co chau

IT'S OKAY STEPH <3 :D Yeah, I did get your text :D! By the way, tell me tomorrow ;)

AND CONGRATS TO OTH FOR DOING EXTREMELY WELL FOR HER CHEM YEARLY @ HER TUTOR :D I am so proud of your ownage in Chem, now that I'm gone HAHA I hope you're staying away from powerpoints, because it's extremely lethal. But of course, you already know that. I mean, we have had near death experiences in that lab before HAHA

And Teezles, your braiding skills. It's so pretty fhajdkfdhalk :DDDDD... and then you tied the ends together and made a hairy necklace for me LMFAO HAHA It reminds me of this woman from Bleach (Captain Unohana):

and she's all that i see

The title of the post has nothing to do with the actual entry LOL. My left eye is so swollen that I'm unconsciously closing it now. Like... Roronoa Zoro's eye after the timeskip in One Piece. Okay, I'll stop talking about manga :( I suppose tutor today wasn't so bad. We did go back to Permutations and Combinations (... WHY) and he cracked unintentionally funny jokes. I finished filling in the second page of the table for English already. From tomorrow onward until the exam, I'm doing solid 3 hours of piano. No breaks, nothing. Well, may be one or two 5 minute breaks, but that's all. I can't afford to lose to grade 6.

I CANNOT EXPLAIN HOW ITCHY MY EYEBALL IS. I CAN'T EVEN ABSTRACTLY MEASURE HOW SWOLLEN MY EYEBALL/EYE SOCKET/EYE LID IS.

take 2

Integration isn't so bad... I guess. I still have 3 more questions from the Focus College sheet and the Geometrical Applications of the Derivative left before I go and frolic about on the internet. Well, I am currently using the internet, but I'm not actually doing anything aside from blogging. Yesterday, I truly felt that I was drowning in information that I couldn't absorb. Conics has perhaps slaughtered Complex Numbers for me. I no longer find Complex numbers the most dreadful topic. This may be change, though.

FAIRYTAIL IS LAGGGGGGGGING. It's like a day and a half late. I can't live without my manga LOL... I'm planning to buy denim shorts. I only have a pair of formal shorts and it seems I'm wearing the same pair all the time LOL I must finish hw within 2 hours. If not, well... I don't really know how to punish myself LOL!

hw

So... I left out questions 4-8 for exercise 3.3 for tutor. I feel so incompetent, and I feel that my goal is getting further and further away from me. I also left out question 9 for exercise 3.2.

piano exam

I have the date. LOL I believe it's on a Saturday. On Verena's BBQ day. On 4u tutor day. ARGH, MANY FUCK MY LIFE'S HERE. MANY MANY FUCK MY LIFE'S. SO MANY FUCK MY LIFE'S. I cannot afford to settle for a C nor a B. A B+ should be minimum, but I have 2 weeks to prepare. JUST TWO WEEKS. MAJOR FUCK. Okay, gotta finish writing notes for general knowledge. Must finish 2 pieces tonight and the last tomorrow or something. Then tutor hw.

LOL. I don't want to crack now. And I'm considering putting piano on hold for the HSC for a year, and after it, go back to intense piano training. I thank Julie for her input during free period.

conicsz

I added a 'z' for a more stylised feel. But that's beside the point of this post. My mum's been reminding me about my upcoming piano exam and how she thinks I'm not ready for it. Thank you for having this much faith in me mum. I crammed in 4 arpeggios in 3 different progressions within 1.5 hours, and I've yet to perfect them. So you can say, my left hand (my weakest one, and thus the one I work with most on the piano) has been internally ripped to shreds. I could feel the muscles at the base of my knuckles rippling and the veins pop up.

Good work out for the mind, fingers and mood.

Oh, and Julie, my fellow May baby HAHA she's so funny. We had this sudden realisation that she was behind the filled out word-unjumblings. Here's what happened HAHA:

Me: You're doing those word unjumblers?
Julie: Yeah, I am
Me: You know yesterday, someone wrote MILFY in the newspaper-
Julie: OMG, THAT WAS ME

*both cracks up*

And then I told her that Steph came across that page and showed me, and we cracked up too HAHAH HFKJAHFLJAKH MILFY. And then we told Steph and she cracked up as well HHAHAHHFHAL

I will never forget it. Milfy. It was actually meant to be 'filmy' but she didn't think of it at that time HAHAHA So that's pretty much it for today :) I should finish writing my general knowledge... I'm not really sure what to talk about LOL. My other piano teacher always spoon-fed me, that's why.

integration #2

MANY HEARTS TO YOU TOO CYNTHIA! I hope it was enough (or at least close to) motivation for you to finish your integration homework and bulldoze through your HSC. I will send more gifs flying your way if you are ever doubtful/low in spirit! :D

Overall, surprisingly good day today :D!