here, have a clap

I feel so frustrated with myself lately. It's not the normal frustration either. I'm afraid that I might break or mentally/emotionally implode due to the supposed 'stress' I currently am under. Am I stressed? I'm not quite sure anymore. I don't know what to do anymore. I was planning to call Xuan after my piano exam for dinner out after tutor on the coming Sunday after 7:30PM, but it seems the plans have been cancelled before they were even made. I really do miss him. I wonder how my cousin's been doing, 'tis all.