Monday, October 31, 2011

co chau

IT'S OKAY STEPH <3 :D Yeah, I did get your text :D! By the way, tell me tomorrow ;)

AND CONGRATS TO OTH FOR DOING EXTREMELY WELL FOR HER CHEM YEARLY @ HER TUTOR :D I am so proud of your ownage in Chem, now that I'm gone HAHA I hope you're staying away from powerpoints, because it's extremely lethal. But of course, you already know that. I mean, we have had near death experiences in that lab before HAHA

And Teezles, your braiding skills. It's so pretty fhajdkfdhalk :DDDDD... and then you tied the ends together and made a hairy necklace for me LMFAO HAHA It reminds me of this woman from Bleach (Captain Unohana):

Sunday, October 30, 2011

and she's all that i see

The title of the post has nothing to do with the actual entry LOL. My left eye is so swollen that I'm unconsciously closing it now. Like... Roronoa Zoro's eye after the timeskip in One Piece. Okay, I'll stop talking about manga :( I suppose tutor today wasn't so bad. We did go back to Permutations and Combinations (... WHY) and he cracked unintentionally funny jokes. I finished filling in the second page of the table for English already. From tomorrow onward until the exam, I'm doing solid 3 hours of piano. No breaks, nothing. Well, may be one or two 5 minute breaks, but that's all. I can't afford to lose to grade 6.

I CANNOT EXPLAIN HOW ITCHY MY EYEBALL IS. I CAN'T EVEN ABSTRACTLY MEASURE HOW SWOLLEN MY EYEBALL/EYE SOCKET/EYE LID IS.

take 2

Integration isn't so bad... I guess. I still have 3 more questions from the Focus College sheet and the Geometrical Applications of the Derivative left before I go and frolic about on the internet. Well, I am currently using the internet, but I'm not actually doing anything aside from blogging. Yesterday, I truly felt that I was drowning in information that I couldn't absorb. Conics has perhaps slaughtered Complex Numbers for me. I no longer find Complex numbers the most dreadful topic. This may be change, though.

FAIRYTAIL IS LAGGGGGGGGING. It's like a day and a half late. I can't live without my manga LOL... I'm planning to buy denim shorts. I only have a pair of formal shorts and it seems I'm wearing the same pair all the time LOL I must finish hw within 2 hours. If not, well... I don't really know how to punish myself LOL!

Saturday, October 29, 2011

hw

So... I left out questions 4-8 for exercise 3.3 for tutor. I feel so incompetent, and I feel that my goal is getting further and further away from me. I also left out question 9 for exercise 3.2.

Friday, October 28, 2011

piano exam

I have the date. LOL I believe it's on a Saturday. On Verena's BBQ day. On 4u tutor day. ARGH, MANY FUCK MY LIFE'S HERE. MANY MANY FUCK MY LIFE'S. SO MANY FUCK MY LIFE'S. I cannot afford to settle for a C nor a B. A B+ should be minimum, but I have 2 weeks to prepare. JUST TWO WEEKS. MAJOR FUCK. Okay, gotta finish writing notes for general knowledge. Must finish 2 pieces tonight and the last tomorrow or something. Then tutor hw.

LOL. I don't want to crack now. And I'm considering putting piano on hold for the HSC for a year, and after it, go back to intense piano training. I thank Julie for her input during free period.

conicsz

I added a 'z' for a more stylised feel. But that's beside the point of this post. My mum's been reminding me about my upcoming piano exam and how she thinks I'm not ready for it. Thank you for having this much faith in me mum. I crammed in 4 arpeggios in 3 different progressions within 1.5 hours, and I've yet to perfect them. So you can say, my left hand (my weakest one, and thus the one I work with most on the piano) has been internally ripped to shreds. I could feel the muscles at the base of my knuckles rippling and the veins pop up.

Good work out for the mind, fingers and mood.

Oh, and Julie, my fellow May baby HAHA she's so funny. We had this sudden realisation that she was behind the filled out word-unjumblings. Here's what happened HAHA:

Me: You're doing those word unjumblers?
Julie: Yeah, I am
Me: You know yesterday, someone wrote MILFY in the newspaper-
Julie: OMG, THAT WAS ME

*both cracks up*

And then I told her that Steph came across that page and showed me, and we cracked up too HAHAH HFKJAHFLJAKH MILFY. And then we told Steph and she cracked up as well HHAHAHHFHAL

I will never forget it. Milfy. It was actually meant to be 'filmy' but she didn't think of it at that time HAHAHA So that's pretty much it for today :) I should finish writing my general knowledge... I'm not really sure what to talk about LOL. My other piano teacher always spoon-fed me, that's why.

