past papers

I swear I almost tasted freedom. Until I remembered tutor homework.

limit

I am at my limit for studying now LMFAO I haven't felt this filled to the brim with information in... forever. I don't think it's a good feeling, because I feel like I'm just going to develop so many of my ideas tomorrow and hopefully my fudging in the actual business paper will pull me through. I also typed a few notes for English... which I will print and study tomorrow. And I will study for maths because my studying for that exam has been the choppiest ever.

IT NEVER FEELS LIKE IT'S ENOUGH *SIGH* :(

this could be paradise

Oh my gosh, I have not been that productive today.

I came on to share this:

So I was reading my textbook when I found the 'objectives' of the Volumes chapter of my maths textbook. It says that "students will develop an appreciation of the scope, usefulness, beauty and elegance of mathematics". I choked on my spit when I saw that and guffawed.

Oh, the maths syllabus uses such eloquent language to describe something so numerical LOL.

maths assignment

Omg, I actually don't know if it was an assignment or not. Donovan tried sending it to me but I couldn't open it... So I checked studywiz and found a document titled exactly that and I was like, oh, okay, what's this? IS OUR TEACHER SERIOUSLY EXPECTING US TO SEND IT BACK TO MARK!? LMFAO I never knew he was this technologically savvy... If that's a way to put it. Phrasing was a bit awkward there. MUST FINISH LAST 2 DOT POINTS FOR BUSINESS UGHHHH I'M SO SICK OF OPERATIONS. I don't enjoy this topic because there are no numbers :( Woes of a math student HAHA

So yeah, gotta finish studying this within 20 minutes and then move onto doing that... assignment. I'll start English notes tomorrow or something. My subjects are everywhere lately LOL JUST THREE MORE TO GO. JUST THREE MORE *CRIES A RIVER*

away

Omg, Away We Happened is so good. Though in episode 5, I think Jean's acting was a tiny bit forced. Anyway, I'm off to do some studying for Business. Major sigh right here.

cc day

All I can say is wow. I have never been so tired in my life. But all the fun has ended :( I want to do all those things again, I want to be up there again, I want to relive it again. And also, thank you Maliney for those papers!!! <3

I may be back with photos of the day, if I am bothered. Or I might just hog them all to myself and look at them myself and cringe at my fringe. Or lack thereof. HAHA I had fun, I really did!

all for this

I would like to dedicate this post to the most important thing in my life right now.

We've had our ups and downs, and right now, I really don't feel like doing anything about it. I feel like giving up, I feel like taking back everything. I want to start again, I want to savour each moment and break our relationship down, piece by piece. I would like to understand you, to get a second chance, just do do everything right. I've messed up pretty badly in the past, and I just want to re-live all those moments where I had the potential to change whatever I did. HSC, you suck :( Seriously...

THIS IS ALL FOR MY HSC FAR OUT I DON'T WANT TO STUDY ANYMORE BECAUSE I'M SO MENTALLY EXHAUSTED FROM THIS MONOTONY AND THIS RIDICULOUS AMOUNT OF INFORMATION I NEED TO ABSORB BY MY TRIALS UGHHHHHH.

And UMAT too. I've neglected you.

GARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

And my orthodontist appointment is on the 2nd of July. I'm getting my braces tightened, so pray I can actually come back without having shocks of pain jolting toward my brain. I'm handing in my assignment tomorrow too - I don't want to see my work anymore, it's been five weeks and I don't like work sitting there.

Effort, hopefully, will pay off.

And I'm disappointed (ish) for my exams LOL. Well, I suppose I did alright, but it's not enough to pull my average up. Pray that the actual external exam (especially the trial) will not stuff up my ATAR.

I'm freezing to death, and I'm so lazy to do anything.

canon

FHJAKHSDLFHAFAFHDLK AFTER SITTING IN THE SAME SPOT FOR AN HOUR, I REALISED WHERE MY PRINTING WENT WRONG. THE REASON WHY IT WAS SO LIGHT WAS BECAUSE MY UNCLE'S INK CARTRIDGE DRIED OUT :@

What a waste of paper used for testing :( I'm printing Business notes as we speak LMFAO

physics generator report

And suddenly, after typing everything up, I remember the nightmare of resizing images.

I'm lagging behind schedule (or lack thereof) so badly right now. I'M PRAYING THAT WHAT I SAY WILL GET ME THOSE 7 MARKS *CRIES* I need to reference too... and label my images. UGH THE EFFORT PUT INTO THIS ASSIGNMENT IS TOO MUCH.

Oh, and I'm relearning how to reference because seriously, this is not general knowledge for me. EFFORTTTTTTTTTT! I want twisty hot chips too. I'm hungry :( I shall go reference and then eat and then after that, start revising Conics because it's a gross topic and I really don't want to fail my math exam.

generator

fhajkfhalkfhakfalfa.

I FEEL SO ILLITERATE WHEN I'M WRITING MY PHYSICS REPORT. Must finish by tonight, or at least, by tomorrow afternoon. I hate dragging on pieces of writing. I either finish it within a few short hours, or I leave it there to rot on my desktop.

I have tutor tonight, and I'm so wiped out. I think I'll start printing notes for Business by... tomorrow?

There's so much to do, and I think it's finally starting to hit me that this is my HSC year. A little late, I know.

Whoever said this year would be the most memorable is right - however, it's also the year that everyone puts in their all.

SO MUCH EFFORT *WHINES*.

today

Today's exam drained me so much.

The past few days have as well, and all the assignments piling up will too.

I TOTALLY FORGOT ABOUT 4U TUTOR HOMEWORK.FHAKJHFAKLFHAKFHAK.

Okay bye :(

enough

Never.

Ever.

Enough.

i'm living a nightmare

Suddenly, I came to an epiphany (epiphANNIE would've been a good jersey name, like my current one). I realised that maths has totally changed since year 7; not in the level of difficulty, but its transition from numbers to letters. Letters belong in English. So technically, I'm doing English in a more logical way. In any case, Mechanics is doing my head in because I'm so tired right now and I'm not feeling fine and dandy as I appear to be anymore.

I feel so drained and I feel like I should be panicking because exams are so close.

Sometimes I feel so sad, for no apparent reason.

Well, productivity has been moderate today. Finished section 3 of M&G notes for Physics and finished English homework with Jura before 12PM. And then I showered. And now I have another 2 questions before I finish my mechanics revision.

Then I'll do Conics notes. And then I'll probably revise for the maths exam at the end of this week.

Sigh.

i rehearsed this moment so many times in my head

PRODUCTIVITY AT ITS HIGHEST. Nah, I'm joking, but I am being productive to an extent. I just got distracted by the smell of my lip balm, it smells so nice HAHA

I will now continue with my projectile motion questions that I left for... 2 days now? And then start on my Conics notes and then actually go and make some Royal Umbrella noodles. I really like these noodles, because they remind me of camp and how us girls would sit in our cabins and eat them, and just talk in general. I love my girls. Always. <3

Anyway, yeah, I gotta get on with work!

bugger

I just read Lyanna's post on the 2u exam. Which I almost, almost forgot about. I did a solid one and a half hours of sleeping, and then trying to do UMAT (which I failed to concentrate on) and now I'm about to go and study my arse off for tomorrow's assessment. I don't think I'm going to get very far because I started this late.

Ugh, I feel so... inadequate.

And plus my jaw's still hurting because the tooth-holes are closing up and it's pulling back my other teeth.

Woe is me.

no church in the wild

Ughhhh the soundtrack for the Great Gatsby is so good.

MUST WATCH AT THE END OF THIS YEAR!