well...

Business was a miserable failure.

LOL.

Just five more, before I can frolic around in field of flowers. In my dreams.

Seriously. I'm so sleep deprived, and I keep craving sleep... Every time I sit on my bed, in the most studious fashion, I end up collapsing into a coma like nap and then waking up feeling totally drugged.

Well, that she be it! I have English tomorrow again and I have perhaps 2 hours after that to recuperate and get my game on for Physics on Friday. MAJOR SIGH RIGHT THERE LOL :(

and then

Once my walls fell, so did everything else.

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LOL

I have no words for this exam.

I think I might resit it next year.

LOL I dread the day I open my gmail.

notes

What I look forward to: formal and the completion of the HSC so I can partayeeeeeeee. With my books. And go out with my loved ones.

What I don't look forward to: sitting the UMAT, the trial exams, and the HSC.

THREE BIG MILESTONES LEFT FOR THIS YEAR.

fhajfkhasflhaa words cannot describe the sheer boredom I feel when I read about my case studies and try to make notes on them.

fahfkahsdflkah FARRRRR OUT

WHY IS THE LMS SERVER DOWN OMFG WHY NOW.FHAJKFHALKHLHFAKHAKLA

NGAW

So like, Dono drove by and I gave him his calculator, which I've had in my possession since Monday's lectures. He gave me frappe (thank you! :D) and we had a super short chat before he drove off to do whatever he needed to. And before I went and embarked on a journey: to clean my room LOL.

Anyway, he told me just then that he was going to ask if he could have a sip of the frappe before he went, but he forgot until he drove off.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHA

That was probably of little importance to you, but I still find it amusing.

lecture #1

Highlights:

• Breakfast with Donovan
• When someone else's phone rings, he pretends to answer using my phone - so lame AHAHAHAHAHA
• "HOW DO YOU KNOW WHICH WAY TO GO?"
  "JUST FOLLOW THE PEOPLE WITH THE BAGS"
• Spiky loafers
• Eating chocolate coated peanuts during the lecture

There were more, but it was those "in the moment" type of things HAHA :3

i dont know

I don't know if I should be feeling this way.

Then again, it's my fault.

It always is, anyway.

sigh

I'm so tired.

Of everything.

crashing down

So it just hit me that I may not be able to obtain the marks necessary to get into the course I want. This makes me feel extremely... disappointed in myself. Especially in Business. Since that essay 25%, I'm going to feel so sad when I come back after the holidays. I just... that essay really screwed me over.

I don't know what I'm doing with everything anymore. I feel so reassured for my other subjects and for Business, I feel like I'm trying so hard and nothing's happening.

I'm getting my braces tightened tomorrow too.

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I really don't want to go to tutor today. I feel like even though I've tried to do 3 past papers, they're all partial and not... completed. Which means the same thing LOL. We're doing revision anyway, and I suppose it's good to go, but I'm getting so tired of doing everything over and over again... Is anyone else feeling this way, or am I just getting totally bogged down by work and totally demotivated from my epic failure in my Business Studies exam.

Woe is me.

And when it comes to my notes, I realised I've become too verbose. It's just Physics LOL.

so dry omg

Donovan Luong says (8:22 PM)
i shall buy a van
and then buy number plate
dono
BWAHABHABHABHS

einstein

I feel that Physics contains more history than it does on calculations LOL. Is it wrong of me to say this? Because right now, I'm just reading about Einstein and Planck and trying to fill in my last dotpoint, and all I see is "nationalism" and "moral imperatives" and "Nazis". Apologies if I've offended any of you historians out there, but I chose Physics as a subject which pertained solely to science.

:( I'm so tired of seeing words already, and to think, my holidays are going down the drain like this...