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I... feel my imminent failure.

I have never been so terrified before, in receiving my results.

In all honesty, I think this may be akin to someone who's receiving their pregnancy results, and hoping to every holy being that they are not pregnant for some unknown reason.

The wait for the UMAT results is killing me.

I think they're coming out tomorrow.

I think I might cry. I thought I would've been doing okay, you know? But... I don't know anymore. I want it so badly. It's so much more than doing it for the sake of becoming a doctor.

It's so much more personal than that.

I just... if all goes wrong, I'll tell myself it'll be okay. I'll settle for Medical Science and pray to the Lord for his assistance. And if that doesn't go wrong... well look who's going to sit for the GAMSAT.

Oh fudge.