FREEDOM

FHJDSKABASKFBNSAKFSADNFDA I'M FREEEEEEEEEEEE!

Well, not really. I have a Physics topic test coming up on Monday, but meh, my half yearlies are done and out of the way. Thoughts?

• English - Alright
• Business - Alright
• 2u - Stupid trapezium question
• 3u - Stupid subbing question... did it wrong bloody. IT WAS 10 + 5 HFKAJDHFDAKLFHAKA. I did 10 minus 5 :( Goodbye one/two marks LOL
• 4u - It was so hard.

And yes. That was it.

Okay I'm going to go out and eat with my parents and favourite aunty later! :D And then come back home to fully relax and chat to my girls via Whatsapp and talk to Dono :) And perhaps in the meantime, do some Physics study.

black and white

Donovan, I know you're going to laugh at the title and say something racist LMFAO HAHA. But yeah, it's a song, so don't get any ideas about me admitting I'm dark.

I can't sleep. I've been awake since an hour ago (3:42AM) and I have done nothing but lie in bed and thinking about the future. Of failure. *CRIESSSSS* But yeah, it took me 45 minutes to drag myself out of the bed to do some solid projectile study after I tried calling Donovan at an ungodly hour LOL. He's such a heavy sleeper, it puts my sleeping nature to shame. Seriously. At camp, I didn't even know my friends painted my toe nails until they pointed them out the next day HAHA.

I think not sleeping enough will take a very, very big toll on me today. And tomorrow. And Friday. I think on Friday my family and I are going out to eat dinner to celebrate my end of exams (yay!). I seriously, sincerely hope I did well... or at least pass for Business. I cannot care less for English right now.

Okay, I'm going to continue cramming in more work.

Ciao!

2 down, 3 to go

So I just finished my content-filled exams (English and Business) and I must say, I feel so much lighter now! I didn't finish my last response for English because I was doing God knows what in that exam. Seriously. I kept checking the time, and I knew I had time, but I kept wasting it staring at the black dots on the exam booklet. I finished half of my little essay in Section 1, so hopefully I can scab 1-2 marks there. Hopefully.

I didn't reproduce enough pages for my Section 2 and Section 3... I only wrote a booklet on each. *sigh* The woes of an unprepared student. Oh well. And Business was... ultimate time management on my part. I rushed through the short-answers section within 30-45 minutes, and the rest of the time was spent regurgitating my case study on QANTAS and suggesting strategies for better HR management.

My hand seriously aches. I can't imagine myself doing English Extension 1 on the same day either... I miss those days and my class though :') I did nothing today. I seriously didn't. I woke up at 6AM, read a few messages before going to shower. I took my sister to school, ate breakfast, tried to study (and failed to) and then set myself on my couch. And fell asleep.

I woke up with jumper marks all over my face LOL.

And then yeah, texted some more :3 and then I did a bit of maths (only 2 questions D:) and then I set off for school. Saw Panda, called out to her and walked in with her. Saw Annie Lam, called out to her, and walked to the hall. Sat down front row and recorded my student number.

After that, I did the test and yeah. Came out, waited for mum with Jennifer and Annie, and then went home to pick up sister. I'm so tired...

OKAY, GOTTA POWER THROUGH MY BOOKLETS. HFAKJHSDFKASHFKLAA.

I think, I was given more than what I asked for. But I'm not letting go.

It's not like I do on purpose, anyway.

after effects

Dying.

Ugh, I feel like my throat has had sandpaper rubbed against it over and over again. My joints and back feel achy as well.

FML, exam week next week as well.

Sigh.

see right through your heart

So, I've rekindled my love for R&B.

Anyway, I aim to finish 3 sections for business today during free period! I feel so under-prepared right now... I'm not going to do applications of calculus (3u) for the exam, so I'm stacking up on Jimmy's homework. I might go on at 9 to 9:30PM today... Ugh, seriously, where is my life going. I feel that I'm not doing enough to become what I want to become, especially with my business teacher breathing down our necks (not literally - that's creepy) and bragging about her son's private school life. The more I think about it, the more I feel that it's not our fault we're disadvantaged LOL. It's a hint, if you didn't get it.

