist my schedule to fit hers just doesn't work. At all. I have this major gap in my schedule now.

That is, from 10:30AM - 11:30AM, it's church. 11:30AM to 5:00PM is a party that I don't want to attend. Sure, I'm off exams, but that doesn't mean that I stop studying or tutor ends. I can't even explain how irritated I feel when that family comes over, or when my dad mentions the karaoke site. I hear his music in the morning, before I go to sleep and when I study. I don't even have sound-proof walls.

I am so angry right now, I'm actually turning pink. LOL. After today, it's when holidays for me actually start. Also, when revision kicks in. I hope all this time spent studying pays off for the HSC.

you high roller, louis LOL

Louis says (9:05 PM):

*well the COOLEST THING

*is

*if you're one of teh first 10 people

*to go to this oral b stand

*u get a free oral b tooth brush

*valeud at $199

And then:

Louis says (9:24 PM):

*ok apaprently

*i hvae to get to olympic park at 8.30

*to be the first in line

*to avhe a possible chance of geting that free toothbrush....

art

Today, I realised how much I was missing out on, how much I missed the subject, the students and of course, my art teacher of 4 years. You can say that we've seen each other on a daily basis for the said amount of time. I think, since I'll have free periods when I drop Chemistry, I might actually drop by and visit the Visual Arts room again. I literally have no classes in B block nor A block anymore. Funny that. Anyway, I'll dot point my day!

• Met Steph at her house at 8:30AM
• Walked halfway and walked back to her house because she forgot her mobile HAHA
• Walked to the station, waited
• Got on the train, talked and chortled many many times
• Got off and walked around, saw Nicholas and then waited for the rest
• Went Maccas after a while and had a Caesar Wrap
• Went and waited for the rest, and then went to the art gallery
• Walked around (it was pretty small) and we were out after a short while
• Walked to Westfield and ate expensive pizza (major face palm) and I bought a bottle of water
• After that, we went our separate ways
• A long while later, Steph and I continued to shop and buy Miss's present (a white frame with a picture of a busy street - it looks really nice and a little black notebook with white vines)
• Went and shopped around a bit more and bought this "batchel" at Dotti. I love it so much, it was a dream come true. Credits to Steph for spotting it amidst the flurry of customers! :D The leather is so nice!

• Walked around a bit more and ended up at Dymocks, where Steph bought 2 textbooks (HELL YES TO TEXTBOOKS)
• Walked around further and I don't remember what happened after that. But omg, the Body Shop's smell, every time I walk in, is beautiful. I might actually buy that perfume/eau de toilette (sp?), Steph. BUY IT :D
• I remember this episode when we were going down the escalator and my foot was going down but my body wasn't. It was a 'you-had-to-be-there' moment. I bet you're still cracking up Steph LMFAO
• We couldn't find a bag for Steph, so I'll ask about the bag after I finish tutor homework :) JANSPORT, STEPH?! :D
• Bought EasyWay, walked around a bit more and yeah :D
• We shoved in our tickets and then got lost and asked the guy which train went where. He was expecting us. And he had this blank face on that cracked me up.
• Oh yeah, there was a guy at the train station.
• And there were 2 guys at the train station too, that I presumed were pretty intoxicated.
• Talked all the way home and yeah :D
• Mum picked me up and then here I am. I shall do tutor homework now :D

I had so much fun! <3 :D

i like you the best

I have 2 dramas lined up, as well as holiday homework and parties/gatherings.

• 49 Days
• Poseidon (CHOI SI WON, YOU HOT HOT MAN)

I'm planning to re-download all of U-Kiss's albums and update on B2ST and then download more songs and then find a functioning iPod. My other button has sunken in and I can't get it to work properly. I would also like to see my cousin Xuan. It has been too long since I've seen him!

I'm off now, I'm meeting Steph at her house at 8:30AM to go on that art excursion :D GOODBYE!

100 truths (from Juliana)

1. Real name: Annie
2. Nickname: Anknee (Ah-knee - simply put, it's pronounced like my normal name)
3. Zodiac Sign: Gemini
4. Male or female: Female


5. Elementary School: Canley Vale Public School
6. High School: Canley Vale High School
7. College: -
8. Hair color: Black/Brown
9. Tall or short: Tall
10. Been depressed: I'm happy all the time!


