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I love B2ST, but I haven't been listening to their songs for the past few months. I can definitely say, I've missed them. I have so much to do in so little time. Tutor homework is becoming a bit frustrating, and I'm aiming to finish it in 2 hours at an easy pace. I would also like to finish Volume I of Emma tonight and perhaps write that 1 page response for Extension English. Oh, and also Physics and Chemistry homework. I'm beginning to feel a bit worried for Extension English. Will I be able to pull a 95+ mark overall? I mean, English is extremely ambiguous. I know I would like to do Extension 2 maths, as it may round all my units up. So all in all, I'd like to do three subjects, English, Maths and Business Studies. Physics is becoming tedious and depressing, as Chemistry is a surprise in itself.

I've been torn about my selection of subjects for Term 4, since year 11 is coming to an end. We only have one and a half terms left before we continue on  and finish our years of high school, as blunt as it sounds. As silly and impossible (as of now) it sounds, I would like a 96+ ATAR. This will prove to be unachievable due to the contingent plan I have of doing Extension 2 English because it's so open to various meanings :(

I feel so conflicted, but tonight, I need to change the way I study. Seriously. Oh, and I'd also like to get through 2 grades of music theory per year so I can finish my 8 practical grades. Apparently they won't give actually allow you to get your certificate for the completion of grades unless you finish all 8 grades of theory and practical, from what I've heard. Correct me, some one.

Sadly, I realise that all I ever talk about are goals and expectations. I never actually achieve any of this. 'TIS A TIME FOR CHANGE!