Wednesday, October 26, 2011

integration #2

MANY HEARTS TO YOU TOO CYNTHIA! I hope it was enough (or at least close to) motivation for you to finish your integration homework and bulldoze through your HSC. I will send more gifs flying your way if you are ever doubtful/low in spirit! :D

Overall, surprisingly good day today :D!

Tuesday, October 25, 2011

what i should be learning

I laughed at Cynthia's rendition of our Math's teacher's graph of 4u effort. I laughed really hard. And I'll add another 2 cents to that jar of hers, and say that he's putting more effort into quietening down our class rather than teaching. He quiets down our class when we barely even whisper. So yes, I did laugh quite hard at the picture HAHA. Gif for you, Cynthia, for putting up with his unintentional droning!


Yes, I know how much you adore Doctor Who. (credits to fuckyeahdavidtennant @ tumblr)

So... I'll just go off and read a bit of manga before drowning myself in Physics homework.

Monday, October 24, 2011

mauve

I think I just kinda died and gone to heaven. Several times after looking at this formal dress.

http://www.forevernew.com.au/Edith-Floral-Prom-Dress.aspx?p10640&cr=074251

I think I might go for a mauve to cream dress for formal. I don't go for peachy-ish, nor will I go for any actual block colour. I might go for a shade like the above. I think it's a bit sad on first sight, but I think it's pretty cute :$ POSSIBLE FORMAL DRESS.

brownies

Verena, I'm sorry I left you in the library at free period :(

The challenge exercise is killing me, bit by bit. CHUNK BY CHUNK, ACTUALLY. And reading Othilia's post makes me feel extremely wary when I'm now going to be confronted by the actual HSC (with the inclusion of the preparation to this actual exam period). For the past two years, it's been: "your school certificate results is the most important, it shows you how well you'll do in actual HSC" or "the preliminary year - nothing counts" that kind of crap. Those statements might not actually be accurate, but those are the ones that caught me the most. Now that the start to the HSC year has begun, I can't help but feel that Optometry/Medicine is, once more, too far for me to grasp.

Honestly, though I've had many divergences to various occupations (such as being a psychologist, pharmacist or teacher), I think from the very beginning I've always stuck to medicine deep, deep down. Or at least the concept of 4u maths (so sad). I remember sitting in my GP's office and telling him I wanted to become a doctor. He actually laughed at that idea and said one thing: "4u maths is hard. You need that to become a doctor." LOL I actually had the audacity to say that I'll do it. But that was 10 years ago. I suppose I have achieved the 4u aspect of that, but now I realise that it's only the beginning.

I really, really want to do Optometry/Medicine. I have never wanted anything so badly. I don't see myself doing Business in university, nor do I see myself doing any sort of industrial science (nanotechnology was a long forgotten and short-lived ambition). I don't think I can even perceive my future self to be donned in a white coat and carrying a writing pad as a psychologist (maybe they don't actually do that...).

I have re-evaluated why I wanted this so badly, and I came to two distinct reasons: the idea of injecting (sounds bad LOL) people with life once again and also because of the interesting nature of the actual occupation. Yes, I did not omit my own selfish reasons. I honestly don't carry a particular passion for sciency-science (though I know Steph does, and I know she's good at it), but I do enjoy it. I am willing to commit myself to it. I think, I've come to this conclusion because I've probably dipped a foot in most faculties in my school, choosing a variety of subjects and all. Looking back, I actually can't find a reason why I chose both Physics and Chemistry. Was it a fad? I hope not. I honestly do love Physics (yes, I love it), and I did like Chemistry. NOTE THE PAST TENSE. But I think after that pharmaceutical dream, I kind of lost it. I put so much effort into Chemistry, it became tedious. I did the homework, but I didn't study. I think it's also because of the teacher I had.

I'm not saying she's bad, or she can't channel her knowledge to us students, but it's just... I think I needed a fresh start to year 11. I've been taught by her over a great span of years, and I suppose her teaching methods have gotten mundane. I do miss her though. I also miss my year 11 maths teacher. Such a cute little woman. Reminds me of little Gekko. They both get angry over the most trivial things, it's laughable. She is, perhaps, the best maths teacher I've had at this school. Ever.