11. Sweats or Jeans: Sweatpants, because I kinda spend more time at home than going out. It's comfortable as well.
12. Phone or Camera: A phone with a good camera. But it'd be best if I have both.
13. Health freak: Not at the moment. HIGH METABOLISM!
14. Orange or Apple: Apples, but orange juice.
5. Do you have a crush on someone?: Nope
16. Eat or Drink: Eat and drink
17. Piercings: Yeah
18. Pepsi or Coke: Coke, because it stays gassy for a longer time than Pepsi.


HAVE YOU EVER?
19. Been in an airplane: Yes.
20. Been in a relationship: Yes.
21. Been in a car accident: A minor one.
22. Been in a fist fight: Not to an extremely damaging extent.
23. First piercing: Ears in year 4
24. First best friend: Gina
25. First award: A sticker/stamp LOL
26. First crush: I don't remember who was the first, but even if I did, I don't think I'll say it LOL...
27. First word: Don't know.


28. What were you doing at midnight last night? Sleeping
29. Last person you talked to in person: Mum
30. Last person you texted: Othilia. When I still had credit.
31. Last person you watched a movie with: Me, myself and I. Kung Fu Panda 2. I'm currently watching it.
32. Last food you ate: Fried rice
33. Last movie you watched: Kung Fu Panda 2
34. Last song you listened to: Before Stars Sleep(ing) - Yiruma
35. Last thing you bought: Orchy Apple and Blackcurrant Juice (school canteen)
36. Last person you hugged: Teezles!


FAVOURITE:
37. Food: Pasta/Nachos/Salad/Rice (LOL)
38. Drinks: Water/Green Apple Green tea with Rainbow Jelly.
39. Bottoms: Skinny (really) Jeans
40. Flower: I suppose roses?
41. Animal: I don't really have one.
42. Colours: Blue. Always have been, and always will be.
43. Movies: I don't really have one. I just watch stuff.
44. Subjects: Maths/Physics/Business.


(Put an X in the brackets if yes)
45. [ ] in love with someone.
46. [ ] celebrated Halloween.
47. [x] had your heart broken... (CORRECTION, "TORN AROUND THE EDGES")
48. [ ] went over the minutes/texts on your cell phone.
49. [ ] had someone question my sexual orientation.
50. [ ] Gotten tattoos
51. [ ] got pregnant.
52. [ ] had an abortion.
53. [x] did something I regret.
54. [x] broke a promise.
55. [x] hid a secret.
56. [ ] pretended to be happy.
57. [x] met someone who changed your life.
58. [ ] pretended to be sick.
59. [x] left the country.
60. [x] tried something you normally wouldn't try and liked it.
61. [x] cried over the silliest thing.
62. [x] ran a mile.
63. [x] went to the beach with your best friend. (I hope Picnic Day counts)
64. [x] got into an argument with your friends.
65. [x] hated someone. (greatly disliked)
66. [x] stayed single for 2 years. (HELL. YES.)


CURRENTLY:


67. Eating: Nothing
68. Drinking: Nothing
69. Listening: Nothing
70. Sitting/Laying: Sitting
71. Plans for today: It's the end of the day. But I had school and tutor today.
72. Waiting: For myself to start tutor homework.


YOUR FUTURE:
73. Want kids? Yeah
74. Want to get married? Yeah
75. Career: Perhaps Optometry, or something in the medical field. I had this brief period of astrophysics, though.


WHICH IS BETTER IN THE OPPOSITE SEX?:
76. Lips or eyes: Both?
77. Shorter or taller: Taller
78. Romantic or spontaneous: Both :)
79. Nice stomach or nice arms: Both
80. Sensitive or loud: Both :)
81. Hookup or relationship: Relationship
82. Looks or personality: Personality


HAVE YOU EVER:
83. Lost glasses/contacts: Nope
85. Held a gun/knife for self defense: No
86. Killed somebody: No
87. Broken someone's heart?: I probably have. I'm sorry.
88. Been in love: You could say so. But in retrospect, no.
89. Cried when someone died?: Yes.


DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
90. Yourself: Sometimes
91. Miracles: Yes. Miracles can be big or small :)
92. Love at first sight: I don't think so.
93. Heaven: Yes.
94. Santa Clause: No
95. Sex on the first date: No
96. Kiss on the first date: No


TRUTHFULLY:
97. Is there one person you want to be with right now: Nope :)
98. Do you know who your real friends are: YES!
99. Do you believe in God: Yes, I believe in God.
100. Post as 100 truths? Yeah