all for this

I would like to dedicate this post to the most important thing in my life right now.

We've had our ups and downs, and right now, I really don't feel like doing anything about it. I feel like giving up, I feel like taking back everything. I want to start again, I want to savour each moment and break our relationship down, piece by piece. I would like to understand you, to get a second chance, just do do everything right. I've messed up pretty badly in the past, and I just want to re-live all those moments where I had the potential to change whatever I did. HSC, you suck :( Seriously...

THIS IS ALL FOR MY HSC FAR OUT I DON'T WANT TO STUDY ANYMORE BECAUSE I'M SO MENTALLY EXHAUSTED FROM THIS MONOTONY AND THIS RIDICULOUS AMOUNT OF INFORMATION I NEED TO ABSORB BY MY TRIALS UGHHHHHH.

And UMAT too. I've neglected you.

GARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

And my orthodontist appointment is on the 2nd of July. I'm getting my braces tightened, so pray I can actually come back without having shocks of pain jolting toward my brain. I'm handing in my assignment tomorrow too - I don't want to see my work anymore, it's been five weeks and I don't like work sitting there.

Effort, hopefully, will pay off.

And I'm disappointed (ish) for my exams LOL. Well, I suppose I did alright, but it's not enough to pull my average up. Pray that the actual external exam (especially the trial) will not stuff up my ATAR.

I'm freezing to death, and I'm so lazy to do anything.