So yeah. Though my checklist of 4 subjects and the idea of 10 units sounds like a piece of cake, I don't think it is. I'm beginning to think that though I'm taking this risk, I can't score an ATAR above 95. I know, I aim too high and it's almost too unrealistic. And maybe it is. But I suppose I'm willing to put the time and effort into this, because I'm not willing to repeat this year.

I SHALL SHOOT FOR THE MOON, AND PROBABLY LAND AMONG THE STARS. Of course, the stars that are the closest to the moon. And the UMAT. I really need to purchase practice materials. Anybody have any idea where to get them? I'm not too sure about some of the ones I've been seeing.

Saturday, October 22, 2011

depp

Steph, I totally agree. JOHNNY DEPP.

Anyway, I think my piano exam will be after the 5th of November (oh shoot), so hopefully I'll have tonnes of time to practice. I just had 1.5 hours ago and I'm wiped out. Mentally. I left out the volume questions for inverse functions because they were too tedious. I feel extra weird today for some reason. I had to peel myself off my tutor seat today because of the prolonged exposure to a sticky leather seat. All the girls had to peel themselves off their seats HAHA

Friday, October 21, 2011

did you know

"And when diep uses chalk, there's no one beside me wincing in preparation for the inevitable screeching sound", and to you: "and there's no one who turns around to share the most trivial yet fascinating facts that is never relevant to the subject we're normally in. You always learn something new everyday, and I suppose my knowledge pool has dropped exponentially"

FULL ON WEEK. Anyway, I'll be off now, I need to practise piano and complete my work. CIAO!

Tuesday, October 18, 2011

waffles

So I had five periods of maths today. Productive, I suppose. Theresa said I was a brick wall in maths, and that I probably only talked to Othilia that's why it's loud. I'm sorry Panda :( <3 I think I kinda quietened down because I realised how screwed I was for maths, considering we have Mr M as our teacher until the end of high school. Once again, 4 maths periods were spent on 4 do-able examples. If it was Miss D, we would have done 3-4 exercises within those 5 periods. I may be exaggerating, but you get the gist of it.

I'm beyond tired, and I'm going to start and finish tutor homework now. Then I'll do piano once my sister's done with the TV. Oh, woe is me.

P.S. Not that I don't like my class now, I just really, really, really miss 11MXB1. I hope I got the class right, because it'd be embarrassing if I didn't LOL! I would post a picture of our class, but I'll probably do that some other time. Okay, bye.

Sunday, October 16, 2011

correction tape

My dad just chucked an entire roll of correction tape in the bin because he didn't like it and because the tape broke. He. Chucked. It. In. The. Bin. I COULD HAVE TIED IT UP AND USED IT! HFJAKHFLAJK. And there he goes, misunderstanding me that I always sit and complain that I don't have anything, wasting his money. FHKJAFHAKLJFHA.

lol-tastic

ARGH. SO MUCH SHIT TO CLEAN UP FOR THE BEGINNING OF YEAR 12. Yes, free period tomorrow after recess, I think :D I can finish tutor homework in that time, I suppose. I feel so wiped out :( Already! After I clean my room (I should finish by 1), I'll sit down and revise for whatever I need tonight and then start my 3u revision book or something. Ugh, integration, how you stuff me up every time. Thank God I finished cleaning up my Physics notes/book, I only need to write out the rest of my practical and I suppose I'm done for that. Then I have Business Studies to organise, and I'm done for that too. OH, THE LIFE OF A 4-SUBJECT STUDENT :D! Oh yeah, I'll also do intense studying for music as well.

You know, all this talk makes me sound so busy. But really, I barely achieve any of this LOL. OKAY BYE

Saturday, October 15, 2011

possible

MAYBE THE EXAM IS POSSIBLE AFTER ALL! *throws confetti* What I've noticed with my past examiners are: (as sexist as it seems) females are picky, whilst males aren't. I hope I get a male examiner :') And I stumbled upon this:




His voice.

Friday, October 14, 2011

yes

I cannot agree more with Stephanie's full-on post about what happened this morning. I too, agree with the "it's all about the marks", but not about the "you don't have to like the subject". I think she was probably implying a stereotypical view of asians when she said the latter, because some of us were forced to do the subjects we chose. Sad, sad life. And I love the spunkiness of the last few lines HAHA TEN UNITS, YEAAAAH! And with the idea of talking to Miss P, I do think that we should give her a proper goodbye and tell her our reasons for leaving. On my part, because I have zero intentions of keeping it.Once more, I'll return to this time last year, where I heard Extension 1 English helps you with Advanced English. Safe to say, it has. A lot. But I'm just not cut out for the work this year, and I'm enjoying my freedom of not caring about Chemistry nor that one unit course.