Anyway, I have school in a bit. I might sit alone for free period today... but I'd be way too lonely. Oh stuff it, I'm going to sit with people today and study as hard as I can. I'm beyond tired right now - I haven't had 8 hours sleep since... forever ago! I need to make amendments to my Belonging essay as well, so that should be done tonight. Seriously, damn it all.

My eyebags make me feel disgusting.

Okay that's all for now :) I have no time for anything. CIAAAAAAAAO!

Some people are just too joyful in the ungodly hours of the morning. Seriously. *pointedly stares*

avicii - levels (in reverse) - george monev edit

fhakfhla. I loveeee this track so much.

And I promised I would never sleep late again. Look what happened HAHA. I have two blisters, and I can't walk without one scraping the floor. I can't seem to do tutor homework for some reason. I need to actually do UMAT practice. I've been putting it off for so long, it's ridiculous. And I need to look over my notes for Physics, and start studying Business Studies and start revising for English. FHKJADHFAJSKFHSJHFKASA.

ENGLISH.

And maths. Gargh, who the hell puts projectile in an exam when we still haven't properly learnt it?! Oh wait, yeah, that's right, it's assumed that we have learnt it because our teacher is the head teacher. I'm so tired, seriously. Though, I did have 7.5 hours of sleep! Improvement, I suppose?

I'm  really, really lazy to go tutor right now. As much as I love the environment and what we do there, I really can't be bothered today, and I really hope he doesn't chuck a double lesson over us. *cries*. I must cram applications of calculus in... today. Or tomorrow. Most likely today, because I'm motivated to do work on Saturday.

I feel happy :)

papers

FHKWAFHSAKLHFSALKFA THESE PAST PAPERS FROM TUTOR ARE KILLING ME SO BADLY. I CANT EVEN GET PAST QUESTION 2 WITHOUT WASTING A COLUMN IN MY BOOK. HFKADHFAKLDHFADKLFHAKFHDAK.

I'm going to go and finish off what remains now. I need to power through all of this by tomorrow night! If not... I'll go and dedicate my time to this tomorrow and finish my anti-climatic story for Belonging tonight. Seriously, FML.

I also have a Physics topic test next Thursday (we're to assume it's on Thursday). My half yearly mark is currently on the line.

FHDAUKJFHAKFHAKS BUSINESS. ENGLISH. MATHS. PHYSICS. WHY ARE MY FOUR SUBJECTS SO DRAINING D:

cosine

IT WAS A COSINE GRAPH. A COFAHDUIFHAFIUAHFBCSJADNFACILKJ

I CAN'T EXPRESS HOW STUPID I FEEL RIGHT NOW.

So bloody ridiculous, fml. It was 15% *CRIES*

projectile

FHKSDAHFAKHFAKJFHA.

There's so much work to do :( I finished, printed and added extra stuff for Physics. I don't care anymore (maybe I do, but that's beside the point as of now), and so I won't touch it until tomorrow morning for the exam. I'm going to start English with Jura soon, and while I wait for her to finish her biology notes, I'll continue with my strategies for effective financial management! THREE MORE DOTPOINTS TO GO. IT'S OKAY.

I went with mum to Stocklands to eat and shop. I got two pyjama robes, because they were on sale, fluffy and looked warm. They were on sale. Mummy bought two blue ones for me :) Then, we went to the car and then after that, the remote didn't work. I ran back in to buy credit to call my dad and found out that in my car, there was another remote. It was such a hassle.

So yeah, I picked up my sister, came home and finished off Physics. Nothing much today :') I'm sleeping early today though... *stares pointedly*

heaven

I'm sooooo addicted to Ailee's Heaven. The story behind the mv was actually really, really sad too. I cried :(

So I'm going to spend perhaps... an hour to do the remaining amount of Physics research before taking advantage of my now functioning printer to do probably 2-3 copies. Yes, I must take immense precautions! So yeah. I'll start with blogging about my day, because I haven't done that in a long while.

We had House Captain and Vice Captain elections and then we went to rollcall. Nick wasn't at rollcall, so I sat in silence and talked to Raymond for a bit. Then I had maths, and had a few black jokes thrown on me 8) and then did more Application of Calculus questions before rushing off to English. Little Panda thought I was mad at her, but I could never be mad at her! <3 So then we had English, and Jura and I were feeling productive, so we basically finished off half the questions during class. We then analysed Sonnet XIII before continuing with the questions.

