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I'm not somebody's 2nd best, the last option to fall on. No. Don't bother me at all. I don't have the heart (nor the guts) to tell you to leave me alone, because I still see you as a friend. But this has got to stop. I appreciate what you've done for me, and sometimes I feel that you're closing in on me. I'm glad I've stayed offline for this long, because I wouldn't have to feel irritated by you. I'd stop hurting you, by doing so as well. I don't want to admit how... clingy you are, because though you're oblivious to this attribute of yours, I'm beginning to feel extremely asphyxiated by it. So step back. Please. And despite how blunt this may sound, I don't see you in any other light than that of a friend. Study > boys is what is most important for this coming year. I'm sorry.