I finished my Projectile Problems 1 (YESSS) and now I'm planning to fix up my weekly timetable and write a few notes/sort out work before sleeping. Then tomorrow morning will be dedicated to fixing up my List pieces and actually starting on my extra list pieces. I feel so screwed for this exam. I have never been this under prepared, and I suppose I have no one to blame but myself. Scratch that, I do have no one to blame but myself.

Tutor tomorrow night, and the night after. I'm so glad I finished homework last night :') Okay, I'll be off now. I have places to be and people to see! (I'm joking, I'm actually a lonely person at home who is a slave to self-inflicted bouts of homework).

fare thee well, indeed

Once again, I face the dark tunnel of dropping a subject. It actually started this morning, when the head teacher came into our Extension English class to talk about keeping the subject. Despite her being naturally sarcastic and cutting, it seemed she was genuinely displeased. But then again, we all have our reasons, just suck it up. I refuse, and I definitely won't, put that much time and effort into the one-unit HSC course called English Extension 1. WHY DO I NEED TO SLAVE AWAY TO LONG HOURS OF POTENTIAL HISTORY-RELATED WORK WHEN I'VE TRIED SO HARD TO AVOID IT?!

So yeah, that's what happened. Recess was spent... doing things that we don't actually remember HAHA And then I had Chemistry, where we headed to E38 to go to the computer lab. It was my last Chemistry lesson with this class (a close one, I think) and I do miss everyone. Especially the atmosphere we make. Oh, and in Chemistry today, Danny C had a unicorn/horse wallpaper. It was so manly. And I sat around talking to my fellow Chem-droppers. Quote: I chose Legal Studies because I watched Autumn's Concerto and there was this hot-shot lawyer. He inspired me.


I have never, ever, heard of someone who picked up a subject because of a drama. And how they said it made it all funny HAHHAHAHFAHFLA. So yeah, spastic moments in Chemistry, which I won't forget. Then I had Maths. LAST MATHS PERIOD WITH OTH, ELYN AND MISS D. Many heartbreaks here :( Indeed, fare the well, as Cynthia has said! Really, we'll miss picking on everyone. HAHA, but on a serious note, I really do love our maths class. I can safely say that I've never felt this comfortable with a class other than my C-class (YAY! C!) before. I did maths and it was very, very productive. I only have 2 more questions left from the exercise, and I think from now until Monday, I'll be aiming to finish the booklet off.

Then I had Physics, and Panda asked Sir for free-time, to which he said that if we finished the first 3 questions, we get free time. Panda and I worked together and got them right (HI FIVE PANDA - it reminds me of the shirt we got you HAHA), and after we checked, we realised that there were 2 minutes left. He tricked us. HAHA So yeah, we had lunch. Our group had so sososo much fun. No sarcasm; I really meant it HAHA Like how we were sitting in "couple's lane". Fun fun fun :D (I feel like everyday is something worth waking up for HAHA)

Then Annie and I had Business... and we didn't really do much. We got our marks back for Business, and yeah. It was our last lesson with Miss Ibz (HAHAHA) too :( I then got picked up by my aunty to go McDonalds, and yeah :D Came home and here I am. I should make notes and revise on my subjects before I sleep. And I should fit in General Knowledge revision somewhere in there... ARGH, PIANO EXAM IN AROUND 3 WEEKS TIME AND I HAVE 2 PIECES LEFT UNDONE. I feel impending doom. Note the 'd'. It means the grade I could get.

Wednesday, October 12, 2011

MYUNG SOO, I LOVE YOU



MYUNG SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO.

4 subjects

I feel so light with only 4 subjects. Sure, it's going to be pretty heavy from now on, but it's so... MY MENTAL CHECKLIST CONSISTS OF ONLY FOUR MAIN SUBJECTS. AWESOMEEEEEE.

Tuesday, October 11, 2011

eating out

I LOVE MY FRIENDS. DONG BA WAS GREAT. Well, it was fun :D And the library (Y) We didn't have as much time as last time, but it was great. The people that were there included: Tanya, Annie, Stephanie, myself, Jura, Theresa, Andrew, Michael, Jacky, Kenny, Jenny and Sally! :D I shared a plate of combination noodles with crispy noodles and chicken with Steph, as well as a can of Coke. We then walked to the library, but not before buying some dried fruits. We then went into a beauty store, and then went to the library. I tried doing my maths homework (PROGRESS, I TELL YOU!) and the girls left for Woolies whilst I did so. Sally and Jenny left before they came back, and when they did, Steph and I left. Should have given Teezles a hug :( It'll be another few hours until I see her again D: HAHA <3 Gave Lamrock a hug and walked home with Steph :D! Waited for mum at Steph's house and she offered me a mango yoghurt flavoured mint. Omg, so yum.