Had recess - I initially borrowed Annie Lam's jumper, but it looked like I was a giant so I borrowed Tanya's one instead, while she wore Lamrocks! Their jumpers smelt so nice :') So then we stood there chatting and then we had Physics. We were at the computer room doing the Westinghouse vs. Edison dotpoint, and feeling productive once again, Theresa and I finished it within one period, printing a copy for all four of us. Then we went to do a bit more research for Physics before finishing up and heading for lunch.

Lunch was spent eating and chatting again. I love my girls :') Yeah, and I returned Teezles's jumper to her before she and Steph left for Ancient :D THANK YOU! <3 Lamrock and I headed to Business where we started our next topic, Operations, with a few videos and slides from Miss's powerpoint. I suppose having miss go through her powerpoint helps me write faster?

So yeah, I waited after school with Cindy for my mum to come pick me up and waited for mum again while she went in to pick my sister up too. Came home, at strawberries dipped in chocolate and some crackers before finishing off the remaining load of English homework and now I'm going to start Physics :)

Ciao! :D

abc

Okay. Here's the thing.

We have tutor tutors in one building. Disputes were bound to happen.

Well, basically, our tutor teacher started a campaign - starting with our class, and it will follow on for the other classes as well. He called it "ABC 2012", and you'd all know where the "2012" came from.

Anyway, long story short, FOCUS COLLEGE PRIDE WOOOOOOOH!

Seriously.

and this is why

And this is why I never ask for anything LOL.

I feel so horrible for saying this, but when it comes to exercise and healthy eating, mum always assumes that she knows best and knows all.

Really, it's actually just yoga this and yoga that.

And then she goes to the extent to prove her point, and cuts everyone along the way lol.

treadmills

"I'm listening."

"Don't be cocky with me!"

How was "I'm listening" supposed to sound cocky? HAHA. Seriously, though, I'm so tired of people misinterpreting me.

tin tin

So, I asked Donovan for Tin Tin the movie. And he gave me his usb. Which I will return tomorrow, and hope that in the near future, it either burns to a crisp or is infested with viruses.

Really. Here, look.

I persevered. Because it's Tin Tin. And I will never give up on Tin Tin.

YOU CAN'T STOP ME FROM GETTING TO MY TIN TIN MOVIES.

seriously

I can never look at a toilet paper roll or a doughnut the same way ever again.

Ever.

And to have an example of a 10m ladder falling down a wall at a constant rate of 4m/s further supports my idea that seriously, maths is not applicable to life in general. That example only guarantees instantaneous death.

faragay

"... so you can never see Faragay the same ever again."

This all stemmed from our Physics Open Book.

this love's like a rodeo

Physics tutorials tomorrow morning, so I'm going to sleep early. If you call 10:45PM early. I had tutor a few hours ago, and I can finally say that year 12 is beginning to hit me. The workload is manageable, but sometimes it spins out of control. I need to cut my fingernails. I couldn't play the piano today, and it was a bit frustrating HAHA. I would like to give a big thank you to Steph N for sending me that pdf file! :D <3 I'll be sure to send it to Theresa ASAP.

Your post. fhdfakjflhakfjah.

Girls, I love you, but my phone was getting spammed during tutor, despite having no credit. I'm still getting your messages, but I can't send mine? Yeah D: I love you girls (L) :3

I've finished a section for Business! Now for processes of financial management and I'll be done. And then I'll move onto strategies.

I'M SOOOOO TIRED.

tired

Physically tired.

Seriously, what the hell.

So... I need to clean up my table. This week I went through a speech and a few topic tests. And tutorials. 4u tutorials are so stressing. Because the questions are so hard and the stress of just getting to school is really getting to me. Yeah, just getting to school. My eyes are itchy, I'm sleeping soon. In 7 minutes.

I'm going to remake my self-imposed timetable, and follow it. And I should actually start using my newly purchased textbook! BEST INVESTMENT OF THE YEAR.

I'm so tired. I hope this is enough. *stares*

patch adams

"I wanna help people. Last night with Rudy, I connected to another human being. I want more of that. I want to learn about people, I want to help them with their troubles."

"That's what I do."

"But you suck at it."

Patch Adams is probably a film that'll stay on my favourite films list. For a long, long time.