And then went to Gospel pianos to find dad an A-frame for guitar. And then after that, I finished maths homework and I've been on msn since then. I'm going to skip piano practice today, because I'm really busy and not in the mood. Tomorrow morning, I'll practice and in the afternoon? :D I love my friends, and today made it extra fun :D HAHA Oh yeah, conversation today:

"You're ordering rice again?!"
"Yeah, I am"
"Don't you eat rice everyday?"
"Yeah, but this is orange rice"

Omg LOL.

Monday, October 10, 2011

nothing's over

Infinite.Their music, hfkjadhfkajh. ESPECIALLY MYUNG SOO. OMG. I LOVE YOU. Here's a picture.


Here's the video that probably sustained my obsession (sounds like a bad word - fan-spazzing?): Click here. Myung Soo's the one with the red blazer.

can u smile?

FHAFHAKL I'M GOING OUT WITH FRIENDS TO EAT TOMORROW. I'll be on later tonight to ask/discuss details with them, but school ends at 12:03 for the first (and last) time! I'm feeling really iffy about dropping Chemistry. I mean, the filling-in-the-form aspect of abandoning the subject. I can wait until next week, because that's when I'll experience how awesome it would feel without Chemistry. Sure, I'll feel really empty and obviously hazard-free, but I will miss it. I finished maths homework, now I'll do around 1.5 hours of solid technical work before doing a bit of Physics. Then going on MSN. THERESA, PLEASE SEND ME THE PHOTOS OF FRIDAY! PLEASE?! If you don't see it, please? *telepathic messages that I believe Steph will receive, rather than Theresa* I saw my best friends today: Tanya, Annie, Stephanie, Theresa, Jura, Jenny and Sally! <333333333 :D

Sunday, October 9, 2011

oh shoot

I don't... actually know if that Graph sheet was for homework. Sir never actually said anything about it, so I'll just say "I woke up late" or something :( RIDICULOUS. DOUBLE LESSON TODAY. I just called Brenda and she said she's doing the homework. Oh the urges of not being the odd one out when it comes to homework HAHA. Don't deny it, you've felt this way too. I guess I've cleared half the mess on my table. I realised why my desk was so high: rather than placing my laptop in the case, I placed it on the case.

I kind of like Infinite - Can U Smile.

OKAY, TIME TO CRAM GRAPH SHEET IN BEFORE CHURCH, FML.

oh, that's nice

"You'll fail the HSC, just like you'll fail the music exam. Don't get your nose out of joint, I'm just saying."

That's nice. It shows how much faith you have in me this year and how much impact my counterattack will have on you. Ha, counterattack. But I'm still hurt.

Saturday, October 8, 2011

omg



I found it pretty funny. I don't think it was meant to be funny though LOL...

Tutor tomorrow and school the day after. Ah joy.

boyfriend

I just realised from Steph's MV, and through constant youtubing of the Boyfriend members, that the guys that have caught my eyes (the ones I pointed out in my previous post), were twins. And to think, I was wondering why they looked a bit similar HAHA

ARGH, TUTOR TONIGHT. TUTOR TONIGHT. FHUAIFHAKFHALK. No free time whatsoever, anymore. TIME TO GEAR UP AND MOVE INTO HSC MODE.

Friday, October 7, 2011

plans

I thought these last three days were meant to be free (ish). I have my sister and dad's birthday dine-out to attend, and I'm going DFO soon. That leaves no time for piano or tutor. At all. I have around 3 half-finished questions and 2 questions I cannot be bothered to solve. So... yeah. No time tonight. Then tomorrow, I have a BBQ at 1PM with a chance that I'll have piano during the BBQ as well as tutor at 6:30PM - 8:30PM. So I'll be popping up here and there at the BBQ. So no time for studying any time soon. Then I have Sunday, which is normal Sunday where everything becomes dread.

I thought my holidays would be something more, but really, I realised how shitty they were and how little I have accomplished. I really haven't even been cleaning up my table nor looking into Permutations and Combinations. ARGH. WHYWHYWHY. Oh yeah, I finished 49 Days just a few minutes ago. OMG, I CANNOT FATHOM HOW INTENSE I FELT AT THE CLIMATIC MOMENTS. I reduced me to a sloppy mess. But I know it's a drama whose emotional peaks will help me rise against everything. I'm kidding, I'm just emotional.

There were potential Reaper + Main Girl moments, but I'll leave it that Main Girl would have been better off with Han Kang. And Reaper... HE LOVED YI KYUNG SO MUCH FHAFJKLAHFAKH. Emotional roller coaster, seriously. The first 9 episodes were full of laughs and then bam, it hits you how much time she has left, and then I became frantic and then... she wakes up. I'm not even going to talk about the end, because it was too cruel :( WHYFU HFAKHFALK.

Okay, that's it. I doubt you guys will be seeing me for a long, long, long while now. Goodbye :)

Thursday, October 6, 2011

my life

What is it now? I'll start from the beginning. Today, I read a manga that had a very... weak heroine. Seriously, I was going to close it, but I persevered. Until the beginning of the 4th chapter. WHY WOULD YOU GO FOR A GUY THAT BRINGS YOU TO POTENTIAL RAPISTS?! I have never come across such a... ridiculous character before. RIDICULOUS. AND THE GUY THAT REALLY DOES LOVE HER, HER CHILDHOOD FRIEND, OMG. *CHUCKS MANY HEARTS*. She was basically swinging between both the guys because she wants to love the childhood friend (so she says) but she goes for the other guy. PREPOSTEROUS :@!

But then again, I read another manga where the love actually didn't appear at first, but it grew. That manga is a one-in-a-million case, because it wasn't rushed. It was pretty real. Then there was this other manga where a girl beat up the school's gang leader by accident and continually gained subordinates. It's hilarious, I think HAHA. Now, 49 days. Episode 15. IT'S BEGINNING TO KILL ME. CHUNK BY CHUNK.

And Steph, the blonde guy in that mv. He's pretty cute HAHA. And the third guy from the beginning. *dies*

Wednesday, October 5, 2011

Tuesday, October 4, 2011

personal reference

Major slap to face once more, when you realise that the book you use for personal reference cannot be understood by yourself LOL. What the hell did I mean by "Z - A"? I don't remember, and I think this is why I should write my notes out in comprehensive words when it's still fresh.

Monday, October 3, 2011

homework

Major slap to the face when I realised I only had another 5 days left until tutor (again). I'm almost done with 1.10, just question 7 and 8 left (how do you get the decimal?) and the further questions left to do. I think we might be continuing with graphs on Saturday (good thing, of course), but we're going to start our third topic pretty soon. I don't have long before my piano exams, so I'll dedicate tomorrow to just piano. Solely, piano. And then after that, more note-taking for 4u before I study Complex Numbers all over again until I'm fully secure with it. Then onto graphs. Then after that, rearranging my room to look "study-friendly". I'm trying to follow the steps of that study skills booklet by having more work-space and all, so hopefully it'll be effective!

I downloaded 8/20 episodes of 49 Days already, and I don't think I'll be able to finish everything this week. I have this pounding headache, but I must persevere with my studying! I haven't actually gone out... and I was planning to call Xuan, but he seems to have a busy life, so I'll just hold onto that thought until the Christmas holidays. I can tell him about my year, then HAHA. I think he should be finishing his degree (or finished, by now), so I'm wondering where he'd go next.

Sunday, October 2, 2011

losing my mind

So. Tutor was alright. I came a few minutes late because mum had to withdraw money. I'm currently cleaning up my music folder(s) on my hard drive and cleaning up my folders on my actual laptop. I'm also downloading more OST's from dramas and other music. Oh, and I have tutor next weekend. On both Saturday and Sunday. 5 hours next week fhajkfhakfha. I think I get too emotionally attached to dramas/novels/music. It's ridiculous, because one slight emotional shift can push those saline tears down my cheeks :(

I think I have this growing obsession with downloading. And yeah, that's kinda it for tonight. I'm really tired.

Saturday, October 1, 2011

composite

Composite graphs. fhkjfhalk. I don't think I need to say anything else. I have the Diagnostic test left to finish... so hopefully that can be done by 5PM this afternoon. After that, I'm going to restock on grid books (this has got to be the nth time I've said this, this year) at Officeworks, and probably more correction tape. My mum has taken on a new role of convincing me to keep Chemistry for the HSC. No way Jose D: I feel my imminent failure. I need to make the most out of my holidays by staying home HAHA.